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hey everyone welcome to the ufo hub live

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stream so today is open lines

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and of course i welcome everyone that

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would like to talk to me and share their

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story

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to please download the telegram app on

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your telephone or the computer

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find the ufo hub group i also have a

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link below

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the video if you're on youtube if you're

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on facebook it should be above the video

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and so there's a link to the group join

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the voice chat and um

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simply raise your hand um in there so

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it'll tell me that you want to

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talk to me and we'll connect so

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i'd like to cover a few things today and

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there's a topic i would like to cover as

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some of you know i've

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had many different experiences

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throughout my life and i don't really

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get to go into great detail to discuss

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some of them

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so i'm going to go into some of that

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before we go to open lines

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and but before that i would like to

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discuss an article that came out today

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in the new york course first

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uh it's in relation to the ufo report

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that we're all expecting to come out

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soon

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and so um let's uh

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i guess let's uh get into it so as we

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all know we're all

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waiting waiting for this

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report to drop and uh this article came

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out about four hours ago from the new

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york post

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and at first i was like uh just as i

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kind of thought that they're going to go

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it's a you know national security issue

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but then as i

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read oops sorry switching stretched over

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to wrong slide

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as i read over the article they

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there's something had happened here

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that basically gave some

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congressmen or representatives a little

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sneak peek

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about what they potentially could be

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talking about or coming out with in the

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and so this is their reaction on it and

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ufos could threaten u.s security polls

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say after capitol hill briefing

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so initially i was like oh man i can't

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believe they're going to go down that

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route of this is a national security

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issue as i've always have done

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but as i went through it was simply a

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remark by

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by one of the representatives and it's

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how all of them felt so i guess this is

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newspaper to

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let me let me read to you a little bit

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about this i won't read the whole thing

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but i just want to go over a few things

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just so you get an idea what this was

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so um capitol hill lawmaker said

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wednesday that ufos could pose a

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pressing threat to america's national

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as the polls emerged from the highly

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on the unexplained phenomena ahead of

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the release

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of a highly anticipated pentagon report

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unidentified flying objects before

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members of the house intelligence

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committee received a husher sneak

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inside a scif or sensitive

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let me scroll down some more as for the

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existence of extraterrestrial life the

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lawmakers largely left the secret inside

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this was one remark by one of the

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representatives it says so we take the

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issue of unexplained aerial phenomena

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seriously to the

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and so basically they kind of took his

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comment and kind of made a title out of

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the further down you go um you know

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said um this is driving me nuts

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said i think it's important to

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legitimate questions involving the

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safety and security of our personnel

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and i'm reading the same thing again

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sorry i've changed my browser around

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made the text a bit bigger

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and now with this newer pores constantly

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you know it's always about our safety

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and security our

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national security is priority number one

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and there's another comment from

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adam schiff saying i was

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it was an interesting briefing he said i

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did learn things that were

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certainly new to me but i think i'm

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going to leave it at that

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well when i really think about it and

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when it comes to these politicians

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anything that's not going to shock

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us that have been into this for a long

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time anything outside of that

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the the the fact that anything outside

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of normal earth life exists

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is going to shock them so i'm not

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exactly um

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too confident that that statement holds

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any water

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or it's supposed to be you know an

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inkling that

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you know something's coming down the

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and uh let's see

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so there's this is one

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one other quote i believe from my

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that's as big bigger change in policy as

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this uh issue in my lifetime so the fact

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taking this sort of thing seriously for

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the first time i think is important

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and so you can see it has a different

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tone based on who you talk to and then

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at the very end this was a comment

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made by peter welsh it says if i had to

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predict how the public will react to

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one one word would be disappointing

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and so anyway initially i had thought

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down the negative route but then i

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based on this hush-hush briefing that

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different representatives came out with

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different quotes and opinions of what

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what they saw now of course i still hope

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do actually stand true and come out with

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information at the end of the month so

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that we can see what they have but um

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i'm glad that it's not a

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sure thing that they're gonna go

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negative with this

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old ufo scenario so anyway i just wanted

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to give you an update there

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and i guess in this article saying a

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month's end that was the first time that

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uh heard anything of when it could come

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because june 1st the idea was that it

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could come out anytime soon

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but then it's been what we're in june

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and so we're like okay what's happening

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don't hold your breath but whatever

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comes down the pike i'll

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i guess i'll cover it talk a little bit

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about it and um

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of course then you can go on and read up

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because it's um i've realized not

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everyone that's that's

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watching this channel is already

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at the level that most of us are that

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information beyond just flying lights in

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what they're at now or where they're at

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now is where most of us were 20 years

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i always have to go back catch up a

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little bit for the newbies and then

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hopefully skip forward and give more

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information about

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other things and moving ahead with the

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excuse me okay

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the open lines and talk to some people

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some more

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there and just keep in mind you're not

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you're not obligated to have to stick

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to the topic that i want to cover just

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in the very beginning

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because it's just my way to like i said

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to get more information

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out you can cover anything you like

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whatever your story is whatever you want

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to get into

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if you want to expound and something

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else that i've said previously or today

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that's what it's there for so it's not

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constricted in any way this is just me

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using opportunity to

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cover certain things with with you guys

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the the topic was uh

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basically you know it kind of inspired

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as i was trying to figure out what else

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i could possibly what else i could

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possibly cover

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the uh remembering experiences you never

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had is something that it's it's not

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a it was not an attempt by me to

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kind of be it be clickbait i actually

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telling you about what it really feels

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like to remember

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something that you know it wasn't

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anything that you experienced

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during this lifetime and when you're

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experiences like with contact with

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ets and out-of-body experiences and

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near-death experiences things like that

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are a common occurrence to where you

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that before were not

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everyday memory bank

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and it's way before you were born and so

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i want to at least share some

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experiences from my

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end to just tell you that how it felt

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and how it's really not that of a crazy

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um crazy experience i mean it's not

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something that

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they'll rattle your belief systems to

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record to where you can't

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function uh you know for the rest of the

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day or for weeks

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certainly there were plenty of

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experiences like that that

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that left that effect on me but this one

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was more of a

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more of a subtle like oh it happened wow

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weird and crazy

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and then it allowed me to just okay move

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on with now

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this new remembrance and so

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before i start i want to just tell you

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uh for those who have watched for for a

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while and for a long time

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and uh just maybe to clarify for

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somebody that's

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possibly new here for me uh an

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experience

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being had let's say having a contact

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with an extraterrestrial in person you

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know or

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having an experience like they mentioned

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being on their ships or abducted or in

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experience

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at the end of the day it's the message

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that counts and how you got there to me

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doesn't matter

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because it's the validity and the

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connection of what the point

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of that message was and pertinence to my

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life that matters

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so how i got it really it's not that

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important

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it's almost kind of like choose a silly

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example as i always do regarding

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regarding love i mean if

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somebody asks you out over text or they

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ask you out in person or

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send your email or write you a letter

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it's to respond

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or response from you that initiates this

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connection that potentially

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you will have a mate it really doesn't

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matter

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which way you were being asked out and

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so it might be a silly analogy but i

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hope that kind of conveys the point that

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you know um you can play this game to

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say well um you know i don't accept your

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proposal over letter you know how dare

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you do that ask me out in person

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or you say how dare you text me why

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didn't you call me

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you know that's a almost like a problem

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for you

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and a judgment on your end to that you

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hierarchically put things in order and

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only if they happen in this this this

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way

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only then are they true only then are

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they valid that's something you're going

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to have to work out

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for me i've learned long time ago that

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the message is important

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and whatever i was conveyed does it work

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in my life or not

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and most of the time actually 100 of the

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time it did it was just me

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overcoming my judgments and my um

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i guess stereotyping of well it needs to

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be this way and

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if if only if i am on on a ship

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and they're telling me this is a valid

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but it's not valid if i was on a

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psychedelic trip

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you know that's something that i learned

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to

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long time ago break down all those

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barriers and differentiation that

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it's all coming from the same place and

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one of the particular experiences

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it was one was the near-death experience

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that i had

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the other experience was uh during a

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lsd trip regarding memories

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and so um i figured i'll start

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on with the lsd trip first

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there was the experience when it first

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starts out

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it's basically a um

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a very nerve-wracking experience it's

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very much

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the the process that you're going

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through before

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i had for example the feelings that were

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going through before i had

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a physical visual encounter with

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those two orbs or ufos and you know to

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use those terms

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and it's basically overcoming that fear

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that different energy that

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once you get past that you know and just

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kind of

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go along with the ride do does

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information flow a lot easier and it's

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it's

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there's not as much to overcome not as

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much fear not not as many barriers

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and so one particular experience was

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that

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um i just remembered um

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everything i remembered every single

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part of

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why was i there why

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everything why it happened in my life

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the way it did i could

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understand and see the connections

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happening

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on the planet between people universally

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you know just everything was clear

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everything was understood

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then of the sudden i felt this this

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vibration it was getting heavier and

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heavier and then i felt like i stooped

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down

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a little bit i still had now

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a lot of that remembrance but now i

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remember that there was a part

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of me that i knew about but i can't

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remember

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all i was left with was this memory that

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i

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went down

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all the what's left is me

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you know adnan and my memories and

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everything that i understand and know

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and it stopped at this level and so

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it was basically basically

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uh telling me that all this

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uh uh regarding like what you remember

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what you don't remember

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it was basically to make me understand

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that it was all self-imposed

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that even though me as adnan as a

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character

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playing a role in this earth there's a

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higher portion to me uh

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unto everyone else that basically has a

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higher goal

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uh different things that that different

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plans that are laid out for you to do

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and so um the the

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at this particular instant and there

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were many others but this was regarding

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me

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understanding that um all that i

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don't know is imposed on myself for a

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reason

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and i won't know until i'm done playing

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out what i need to play out and then i

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will understand

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more of this information whatever else

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else is out there

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and then just to skip forward to go on a

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near-death experience

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where then i had this experience

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up on seeing my parents that um

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you know i was basically i remember the

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agreement i made with them for them to

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be who they are

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in order for me to have this experience

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that i that i'm having

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on this earth to become the person that

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i am today

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you know with the strong willed um you

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know certain desires certain skill

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levels all of that

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was pre-orchestrated but again

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it was it was a chosen um i guess

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forgetfulness

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to then be part of this game and to be

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able to play it out

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in a very genuine way without feeling

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like you're cheating to where everyone

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else is playing

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along along with the rules except for

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you

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but both uh both instances instances

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what i wanted to clarify

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is that it's really it wasn't

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that scary it wasn't that um

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weird because when it occurred the

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feeling was

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and i often tried to come up with an

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analogy and

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if you followed me for a while i tried

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to find an analogy to break it down for

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some of you all the time i know it's not

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a very good way to

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make a point but um so sometimes certain

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experiences

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there's no other way to do it and so in

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this

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respect to just to give you an idea what

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it's like to

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again remember and to not be freaked out

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by it because you also didn't remember

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when you made this choice

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it's very similar to uh to an instance

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to where let's say you're going to bed

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and you think about okay well i gotta go

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to work tomorrow

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and then after that i'm gonna go to

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whatever store pick up some things um

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you know buy some milk and then i'm

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gonna go

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hang out with friends and then after

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that i'll go home

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well anyway you go to bed you wake up

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you go to work

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you're done with work you go and you

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hang out with friends and everything was

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fine

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you go home and you find yourself again

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you know laying down

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and you just kind of uh you know just

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thinking about whatever you think about

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before you fall

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asleep and then it just hits you like oh

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i forgot to go get the milk

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you know you remember when you made the

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choice you remember why you made the

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choice because you're like well my

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fridge is empty and i need milk

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you know and there's nothing super extra

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you know weird about it it was simply

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you know there was an

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an event an instance you made a choice

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and

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voila the thing is with you know when

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you remember again

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00:24:07,430 --> 00:24:05,679
you don't get freaked out that this

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memory came out of nowhere

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and and you know hide in a corner

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00:24:13,990 --> 00:24:11,520
somewhere for weeks on end because

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it's something that you know you didn't

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00:24:16,870 --> 00:24:15,679
fulfill in some way you just know that

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00:24:19,190 --> 00:24:16,880
you had this memory

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00:24:21,029 --> 00:24:19,200
you know it's wasn't like that and so

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00:24:21,990 --> 00:24:21,039
none of these experiences were like that

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00:24:25,669 --> 00:24:22,000
either it's like

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once i remembered it was like aha moment

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and then chose to forget again like i

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was telling about these different levels

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00:24:33,190 --> 00:24:31,120
about

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i will know more when i need to know it

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00:24:36,230 --> 00:24:34,559
right now where i'm at

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at this point in my life this is all i

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00:24:40,070 --> 00:24:38,480
need to know but having that experience

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it made it perfectly okay

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because before i was constantly fighting

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00:24:45,269 --> 00:24:43,520
it i was constantly thinking i'm missing

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00:24:48,390 --> 00:24:45,279
out on something i have to

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00:24:50,390 --> 00:24:48,400
look you know constantly you know

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00:24:52,230 --> 00:24:50,400
break down every single barrier that's

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00:24:53,909 --> 00:24:52,240
there you know only to realize the

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00:24:55,909 --> 00:24:53,919
barrier was there for a reason

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it wasn't always a nefarious reason and

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that's okay

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00:25:01,029 --> 00:24:59,840
so anyway um i hope this kind of

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clarifies a little bit

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i try to uh give you just a little bit

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more detail

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00:25:09,269 --> 00:25:07,120
about this little smidgen next time

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probably next week i'll cover

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some other subjects if you would like to

575
00:25:16,390 --> 00:25:13,360
talk about it like i said

576
00:25:19,430 --> 00:25:16,400
uh connect to telegram and um

577
00:25:21,430 --> 00:25:19,440
uh find the ufo group

578
00:25:22,710 --> 00:25:21,440
join the voice chat and chat with me

579
00:25:24,630 --> 00:25:22,720
about it or

580
00:25:25,990 --> 00:25:24,640
just chat with whatever experiences you

581
00:25:28,070 --> 00:25:26,000
know you had so

582
00:25:31,350 --> 00:25:28,080
anyway i just want to cover that subject

583
00:25:34,470 --> 00:25:31,360
and so let me see if um

584
00:25:37,350 --> 00:25:34,480
if we have some people in the voice chat

585
00:25:40,710 --> 00:25:39,909
okay all right we have uh kenny nathan

586
00:25:43,830 --> 00:25:40,720
and and

587
00:25:49,510 --> 00:25:43,840
uh bradley so welcome to all of you

588
00:25:56,149 --> 00:25:52,630
all right looks like there's some renee

589
00:25:59,669 --> 00:25:56,159
uh welcome ida welcome

590
00:26:04,149 --> 00:25:59,679
stan there's kenny

591
00:26:08,230 --> 00:26:04,159
vitra m so thanks for being here and uh

592
00:26:13,750 --> 00:26:12,230
so let's see we'll go back to voice chat

593
00:26:18,470 --> 00:26:13,760
i had kenny

594
00:26:23,669 --> 00:26:21,909
all right kenny you are unmuted and uh

595
00:26:28,070 --> 00:26:23,679
go ahead talk about what you want to

596
00:26:32,070 --> 00:26:30,310
um just want to say uh thank you once

597
00:26:34,870 --> 00:26:32,080
again for allowing me to

598
00:26:35,269 --> 00:26:34,880
get on your platform and to continue to

599
00:26:39,029 --> 00:26:35,279
uh

600
00:26:42,710 --> 00:26:39,039
and

601
00:26:43,750 --> 00:26:42,720
want to keep it like

602
00:26:44,870 --> 00:26:43,760
short because i don't want to go back

603
00:26:46,149 --> 00:26:44,880
like last time so i'm going to talk

604
00:26:49,110 --> 00:26:46,159
about two topics

605
00:26:51,029 --> 00:26:49,120
and uh we'll see where we go from there

606
00:26:53,430 --> 00:26:51,039
sure okay so uh

607
00:26:54,149 --> 00:26:53,440
the topics i want to talk about is um

608
00:26:57,190 --> 00:26:54,159
people

609
00:26:59,110 --> 00:26:57,200
with uh special abilities and the second

610
00:27:04,630 --> 00:26:59,120
topic would be uh

611
00:27:11,269 --> 00:27:08,149
okay so the first topic is i

612
00:27:14,710 --> 00:27:11,279
have come across

613
00:27:18,789 --> 00:27:14,720
certain individuals who are gifted

614
00:27:21,510 --> 00:27:18,799
um have you ever seen the justice league

615
00:27:22,950 --> 00:27:21,520
i mean yeah the movie justice league

616
00:27:24,950 --> 00:27:22,960
yeah

617
00:27:26,070 --> 00:27:24,960
okay do you remember the part where uh

618
00:27:28,710 --> 00:27:26,080
superman

619
00:27:29,830 --> 00:27:28,720
sees the flash running so fast that

620
00:27:33,590 --> 00:27:29,840
superman sees them

621
00:27:37,350 --> 00:27:33,600
in slow motion yes i remember that

622
00:27:40,789 --> 00:27:37,360
okay i am able

623
00:27:43,430 --> 00:27:40,799
to see people to go so fast

624
00:27:44,630 --> 00:27:43,440
that they are like a glimmer all right i

625
00:27:47,430 --> 00:27:44,640
was at a stop sign

626
00:27:48,470 --> 00:27:47,440
was that a i was i was in a vehicle with

627
00:27:51,510 --> 00:27:48,480
a friend

628
00:27:52,950 --> 00:27:51,520
and what happened was i saw an

629
00:27:56,630 --> 00:27:52,960
individual

630
00:27:59,190 --> 00:27:56,640
uh on the left-hand side of the corner

631
00:28:00,070 --> 00:27:59,200
right he was he's ready to cross to the

632
00:28:02,789 --> 00:28:00,080
next

633
00:28:03,990 --> 00:28:02,799
side where i was at but the thing is i

634
00:28:06,870 --> 00:28:04,000
was like four

635
00:28:08,549 --> 00:28:06,880
maybe even five cars you know back in

636
00:28:12,630 --> 00:28:08,559
the stop light

637
00:28:16,070 --> 00:28:12,640
but something was guiding me

638
00:28:18,070 --> 00:28:16,080
to turn to the right and i

639
00:28:19,510 --> 00:28:18,080
turned to the right and by the time i

640
00:28:22,710 --> 00:28:19,520
turned to the right

641
00:28:25,029 --> 00:28:22,720
i saw like a glimmer like something fast

642
00:28:26,230 --> 00:28:25,039
approaching by the time i turned to the

643
00:28:31,269 --> 00:28:26,240
right

644
00:28:33,909 --> 00:28:31,279
the vehicle

645
00:28:34,630 --> 00:28:33,919
and i i clocked them before he even got

646
00:28:39,350 --> 00:28:34,640
there

647
00:28:43,110 --> 00:28:39,360
right that's my ability is that

648
00:28:45,750 --> 00:28:43,120
his ability was to go very very fast

649
00:28:47,750 --> 00:28:45,760
i've also met people who are able to use

650
00:28:51,110 --> 00:28:47,760
uh telekinesis

651
00:28:53,590 --> 00:28:51,120
now this was at a bar and um

652
00:28:55,909 --> 00:28:53,600
what happened was i was talking to a

653
00:28:59,190 --> 00:28:55,919
certain individual she was a lady

654
00:29:01,909 --> 00:28:59,200
and we're at a bar and we're

655
00:29:02,870 --> 00:29:01,919
we're talking about um she wanted to go

656
00:29:05,269 --> 00:29:02,880
to college

657
00:29:05,990 --> 00:29:05,279
and i asked her uh what do you plan on

658
00:29:09,830 --> 00:29:06,000
you know

659
00:29:11,909 --> 00:29:09,840
you plan on mastering

660
00:29:13,830 --> 00:29:11,919
and she says he wanted to be a doctor

661
00:29:15,750 --> 00:29:13,840
and i told her

662
00:29:17,350 --> 00:29:15,760
do you want to be a doctor for the money

663
00:29:20,950 --> 00:29:17,360
or do you want to be a doctor

664
00:29:24,230 --> 00:29:20,960
for helping out individuals because

665
00:29:27,669 --> 00:29:24,240
you're generally that nice that you want

666
00:29:29,830 --> 00:29:27,679
to save people she said

667
00:29:31,510 --> 00:29:29,840
she's only doing it for the money and as

668
00:29:35,190 --> 00:29:31,520
soon as he said that right

669
00:29:37,110 --> 00:29:35,200
i had like uh there's two cans of beer

670
00:29:38,310 --> 00:29:37,120
i'm not sure i wasn't entirely sure if

671
00:29:39,830 --> 00:29:38,320
they were full or not because

672
00:29:41,590 --> 00:29:39,840
you know i just i was just talking to

673
00:29:44,950 --> 00:29:41,600
her this was her you know

674
00:29:46,389 --> 00:29:44,960
cans of beers or whatever and uh she was

675
00:29:50,470 --> 00:29:46,399
able to move

676
00:29:51,110 --> 00:29:50,480
one can i don't know how telekinesis or

677
00:29:54,870 --> 00:29:51,120
something

678
00:29:57,990 --> 00:29:54,880
but i was able to witness her slide

679
00:29:58,310 --> 00:29:58,000
the can to the left all the way towards

680
00:30:03,190 --> 00:29:58,320
the

681
00:30:04,789 --> 00:30:03,200
catch it but she had stopped it

682
00:30:08,389 --> 00:30:04,799
because i'm assuming she already knew

683
00:30:10,950 --> 00:30:08,399
that my intention was to catch the can

684
00:30:12,389 --> 00:30:10,960
but i she was able to use telekinesis to

685
00:30:15,510 --> 00:30:12,399
do that

686
00:30:17,029 --> 00:30:15,520
um i've i've come across people who are

687
00:30:19,990 --> 00:30:17,039
telepathic

688
00:30:21,430 --> 00:30:20,000
who can literally talk to people in

689
00:30:23,669 --> 00:30:21,440
their mind

690
00:30:25,190 --> 00:30:23,679
now i like this i would like to thank

691
00:30:29,110 --> 00:30:25,200
covet19

692
00:30:31,750 --> 00:30:29,120
for helping me out on experiment on this

693
00:30:33,269 --> 00:30:31,760
subject because like i told this one guy

694
00:30:35,430 --> 00:30:33,279
that you were there

695
00:30:37,590 --> 00:30:35,440
i told this one guy you know has it been

696
00:30:40,789 --> 00:30:37,600
more easier to telepathically talk

697
00:30:42,870 --> 00:30:40,799
to people because of the covert 19

698
00:30:44,470 --> 00:30:42,880
because you have the mask on now what i

699
00:30:45,990 --> 00:30:44,480
was trying to say is

700
00:30:47,510 --> 00:30:46,000
and i think i said it right when you

701
00:30:49,029 --> 00:30:47,520
were talking

702
00:30:50,950 --> 00:30:49,039
but what i was trying to get out the

703
00:30:54,070 --> 00:30:50,960
point was that

704
00:30:56,389 --> 00:30:54,080
i'm able to put on a face mask all right

705
00:30:58,389 --> 00:30:56,399
and i'm also i also put on like another

706
00:30:59,509 --> 00:30:58,399
mask on top of that face mask you know

707
00:31:01,509 --> 00:30:59,519
just to

708
00:31:02,710 --> 00:31:01,519
secure you know to be to be on the safe

709
00:31:04,789 --> 00:31:02,720
side you know what i mean

710
00:31:05,750 --> 00:31:04,799
now the mask that i that i put on would

711
00:31:08,230 --> 00:31:05,760
look like a

712
00:31:10,070 --> 00:31:08,240
b for vendetta all right so it looks

713
00:31:12,630 --> 00:31:10,080
like a normal face

714
00:31:14,070 --> 00:31:12,640
so i can see that people can all these

715
00:31:16,149 --> 00:31:14,080
things whatever these things are

716
00:31:17,430 --> 00:31:16,159
i can see how they can get confused

717
00:31:20,710 --> 00:31:17,440
because they they

718
00:31:24,389 --> 00:31:20,720
think that it's a face

719
00:31:27,590 --> 00:31:24,399
anyway so i've tested this this uh

720
00:31:32,230 --> 00:31:27,600
this uh this this experiment

721
00:31:35,430 --> 00:31:32,240
and it's worked more than twice

722
00:31:37,590 --> 00:31:35,440
the first time i was uh at a more

723
00:31:39,269 --> 00:31:37,600
and i was just walking and i saw an

724
00:31:42,789 --> 00:31:39,279
oriental individual

725
00:31:46,310 --> 00:31:42,799
and in my mind i said konichiwa

726
00:31:48,230 --> 00:31:46,320
that means hello and looked at me

727
00:31:49,990 --> 00:31:48,240
and he brushed me off with one hand and

728
00:31:50,870 --> 00:31:50,000
then looked like he looked downwards and

729
00:31:53,269 --> 00:31:50,880
then to the left

730
00:31:55,190 --> 00:31:53,279
as if he was uh like for shantae like

731
00:31:56,870 --> 00:31:55,200
ashamed or get away you know

732
00:31:58,950 --> 00:31:56,880
like he didn't want to he didn't want to

733
00:32:02,630 --> 00:31:58,960
acknowledge my hello

734
00:32:06,310 --> 00:32:02,640
i mean i'm pretty sure i said it right

735
00:32:07,269 --> 00:32:06,320
okay so and that's when i had the mask

736
00:32:11,269 --> 00:32:07,279
on

737
00:32:14,549 --> 00:32:11,279
given me those

738
00:32:18,310 --> 00:32:14,559
signs of gestures unless he knew

739
00:32:21,590 --> 00:32:18,320
what i was saying the second time

740
00:32:25,590 --> 00:32:21,600
i've tried this experiment uh same thing

741
00:32:29,269 --> 00:32:25,600
same mask same covering i saw

742
00:32:32,230 --> 00:32:29,279
a particularly certain individual

743
00:32:33,269 --> 00:32:32,240
now this is what threw me off the most

744
00:32:36,630 --> 00:32:33,279
right

745
00:32:37,830 --> 00:32:36,640
okay so in my mind i wasn't even i

746
00:32:38,149 --> 00:32:37,840
wasn't even thinking look i was just

747
00:32:42,870 --> 00:32:38,159
like

748
00:32:47,029 --> 00:32:45,750
you know what i mean and of course i

749
00:32:47,909 --> 00:32:47,039
said that in my mind i would never say

750
00:32:50,950 --> 00:32:47,919
that out loud

751
00:32:54,549 --> 00:32:50,960
i'm not a creep you know

752
00:32:58,230 --> 00:32:54,559
so i said you know who is this you know

753
00:32:59,669 --> 00:32:58,240
and then she turned her head gave me

754
00:33:00,950 --> 00:32:59,679
the you know the look like you know a

755
00:33:01,350 --> 00:33:00,960
woman would give you if you like you

756
00:33:02,870 --> 00:33:01,360
know

757
00:33:05,269 --> 00:33:02,880
like if you're like a construction

758
00:33:06,950 --> 00:33:05,279
worker and you're like

759
00:33:08,710 --> 00:33:06,960
yeah i mean okay so she gave me that

760
00:33:10,870 --> 00:33:08,720
look and i was like whoa

761
00:33:12,549 --> 00:33:10,880
i didn't even say anything out loud but

762
00:33:14,710 --> 00:33:12,559
after she realized that and

763
00:33:15,990 --> 00:33:14,720
i wasn't talking with my mouth she

764
00:33:17,750 --> 00:33:16,000
turned back to her friend and continued

765
00:33:21,750 --> 00:33:17,760
to walk

766
00:33:24,549 --> 00:33:21,760
okay so and then her those are

767
00:33:25,430 --> 00:33:24,559
just a few of the certain people that

768
00:33:28,549 --> 00:33:25,440
are able to do

769
00:33:32,070 --> 00:33:28,559
that i've met people who are able to uh

770
00:33:34,389 --> 00:33:32,080
you know morph more or shape-shift

771
00:33:36,830 --> 00:33:34,399
uh people who are able just to change

772
00:33:40,470 --> 00:33:36,840
their face that's the face alone

773
00:33:43,750 --> 00:33:40,480
from certain visuals like

774
00:33:46,549 --> 00:33:43,760
to a man to a girl or they even

775
00:33:48,070 --> 00:33:46,559
change their uh their face to uh people

776
00:33:49,990 --> 00:33:48,080
that i knew but

777
00:33:52,630 --> 00:33:50,000
there's no way of them knowing unless

778
00:33:55,430 --> 00:33:52,640
they were in my mind

779
00:33:56,070 --> 00:33:55,440
okay so there are certain people who can

780
00:34:00,070 --> 00:33:56,080
uh

781
00:34:02,310 --> 00:34:00,080
completely morph their entire bodies

782
00:34:03,590 --> 00:34:02,320
like from uh it goes like this they can

783
00:34:06,950 --> 00:34:03,600
either be

784
00:34:09,909 --> 00:34:06,960
young or very very old they can be

785
00:34:10,310 --> 00:34:09,919
uh men or they can be a woman it could

786
00:34:20,710 --> 00:34:10,320
be

787
00:34:25,430 --> 00:34:20,720
grown old man all right these things

788
00:34:29,349 --> 00:34:25,440
are capable of messing with reality

789
00:34:31,510 --> 00:34:29,359
now what i can do

790
00:34:33,030 --> 00:34:31,520
my abilities this is the the second

791
00:34:34,629 --> 00:34:33,040
topic i want to talk about because it's

792
00:34:36,550 --> 00:34:34,639
kind of like they're both the same topic

793
00:34:39,669 --> 00:34:36,560
the intertwine

794
00:34:40,230 --> 00:34:39,679
i'm able to heal very quickly like very

795
00:34:42,230 --> 00:34:40,240
quickly

796
00:34:44,310 --> 00:34:42,240
i mean yeah i remember you saying that

797
00:34:45,349 --> 00:34:44,320
last time i was i think i was asking you

798
00:34:47,669 --> 00:34:45,359
if it was

799
00:34:49,430 --> 00:34:47,679
because of your experiences as a child

800
00:34:52,069 --> 00:34:49,440
or because of that thing in your chest

801
00:34:55,589 --> 00:34:52,079
that you said you had

802
00:34:58,950 --> 00:34:55,599
and to respond to that is

803
00:35:01,510 --> 00:34:58,960
i was born like this i can i can

804
00:35:02,710 --> 00:35:01,520
talk about how i came to be but i want

805
00:35:04,710 --> 00:35:02,720
to get into that because

806
00:35:06,710 --> 00:35:04,720
that's even beyond what i'm saying now

807
00:35:10,470 --> 00:35:06,720
so i'm just i'm trying to like

808
00:35:14,390 --> 00:35:10,480
slowly slowly like bring in the topic of

809
00:35:17,109 --> 00:35:14,400
what i am so let's just say

810
00:35:18,150 --> 00:35:17,119
that i was very gifted the minute i came

811
00:35:20,550 --> 00:35:18,160
out

812
00:35:21,510 --> 00:35:20,560
something or someone whether you could

813
00:35:24,550 --> 00:35:21,520
call it

814
00:35:26,870 --> 00:35:24,560
uh entities aliens uh

815
00:35:28,950 --> 00:35:26,880
alternate dimensional creatures or

816
00:35:31,190 --> 00:35:28,960
heaven you know god angels

817
00:35:33,349 --> 00:35:31,200
i'm connected to something and

818
00:35:34,710 --> 00:35:33,359
something's connected to me i'm attached

819
00:35:36,550 --> 00:35:34,720
to something and something's attached to

820
00:35:37,990 --> 00:35:36,560
me i don't know what it is but it's not

821
00:35:41,670 --> 00:35:38,000
it is not

822
00:35:43,670 --> 00:35:41,680
benevolent it's not evil if it was evil

823
00:35:45,589 --> 00:35:43,680
it would have killed me a long time ago

824
00:35:49,349 --> 00:35:45,599
this thing has been helping me

825
00:35:51,430 --> 00:35:49,359
guiding me every step of the way

826
00:35:53,030 --> 00:35:51,440
and you know like that one guy who was

827
00:35:55,750 --> 00:35:53,040
talking about or they

828
00:35:56,470 --> 00:35:55,760
they chose him because he has diplomas

829
00:35:59,670 --> 00:35:56,480
degrees

830
00:36:01,829 --> 00:35:59,680
and so on and so on and but

831
00:36:03,190 --> 00:36:01,839
that doesn't make any sense because i

832
00:36:04,870 --> 00:36:03,200
don't know are you talking about the

833
00:36:06,390 --> 00:36:04,880
guest

834
00:36:08,150 --> 00:36:06,400
i don't want to name any names i don't

835
00:36:09,910 --> 00:36:08,160
want to badmouth anybody but i'm just

836
00:36:11,430 --> 00:36:09,920
i'm just i want to get over you know

837
00:36:13,349 --> 00:36:11,440
that like no no

838
00:36:15,510 --> 00:36:13,359
pointing fingers here but i just i'm

839
00:36:17,510 --> 00:36:15,520
just saying that

840
00:36:18,790 --> 00:36:17,520
they wouldn't choose anybody like that

841
00:36:22,790 --> 00:36:18,800
because they're too

842
00:36:26,310 --> 00:36:22,800
uh okay how could i say this cocky

843
00:36:27,829 --> 00:36:26,320
or two too uh well they're cocky i guess

844
00:36:29,670 --> 00:36:27,839
because they'll claim this and they'll

845
00:36:31,910 --> 00:36:29,680
claim that and

846
00:36:34,069 --> 00:36:31,920
these entities they don't deal with

847
00:36:36,950 --> 00:36:34,079
people like that mostly because

848
00:36:38,870 --> 00:36:36,960
they would bust out the degrees or the

849
00:36:40,550 --> 00:36:38,880
oscar or the grammy

850
00:36:41,670 --> 00:36:40,560
they'll do all these things and like

851
00:36:41,990 --> 00:36:41,680
they're like whoa wait a minute we're

852
00:36:43,349 --> 00:36:42,000
just

853
00:36:45,430 --> 00:36:43,359
we're trying to give you a message here

854
00:36:47,030 --> 00:36:45,440
but if you want to you know bust out

855
00:36:49,270 --> 00:36:47,040
your trophies and awards which

856
00:36:52,230 --> 00:36:49,280
which is not going to deal with you and

857
00:36:55,510 --> 00:36:52,240
so they will deal with someone like me

858
00:36:59,030 --> 00:36:55,520
someone who who listens someone who

859
00:37:01,990 --> 00:36:59,040
obeys someone who uh even though

860
00:37:03,910 --> 00:37:02,000
no matter how crazy it may seem will

861
00:37:06,950 --> 00:37:03,920
still follow the order

862
00:37:08,390 --> 00:37:06,960
now i'm not very well educated but

863
00:37:11,430 --> 00:37:08,400
thanks to these things

864
00:37:12,710 --> 00:37:11,440
they have been giving me the

865
00:37:15,109 --> 00:37:12,720
they've been giving me the answers to

866
00:37:16,630 --> 00:37:15,119
everything they're like there'll be like

867
00:37:18,310 --> 00:37:16,640
certain things that i'm like oh who's

868
00:37:21,190 --> 00:37:18,320
his character who's this actor

869
00:37:22,630 --> 00:37:21,200
or who's who is this dude or oh i know

870
00:37:24,069 --> 00:37:22,640
you from somewhere and i'm boom

871
00:37:27,510 --> 00:37:24,079
okay now i know who you are you know

872
00:37:30,069 --> 00:37:27,520
what i mean so i have uh

873
00:37:32,069 --> 00:37:30,079
something with me helping me out

874
00:37:33,750 --> 00:37:32,079
telepathically i guess

875
00:37:36,310 --> 00:37:33,760
or whatever you guys want to call it and

876
00:37:39,270 --> 00:37:36,320
it it guides me to where i need to be

877
00:37:40,390 --> 00:37:39,280
oh like nothing for me happens in

878
00:37:42,550 --> 00:37:40,400
coincidence nothing

879
00:37:43,910 --> 00:37:42,560
everything happens for a reason for me

880
00:37:47,349 --> 00:37:43,920
now

881
00:37:48,870 --> 00:37:47,359
my life was purely

882
00:37:51,430 --> 00:37:48,880
created by these things whatever these

883
00:37:55,910 --> 00:37:51,440
things are heaven whatever

884
00:37:59,750 --> 00:37:55,920
the point is that when i died

885
00:38:03,030 --> 00:37:59,760
it was telling me that

886
00:38:05,030 --> 00:38:03,040
death still there is no time

887
00:38:07,510 --> 00:38:05,040
there is no seconds there is no minutes

888
00:38:11,349 --> 00:38:07,520
there is no years there are no months

889
00:38:14,550 --> 00:38:11,359
numbers do not exist words are just

890
00:38:18,550 --> 00:38:14,560
symbols that can be broken okay

891
00:38:22,150 --> 00:38:18,560
so what these things are telling me that

892
00:38:23,829 --> 00:38:22,160
nothing can hurt me nothing

893
00:38:25,349 --> 00:38:23,839
now if you read the bible it says you

894
00:38:27,349 --> 00:38:25,359
know thou shalt attempt the lord now i

895
00:38:29,670 --> 00:38:27,359
don't tempt the lord by doing anything

896
00:38:32,470 --> 00:38:29,680
crazy or radical

897
00:38:33,589 --> 00:38:32,480
all right but this thing will protect me

898
00:38:35,270 --> 00:38:33,599
there's been plenty of times where i've

899
00:38:38,150 --> 00:38:35,280
got into car accidents

900
00:38:39,270 --> 00:38:38,160
and the every vehicle that's ever tried

901
00:38:42,390 --> 00:38:39,280
to hit me

902
00:38:42,710 --> 00:38:42,400
has gotten more damage than me i came

903
00:38:46,550 --> 00:38:42,720
out

904
00:38:50,310 --> 00:38:46,560
perfectly fine their car their vehicle

905
00:38:53,750 --> 00:38:50,320
had to go to the shop all right

906
00:38:55,910 --> 00:38:53,760
i'm able to uh bend still yeah still

907
00:38:57,190 --> 00:38:55,920
if you can believe that i'm able to bend

908
00:39:01,430 --> 00:38:57,200
it

909
00:39:02,069 --> 00:39:01,440
and i'm able to um i'm able to slow down

910
00:39:05,750 --> 00:39:02,079
time

911
00:39:08,790 --> 00:39:05,760
or whatever because i

912
00:39:11,829 --> 00:39:08,800
like if you ever study ufo abductees

913
00:39:15,349 --> 00:39:11,839
they have you know certain criteria

914
00:39:15,990 --> 00:39:15,359
that applies to their abductees such as

915
00:39:19,430 --> 00:39:16,000
uh

916
00:39:22,950 --> 00:39:19,440
scars mostly near the knee or the back

917
00:39:27,030 --> 00:39:22,960
or they they're implanted with something

918
00:39:29,510 --> 00:39:27,040
or you know they're there

919
00:39:31,109 --> 00:39:29,520
it's just i've looked into it and as i

920
00:39:35,349 --> 00:39:31,119
looked into it

921
00:39:38,710 --> 00:39:35,359
i i applied for these abductions

922
00:39:39,750 --> 00:39:38,720
that has been going on now they probably

923
00:39:41,589 --> 00:39:39,760
could have been experimenting

924
00:39:42,630 --> 00:39:41,599
experimenting with me since i was a

925
00:39:45,829 --> 00:39:42,640
child

926
00:39:49,190 --> 00:39:45,839
all right but i am i'm like i'm gifted

927
00:39:51,430 --> 00:39:49,200
i'm able to know things i it's like

928
00:39:52,630 --> 00:39:51,440
nobody like the information that i know

929
00:39:54,150 --> 00:39:52,640
no one should know

930
00:39:56,150 --> 00:39:54,160
right nobody should know not even the

931
00:39:58,630 --> 00:39:56,160
pentagon should know what i know

932
00:39:59,829 --> 00:39:58,640
all right but i know what what is really

933
00:40:02,950 --> 00:39:59,839
happening

934
00:40:05,990 --> 00:40:02,960
now besides the the my

935
00:40:10,390 --> 00:40:06,000
my my strengths and my healing factors

936
00:40:14,390 --> 00:40:10,400
and my uh my knowledge that's been

937
00:40:17,670 --> 00:40:14,400
given to me um what else

938
00:40:19,990 --> 00:40:17,680
oh i'm able to i'm able to like like

939
00:40:21,910 --> 00:40:20,000
hours will pass like like that in

940
00:40:25,109 --> 00:40:21,920
seconds

941
00:40:28,870 --> 00:40:25,119
it's it's insane like

942
00:40:32,950 --> 00:40:28,880
i would say i'm able to go fast

943
00:40:35,910 --> 00:40:32,960
but i don't go fast like

944
00:40:37,030 --> 00:40:35,920
say for instance um i get i gotta i get

945
00:40:39,589 --> 00:40:37,040
out of work

946
00:40:41,430 --> 00:40:39,599
i something's telling me make sure you

947
00:40:43,990 --> 00:40:41,440
tidy up before you go out to drink

948
00:40:45,030 --> 00:40:44,000
all right all right so okay so i tied it

949
00:40:46,870 --> 00:40:45,040
up i made

950
00:40:48,150 --> 00:40:46,880
i made sure everything was nice and neat

951
00:40:50,309 --> 00:40:48,160
a friend

952
00:40:51,990 --> 00:40:50,319
had called me he was at the bar says hey

953
00:40:53,990 --> 00:40:52,000
come over we're having some beers

954
00:40:55,510 --> 00:40:54,000
like i'll be right over there and as

955
00:40:57,829 --> 00:40:55,520
soon as i walked

956
00:40:58,790 --> 00:40:57,839
into the bar i see him hanging up his

957
00:41:01,829 --> 00:40:58,800
phone

958
00:41:03,510 --> 00:41:01,839
here

959
00:41:05,430 --> 00:41:03,520
i'm like and i looked at him like yeah

960
00:41:07,430 --> 00:41:05,440
you caught me yeah but i called you not

961
00:41:07,990 --> 00:41:07,440
that long ago i mean you got here like

962
00:41:11,190 --> 00:41:08,000
almost

963
00:41:13,270 --> 00:41:11,200
in a second like oh okay

964
00:41:14,710 --> 00:41:13,280
i thought that was i just kind of blew

965
00:41:18,390 --> 00:41:14,720
it off you know

966
00:41:20,950 --> 00:41:18,400
but as i go back and think

967
00:41:21,510 --> 00:41:20,960
of every scenario that has happened to

968
00:41:23,430 --> 00:41:21,520
me

969
00:41:25,030 --> 00:41:23,440
nothing happens you know out of correct

970
00:41:28,390 --> 00:41:25,040
at a coincidence

971
00:41:31,030 --> 00:41:28,400
uh okay i was in school and

972
00:41:32,470 --> 00:41:31,040
no i was working with my mom all right i

973
00:41:35,750 --> 00:41:32,480
was working with my mom

974
00:41:38,230 --> 00:41:35,760
who were she was uh

975
00:41:39,910 --> 00:41:38,240
how do you say yeah she was a cleaner

976
00:41:43,109 --> 00:41:39,920
she was a house cleaner

977
00:41:43,910 --> 00:41:43,119
all right you know and i would usually

978
00:41:46,069 --> 00:41:43,920
help her out

979
00:41:47,670 --> 00:41:46,079
before you know so every once in a while

980
00:41:48,470 --> 00:41:47,680
i'll help her out and i'll like skip

981
00:41:51,910 --> 00:41:48,480
school

982
00:41:53,430 --> 00:41:51,920
you know so but as i was working in this

983
00:41:55,670 --> 00:41:53,440
one room

984
00:41:57,670 --> 00:41:55,680
i kind of just sat on the bed and i i

985
00:42:00,470 --> 00:41:57,680
thought to myself like gee

986
00:42:01,109 --> 00:42:00,480
i wonder what homemade is doing right

987
00:42:03,430 --> 00:42:01,119
now because

988
00:42:05,030 --> 00:42:03,440
it's right around that time you know and

989
00:42:06,630 --> 00:42:05,040
i laid down i said i'll just close my

990
00:42:08,069 --> 00:42:06,640
eyes and i'll just like you know

991
00:42:09,750 --> 00:42:08,079
get you know get like a power nap you

992
00:42:12,630 --> 00:42:09,760
know and so i

993
00:42:13,670 --> 00:42:12,640
i closed my eyes by the time i wake up i

994
00:42:17,510 --> 00:42:13,680
feel like i've

995
00:42:21,030 --> 00:42:17,520
been drained like exhausted like

996
00:42:24,630 --> 00:42:21,040
i felt like the sun went down like

997
00:42:25,190 --> 00:42:24,640
dramatically i got so panicked i freaked

998
00:42:26,950 --> 00:42:25,200
out

999
00:42:28,550 --> 00:42:26,960
and i just cleaned up the room and then

1000
00:42:30,069 --> 00:42:28,560
left and then went to the next room and

1001
00:42:33,190 --> 00:42:30,079
just kept on going and going

1002
00:42:33,990 --> 00:42:33,200
now as i did that we went back to the

1003
00:42:36,630 --> 00:42:34,000
house

1004
00:42:38,309 --> 00:42:36,640
the next day occurred and i was able to

1005
00:42:39,990 --> 00:42:38,319
go back to school and i was able to go

1006
00:42:43,109 --> 00:42:40,000
to every single class

1007
00:42:45,990 --> 00:42:43,119
and have them sign a slip that

1008
00:42:47,829 --> 00:42:46,000
says that i was absent that day now when

1009
00:42:51,190 --> 00:42:47,839
it came down to uh

1010
00:42:54,230 --> 00:42:51,200
home mac she looked at me

1011
00:42:55,270 --> 00:42:54,240
and she said treaty you were here i'm

1012
00:42:57,910 --> 00:42:55,280
like

1013
00:42:59,990 --> 00:42:57,920
what what you mean i was here i wasn't i

1014
00:43:03,510 --> 00:43:00,000
was i was i was absent math here

1015
00:43:05,670 --> 00:43:03,520
here's the here's the paper just sign it

1016
00:43:06,950 --> 00:43:05,680
and you know i could turn this into the

1017
00:43:10,950 --> 00:43:06,960
office

1018
00:43:13,349 --> 00:43:10,960
but she kept on saying you were here

1019
00:43:15,109 --> 00:43:13,359
and you were helping out uh i'm just

1020
00:43:17,990 --> 00:43:15,119
gonna name a name frank

1021
00:43:18,950 --> 00:43:18,000
you were helping out frank and frank

1022
00:43:20,470 --> 00:43:18,960
looked at me

1023
00:43:21,910 --> 00:43:20,480
and i was all like yeah don't you

1024
00:43:24,069 --> 00:43:21,920
remember you were telling me to do this

1025
00:43:27,190 --> 00:43:24,079
and do that i'm like

1026
00:43:29,589 --> 00:43:27,200
look miss i don't have uh

1027
00:43:30,630 --> 00:43:29,599
i i don't have time for this i need you

1028
00:43:33,990 --> 00:43:30,640
to sign this

1029
00:43:35,589 --> 00:43:34,000
slip because if i don't get this signed

1030
00:43:37,030 --> 00:43:35,599
then the school's gonna think that it

1031
00:43:38,870 --> 00:43:37,040
was uh skipping and

1032
00:43:40,150 --> 00:43:38,880
i can't have that you know what i mean

1033
00:43:43,190 --> 00:43:40,160
right so see

1034
00:43:46,870 --> 00:43:43,200
well she signed it and i was like okay

1035
00:43:50,069 --> 00:43:46,880
so i'm able to astral project

1036
00:43:52,630 --> 00:43:50,079
myself to anywhere i want to be

1037
00:43:54,069 --> 00:43:52,640
i can go to the moon i can go to mars i

1038
00:43:56,309 --> 00:43:54,079
can go to the sun

1039
00:43:57,270 --> 00:43:56,319
i can go anywhere i don't need a

1040
00:44:01,349 --> 00:43:57,280
passport

1041
00:44:03,670 --> 00:44:01,359
to travel i just i'm there

1042
00:44:05,430 --> 00:44:03,680
they say what's what's what's faster

1043
00:44:08,470 --> 00:44:05,440
than the speed of light

1044
00:44:11,829 --> 00:44:08,480
electricity and you know why

1045
00:44:12,390 --> 00:44:11,839
because it's already there and you can

1046
00:44:14,950 --> 00:44:12,400
talk to

1047
00:44:16,710 --> 00:44:14,960
nicola tesla about this because he

1048
00:44:19,829 --> 00:44:16,720
harnessed the ability

1049
00:44:22,309 --> 00:44:19,839
to take electricity from thin air and if

1050
00:44:23,430 --> 00:44:22,319
electricity is some thin air then you

1051
00:44:26,150 --> 00:44:23,440
can be anywhere

1052
00:44:28,630 --> 00:44:26,160
at any point at any location at any

1053
00:44:31,750 --> 00:44:28,640
direction you choose

1054
00:44:34,829 --> 00:44:31,760
okay here's another one

1055
00:44:36,950 --> 00:44:34,839
i was playing basketball with my nephews

1056
00:44:39,829 --> 00:44:36,960
right and

1057
00:44:40,150 --> 00:44:39,839
the bar was rolling like i don't know it

1058
00:44:42,790 --> 00:44:40,160
just

1059
00:44:44,390 --> 00:44:42,800
was rolling away from me right and i

1060
00:44:47,430 --> 00:44:44,400
told myself

1061
00:44:51,990 --> 00:44:47,440
i am not going to run

1062
00:44:55,510 --> 00:44:52,000
and chase basketball and i told myself

1063
00:44:59,589 --> 00:44:55,520
i'm gonna i'm gonna move

1064
00:45:02,309 --> 00:44:59,599
the entire planet the entire planet

1065
00:45:03,349 --> 00:45:02,319
slant i'm gonna slant the planet so that

1066
00:45:07,030 --> 00:45:03,359
the ball

1067
00:45:07,910 --> 00:45:07,040
can go back to me and then as soon as i

1068
00:45:11,670 --> 00:45:07,920
thought that

1069
00:45:14,790 --> 00:45:11,680
the ball started to roll back to me

1070
00:45:18,630 --> 00:45:14,800
and then i was it was it was still going

1071
00:45:21,829 --> 00:45:18,640
but somebody had interrupt my

1072
00:45:24,950 --> 00:45:21,839
my my my conscience or

1073
00:45:28,309 --> 00:45:24,960
disturbed me when i was focusing on it

1074
00:45:31,670 --> 00:45:28,319
all right okay now

1075
00:45:33,829 --> 00:45:31,680
i've i know that this world is not

1076
00:45:35,030 --> 00:45:33,839
this this is not this is not this is not

1077
00:45:36,790 --> 00:45:35,040
the world we know

1078
00:45:39,109 --> 00:45:36,800
yeah is this something that someone else

1079
00:45:40,390 --> 00:45:39,119
can observe outside of you as well or is

1080
00:45:43,109 --> 00:45:40,400
it just within

1081
00:45:43,510 --> 00:45:43,119
experiences that you had and there

1082
00:45:45,750 --> 00:45:43,520
weren't

1083
00:45:46,790 --> 00:45:45,760
any any witnesses or anyone else around

1084
00:45:48,870 --> 00:45:46,800
you

1085
00:45:50,230 --> 00:45:48,880
uh there are there are witnesses but i

1086
00:45:52,630 --> 00:45:50,240
won't dare put them

1087
00:45:53,589 --> 00:45:52,640
on i'm not gonna talk about them you

1088
00:45:55,589 --> 00:45:53,599
know what i mean

1089
00:45:57,349 --> 00:45:55,599
like the guy that one guy uh you know i

1090
00:45:58,470 --> 00:45:57,359
don't wanna involve anyone this is my

1091
00:45:59,990 --> 00:45:58,480
crusade

1092
00:46:01,910 --> 00:46:00,000
all right i'm not going to give out

1093
00:46:03,510 --> 00:46:01,920
names of who who's down who's this i'm

1094
00:46:04,630 --> 00:46:03,520
not going to give out time or dates or

1095
00:46:05,109 --> 00:46:04,640
months i'm not going to give out any of

1096
00:46:07,990 --> 00:46:05,119
that

1097
00:46:09,030 --> 00:46:08,000
because these things can literally time

1098
00:46:11,589 --> 00:46:09,040
travel

1099
00:46:12,829 --> 00:46:11,599
if you give somebody the exact time the

1100
00:46:16,309 --> 00:46:12,839
exact date

1101
00:46:18,790 --> 00:46:16,319
location they will warp your reality

1102
00:46:20,550 --> 00:46:18,800
they've done it they continue to do it

1103
00:46:21,670 --> 00:46:20,560
and they have been good at it for a very

1104
00:46:23,109 --> 00:46:21,680
very long time so

1105
00:46:25,190 --> 00:46:23,119
this is probably one of the reasons why

1106
00:46:28,470 --> 00:46:25,200
they chose me because i

1107
00:46:31,829 --> 00:46:28,480
do not consider time or

1108
00:46:34,710 --> 00:46:31,839
months as a thing

1109
00:46:35,750 --> 00:46:34,720
they chose me because i'm not that

1110
00:46:38,150 --> 00:46:35,760
bright

1111
00:46:38,870 --> 00:46:38,160
they only give me the information that

1112
00:46:42,150 --> 00:46:38,880
is

1113
00:46:43,750 --> 00:46:42,160
you know needed needed information only

1114
00:46:47,270 --> 00:46:43,760
when i need to know

1115
00:46:48,710 --> 00:46:47,280
all right so yes there are witnesses

1116
00:46:51,910 --> 00:46:48,720
that could

1117
00:46:55,990 --> 00:46:51,920
concur but will they admit it no

1118
00:46:59,109 --> 00:46:56,000
why two reasons they know they're afraid

1119
00:47:03,349 --> 00:46:59,119
or they don't want their reality to be

1120
00:47:05,589 --> 00:47:03,359
warped i am a loner because

1121
00:47:06,390 --> 00:47:05,599
it's it's not easy being me because i

1122
00:47:09,430 --> 00:47:06,400
can't

1123
00:47:13,030 --> 00:47:09,440
connect physically with anybody because

1124
00:47:14,230 --> 00:47:13,040
they can change their reality

1125
00:47:15,750 --> 00:47:14,240
have you have you looked into the

1126
00:47:16,470 --> 00:47:15,760
mandela effect or you know let's not

1127
00:47:19,589 --> 00:47:16,480
talk about them

1128
00:47:22,069 --> 00:47:19,599
let's continue we talked about last time

1129
00:47:23,349 --> 00:47:22,079
okay so here's what i'm trying to say

1130
00:47:26,710 --> 00:47:23,359
the mandela effect

1131
00:47:28,630 --> 00:47:26,720
is basically it's somebody changing

1132
00:47:31,190 --> 00:47:28,640
history

1133
00:47:32,710 --> 00:47:31,200
but is it only changing for you or is it

1134
00:47:34,309 --> 00:47:32,720
changing for everyone else i mean that

1135
00:47:40,549 --> 00:47:34,319
would be hard to prove everyone else

1136
00:47:43,750 --> 00:47:42,549
i was just saying you know it would be

1137
00:47:45,270 --> 00:47:43,760
hard to prove

1138
00:47:46,790 --> 00:47:45,280
especially if you the only one that

1139
00:47:49,670 --> 00:47:46,800
remembers it after you

1140
00:47:50,230 --> 00:47:49,680
made that shift or change that only you

1141
00:47:52,150 --> 00:47:50,240
remember

1142
00:47:53,910 --> 00:47:52,160
something differently than anyone else

1143
00:47:57,589 --> 00:47:53,920
does

1144
00:48:00,390 --> 00:47:57,599
okay there are thousands of individuals

1145
00:48:01,349 --> 00:48:00,400
who are experiencing the mandela effect

1146
00:48:05,270 --> 00:48:01,359
although

1147
00:48:08,710 --> 00:48:05,280
i have not found the time to locate

1148
00:48:10,390 --> 00:48:08,720
every single individual but

1149
00:48:12,230 --> 00:48:10,400
i don't even want to burden them either

1150
00:48:14,549 --> 00:48:12,240
because

1151
00:48:15,349 --> 00:48:14,559
the world has changed my world has

1152
00:48:19,829 --> 00:48:15,359
changed

1153
00:48:22,710 --> 00:48:19,839
not all of us will be not all of us

1154
00:48:23,589 --> 00:48:22,720
the same mandela effect i'm telling you

1155
00:48:27,589 --> 00:48:23,599
something

1156
00:48:29,510 --> 00:48:27,599
gathered us from all across the world

1157
00:48:32,549 --> 00:48:29,520
they brought us to this dimension to

1158
00:48:37,510 --> 00:48:32,559
this reality this plane of existence

1159
00:48:44,549 --> 00:48:40,870
and what i'm trying to say is

1160
00:48:47,670 --> 00:48:44,559
i've witnessed the ground move up

1161
00:48:48,870 --> 00:48:47,680
i saw a friend call my friend a friend

1162
00:48:52,150 --> 00:48:48,880
was walking

1163
00:48:55,829 --> 00:48:52,160
he was coming towards the house and

1164
00:48:59,190 --> 00:48:55,839
i saw the ground move up

1165
00:49:01,349 --> 00:48:59,200
and he tripped he did the stumble like

1166
00:49:04,230 --> 00:49:01,359
you don't know how people trip

1167
00:49:05,349 --> 00:49:04,240
right you notice how people trip with i

1168
00:49:09,510 --> 00:49:05,359
saw him trip

1169
00:49:12,549 --> 00:49:09,520
but the ground made him trip i saw it

1170
00:49:14,309 --> 00:49:12,559
and then i asked him what's wrong did

1171
00:49:15,990 --> 00:49:14,319
the ground move

1172
00:49:17,990 --> 00:49:16,000
and then he said i don't have time for

1173
00:49:20,790 --> 00:49:18,000
your [\h__\h] kenny

1174
00:49:21,670 --> 00:49:20,800
but i was genuinely trying to be sincere

1175
00:49:23,990 --> 00:49:21,680
i really

1176
00:49:26,230 --> 00:49:24,000
i was sincere i meant it when i said it

1177
00:49:30,230 --> 00:49:26,240
because i saw it

1178
00:49:33,190 --> 00:49:30,240
like i guess he knows but he wouldn't

1179
00:49:34,950 --> 00:49:33,200
reveal he won't go online or he won't he

1180
00:49:36,710 --> 00:49:34,960
won't get into the subject or anything

1181
00:49:38,630 --> 00:49:36,720
he'll deny deny tonight redacted

1182
00:49:41,829 --> 00:49:38,640
redacted redacted

1183
00:49:45,349 --> 00:49:41,839
but i saw what i saw and that's not the

1184
00:49:47,589 --> 00:49:45,359
only time i saw the ground warped

1185
00:49:49,430 --> 00:49:47,599
okay you know those um what do you call

1186
00:49:51,829 --> 00:49:49,440
those uh

1187
00:49:53,109 --> 00:49:51,839
those water main pipes that's in front

1188
00:49:53,829 --> 00:49:53,119
of your house or whatever if you have a

1189
00:49:57,270 --> 00:49:53,839
house or

1190
00:49:59,910 --> 00:49:57,280
you know so what now

1191
00:50:01,510 --> 00:49:59,920
you talking about the fire hydrants no

1192
00:50:03,750 --> 00:50:01,520
not the fire hydrants um do you want a

1193
00:50:06,470 --> 00:50:03,760
house or do you want

1194
00:50:07,750 --> 00:50:06,480
i'm out in woods but yeah i i own a

1195
00:50:09,910 --> 00:50:07,760
house

1196
00:50:12,950 --> 00:50:09,920
okay then you know that that water thing

1197
00:50:16,309 --> 00:50:12,960
that's in front of your yard right

1198
00:50:17,910 --> 00:50:16,319
you mean like a water spout um it's not

1199
00:50:18,309 --> 00:50:17,920
a water spout it's uh it's still where

1200
00:50:26,549 --> 00:50:18,319
the

1201
00:50:29,589 --> 00:50:26,559
main oh

1202
00:50:32,630 --> 00:50:29,599
yeah no all that um i don't think i

1203
00:50:34,549 --> 00:50:32,640
i can see that all all the stuff that

1204
00:50:36,390 --> 00:50:34,559
you know what underground yeah i think i

1205
00:50:39,030 --> 00:50:36,400
know what you mean

1206
00:50:40,230 --> 00:50:39,040
okay because okay so it's basically a

1207
00:50:42,390 --> 00:50:40,240
water main

1208
00:50:43,750 --> 00:50:42,400
that if you don't pay your water bill

1209
00:50:45,589 --> 00:50:43,760
they cut it off right

1210
00:50:46,870 --> 00:50:45,599
right so that's basically what this is

1211
00:50:51,030 --> 00:50:46,880
now

1212
00:50:59,430 --> 00:50:55,750
12 uh uh maybe two

1213
00:51:02,710 --> 00:50:59,440
two glue sticks so it's 24

1214
00:51:05,750 --> 00:51:02,720
24 inches long all right

1215
00:51:06,549 --> 00:51:05,760
it's pretty long okay so something was

1216
00:51:09,750 --> 00:51:06,559
telling me

1217
00:51:13,109 --> 00:51:09,760
put the stick into the hole don't

1218
00:51:15,589 --> 00:51:13,119
remove the water main the the cover

1219
00:51:17,030 --> 00:51:15,599
don't remove the cover just put the

1220
00:51:19,990 --> 00:51:17,040
stick in the hole

1221
00:51:21,589 --> 00:51:20,000
and just continue to go down all right

1222
00:51:24,069 --> 00:51:21,599
so i kept on going

1223
00:51:25,589 --> 00:51:24,079
and i was going and going and i was up

1224
00:51:27,430 --> 00:51:25,599
to the very point where

1225
00:51:28,710 --> 00:51:27,440
i was holding the stick with just two

1226
00:51:31,349 --> 00:51:28,720
fingers

1227
00:51:32,870 --> 00:51:31,359
and i was afraid to let go of the stick

1228
00:51:34,790 --> 00:51:32,880
because if i let go of the stick

1229
00:51:37,510 --> 00:51:34,800
i felt as if the stick would fall off

1230
00:51:40,710 --> 00:51:37,520
from the face of the earth

1231
00:51:41,270 --> 00:51:40,720
so i picked up the stick and i retrieved

1232
00:51:44,470 --> 00:51:41,280
it

1233
00:51:55,670 --> 00:51:44,480
i

1234
00:51:57,829 --> 00:51:55,680
cover

1235
00:51:58,950 --> 00:51:57,839
and i put the stick back down and i hit

1236
00:52:00,710 --> 00:51:58,960
the ground

1237
00:52:03,670 --> 00:52:00,720
and it was like like it was like i said

1238
00:52:06,790 --> 00:52:03,680
it was half remember half the stick

1239
00:52:10,230 --> 00:52:06,800
it wasn't all the way and the

1240
00:52:12,630 --> 00:52:10,240
the dirt was not wet there was no

1241
00:52:15,349 --> 00:52:12,640
there was no mud on the stick the soil

1242
00:52:22,230 --> 00:52:18,390
how was it possible i

1243
00:52:24,870 --> 00:52:22,240
have i've literally

1244
00:52:25,349 --> 00:52:24,880
kenny do you um do you have any close

1245
00:52:27,430 --> 00:52:25,359
friends

1246
00:52:28,870 --> 00:52:27,440
that you can talk to about these things

1247
00:52:33,670 --> 00:52:28,880
or what um

1248
00:52:35,109 --> 00:52:33,680
what did they say about it

1249
00:52:37,030 --> 00:52:35,119
i don't want to talk about that like i

1250
00:52:38,790 --> 00:52:37,040
said um i don't want to

1251
00:52:40,309 --> 00:52:38,800
mention any friends or think of them i

1252
00:52:43,349 --> 00:52:40,319
don't want to envision them

1253
00:52:48,870 --> 00:52:43,359
i don't want to but

1254
00:52:53,349 --> 00:52:48,880
they i will say that they do concur

1255
00:52:55,589 --> 00:52:53,359
that what i've experienced

1256
00:52:56,630 --> 00:52:55,599
they know about the mandela effect they

1257
00:52:59,750 --> 00:52:56,640
are aware

1258
00:53:02,470 --> 00:52:59,760
of my abilities because

1259
00:53:03,829 --> 00:53:02,480
i don't have a therapist i can't afford

1260
00:53:08,069 --> 00:53:03,839
it

1261
00:53:10,390 --> 00:53:08,079
but for whenever i do talk to friends

1262
00:53:12,309 --> 00:53:10,400
i usually let it all out like i'm

1263
00:53:15,190 --> 00:53:12,319
letting it all out to you friend

1264
00:53:15,670 --> 00:53:15,200
right and i'm not gonna be honest if you

1265
00:53:18,790 --> 00:53:15,680
do

1266
00:53:22,069 --> 00:53:18,800
um am i putting you in danger maybe

1267
00:53:25,430 --> 00:53:22,079
i i i mean i don't wanna i don't wanna

1268
00:53:26,870 --> 00:53:25,440
do this but i have to get the truth out

1269
00:53:28,710 --> 00:53:26,880
i don't care

1270
00:53:29,990 --> 00:53:28,720
i mean i care about you no doubt about

1271
00:53:32,870 --> 00:53:30,000
that i just

1272
00:53:34,549 --> 00:53:32,880
i i need well i'd like to think that i

1273
00:53:36,230 --> 00:53:34,559
have some choice in that so

1274
00:53:38,630 --> 00:53:36,240
you know i don't feel like you are

1275
00:53:40,150 --> 00:53:38,640
putting me in any danger at all so

1276
00:53:42,150 --> 00:53:40,160
you know whatever you have to say you

1277
00:53:44,630 --> 00:53:42,160
know say it you know just don't don't

1278
00:53:46,870 --> 00:53:44,640
always be afraid of having to to have

1279
00:53:48,390 --> 00:53:46,880
some kind of repercussions

1280
00:53:50,390 --> 00:53:48,400
i'm going to continue to continue to

1281
00:53:54,950 --> 00:53:50,400
talk about what i'm able to do

1282
00:53:59,190 --> 00:53:54,960
um i'm able to uh

1283
00:54:02,230 --> 00:53:59,200
lower and raise my temperature

1284
00:54:03,190 --> 00:54:02,240
and i i've thanks like i said thanks

1285
00:54:06,870 --> 00:54:03,200
again to the

1286
00:54:09,510 --> 00:54:06,880
covert 19 i've been able to experience

1287
00:54:10,069 --> 00:54:09,520
my abilities there are certain places in

1288
00:54:13,109 --> 00:54:10,079
certain

1289
00:54:14,470 --> 00:54:13,119
facilities that they have a machine this

1290
00:54:15,589 --> 00:54:14,480
machine will indicate if your

1291
00:54:18,710 --> 00:54:15,599
temperature is hot

1292
00:54:21,829 --> 00:54:18,720
or cool now

1293
00:54:25,030 --> 00:54:21,839
i was messing around you know to

1294
00:54:25,589 --> 00:54:25,040
test my abilities so i looked into this

1295
00:54:28,470 --> 00:54:25,599
machine

1296
00:54:29,910 --> 00:54:28,480
which is like a video camera right it's

1297
00:54:32,710 --> 00:54:29,920
bad it's practically a phone

1298
00:54:34,470 --> 00:54:32,720
if you think about it it's and i'm

1299
00:54:35,829 --> 00:54:34,480
looking at it and i'm going back and

1300
00:54:36,630 --> 00:54:35,839
forth at it right like you know like i'm

1301
00:54:39,910 --> 00:54:36,640
playing around

1302
00:54:40,470 --> 00:54:39,920
right and but every time i do i'm

1303
00:54:45,750 --> 00:54:40,480
raising

1304
00:54:49,030 --> 00:54:45,760
finally i go back to to look at it again

1305
00:54:50,549 --> 00:54:49,040
and the the the thing started beeping

1306
00:54:52,870 --> 00:54:50,559
like beep beep beep beep beep beep

1307
00:54:53,910 --> 00:54:52,880
like ah you know get away of course i

1308
00:54:56,309 --> 00:54:53,920
didn't hit the thing

1309
00:54:58,390 --> 00:54:56,319
but i was like i was like no that's it's

1310
00:55:04,150 --> 00:54:58,400
broken machine's broken

1311
00:55:11,190 --> 00:55:07,190
um i used to well i mean yes still

1312
00:55:13,190 --> 00:55:11,200
until until it's cancelled okay um

1313
00:55:14,309 --> 00:55:13,200
here's my experience that i've been

1314
00:55:17,510 --> 00:55:14,319
going through

1315
00:55:17,910 --> 00:55:17,520
um how much do you remember paying for

1316
00:55:22,549 --> 00:55:17,920
the

1317
00:55:27,589 --> 00:55:25,670
um honestly i can't remember

1318
00:55:29,349 --> 00:55:27,599
i can't remember what their what their

1319
00:55:29,990 --> 00:55:29,359
deal was well anyway what were you going

1320
00:55:31,990 --> 00:55:30,000
to say what

1321
00:55:33,030 --> 00:55:32,000
do you notice something different okay

1322
00:55:37,190 --> 00:55:33,040
look

1323
00:55:39,430 --> 00:55:37,200
okay do you know jeff bezos right

1324
00:55:40,470 --> 00:55:39,440
did you know he stepped down from the

1325
00:55:42,870 --> 00:55:40,480
ceo

1326
00:55:44,710 --> 00:55:42,880
right that was a while back i think it

1327
00:55:52,470 --> 00:55:44,720
was one of his reasons was to

1328
00:55:57,910 --> 00:55:56,230
because i called him out i left i left

1329
00:55:59,270 --> 00:55:57,920
them a message you know when you make a

1330
00:56:01,750 --> 00:55:59,280
complaint

1331
00:56:03,510 --> 00:56:01,760
i left them a message and i told them

1332
00:56:07,190 --> 00:56:03,520
that either you fix the price

1333
00:56:10,549 --> 00:56:07,200
range and not manipulate it

1334
00:56:13,589 --> 00:56:10,559
or i'll go public okay

1335
00:56:15,349 --> 00:56:13,599
and i know this because i

1336
00:56:16,630 --> 00:56:15,359
i'm good with numbers when it comes to

1337
00:56:19,829 --> 00:56:16,640
paying bills i

1338
00:56:22,150 --> 00:56:19,839
uh i got the nose for it

1339
00:56:23,030 --> 00:56:22,160
all right i got i got i mean i know my

1340
00:56:26,470 --> 00:56:23,040
numbers all right

1341
00:56:30,069 --> 00:56:26,480
i write things down and i'm

1342
00:56:30,549 --> 00:56:30,079
i know what i pay now originally i was

1343
00:56:34,150 --> 00:56:30,559
paying

1344
00:56:37,190 --> 00:56:34,160
uh with tax 120 something something

1345
00:56:38,470 --> 00:56:37,200
changed and i've written it down and

1346
00:56:40,950 --> 00:56:38,480
then now

1347
00:56:42,710 --> 00:56:40,960
when i went to go pay like not too long

1348
00:56:44,470 --> 00:56:42,720
ago not too long ago

1349
00:56:46,230 --> 00:56:44,480
i went to pay for the yearly

1350
00:56:49,670 --> 00:56:46,240
subscription

1351
00:56:51,510 --> 00:56:49,680
and they jacked it up to uh um 130

1352
00:56:52,710 --> 00:56:51,520
verse tax it could have been 130

1353
00:56:54,630 --> 00:56:52,720
something something something

1354
00:56:55,829 --> 00:56:54,640
hold on kenny well why would just

1355
00:56:58,309 --> 00:56:55,839
because you're saying

1356
00:56:59,990 --> 00:56:58,319
to oh no because you left the message he

1357
00:57:01,270 --> 00:57:00,000
said down

1358
00:57:03,430 --> 00:57:01,280
well let's not talk about that i'm

1359
00:57:07,030 --> 00:57:03,440
getting to it let me get to it all right

1360
00:57:09,589 --> 00:57:07,040
so what i'm saying is that when i looked

1361
00:57:10,789 --> 00:57:09,599
at the receipts and the the writings

1362
00:57:13,190 --> 00:57:10,799
that i put down

1363
00:57:14,549 --> 00:57:13,200
i've noticed that something or someone

1364
00:57:17,670 --> 00:57:14,559
changed

1365
00:57:20,549 --> 00:57:17,680
my writing i know my signature

1366
00:57:20,870 --> 00:57:20,559
i know my i know what my trigger looks

1367
00:57:24,150 --> 00:57:20,880
like

1368
00:57:27,750 --> 00:57:24,160
i have pictures i posted it up on my

1369
00:57:29,670 --> 00:57:27,760
instagram facebook youtube and i

1370
00:57:31,430 --> 00:57:29,680
i know my writings and i can tell when

1371
00:57:35,270 --> 00:57:31,440
somebody changed an o

1372
00:57:38,950 --> 00:57:35,280
to an eight so

1373
00:57:41,670 --> 00:57:38,960
i basically left the message saying that

1374
00:57:43,910 --> 00:57:41,680
if you don't tell the public that you're

1375
00:57:46,069 --> 00:57:43,920
gonna raise the price

1376
00:57:47,990 --> 00:57:46,079
then we shouldn't be paying the price

1377
00:57:52,549 --> 00:57:48,000
that you raised

1378
00:57:57,990 --> 00:57:55,990
and then after not that long ago

1379
00:57:59,829 --> 00:57:58,000
after i had left them that message and i

1380
00:58:01,750 --> 00:57:59,839
gave them two weeks to get something

1381
00:58:04,470 --> 00:58:01,760
done to do something about it

1382
00:58:06,230 --> 00:58:04,480
the next thing i hear jeff bezos steps

1383
00:58:07,510 --> 00:58:06,240
down of course he'll say this and he'll

1384
00:58:11,030 --> 00:58:07,520
say that

1385
00:58:14,870 --> 00:58:11,040
but in reality i call him out for

1386
00:58:16,789 --> 00:58:14,880
price gouging all right

1387
00:58:18,309 --> 00:58:16,799
well kenny just think about it for a

1388
00:58:20,549 --> 00:58:18,319
second here

1389
00:58:22,309 --> 00:58:20,559
can you just hold on a second you know i

1390
00:58:25,109 --> 00:58:22,319
understand that there's a lot of

1391
00:58:26,150 --> 00:58:25,119
you know um different things that that

1392
00:58:28,870 --> 00:58:26,160
occurred to people

1393
00:58:30,230 --> 00:58:28,880
and and you know sometimes different

1394
00:58:32,710 --> 00:58:30,240
things are very

1395
00:58:33,510 --> 00:58:32,720
you know uh subjective you know and and

1396
00:58:36,549 --> 00:58:33,520
i understand

1397
00:58:38,549 --> 00:58:36,559
that very much but you know

1398
00:58:40,549 --> 00:58:38,559
i don't know that jeff bezos would have

1399
00:58:42,789 --> 00:58:40,559
stepped down simply because you sent a

1400
00:58:45,510 --> 00:58:42,799
message because of a price increase

1401
00:58:47,270 --> 00:58:45,520
you know it's like i'm sure there's more

1402
00:58:48,549 --> 00:58:47,280
things out there and reasons why he was

1403
00:58:50,870 --> 00:58:48,559
stepping down i mean

1404
00:58:51,910 --> 00:58:50,880
i can complain to youtube tv and

1405
00:58:54,630 --> 00:58:51,920
everyone else

1406
00:58:56,309 --> 00:58:54,640
all the time for them raising their

1407
00:58:59,030 --> 00:58:56,319
prices from what it originally

1408
00:58:59,750 --> 00:58:59,040
was and they just you know give me a

1409
00:59:02,230 --> 00:58:59,760
kind of a

1410
00:59:03,270 --> 00:59:02,240
generic computer message you know we'll

1411
00:59:04,950 --> 00:59:03,280
we'll you know

1412
00:59:06,549 --> 00:59:04,960
we'll do our best next time blah blah

1413
00:59:08,150 --> 00:59:06,559
blah but you know what let's not talk

1414
00:59:08,710 --> 00:59:08,160
about that let's just talk about disney

1415
00:59:13,109 --> 00:59:08,720
plus

1416
00:59:15,829 --> 00:59:13,119
same thing too well you know i know and

1417
00:59:17,190 --> 00:59:15,839
what i'm saying is right so what is the

1418
00:59:19,990 --> 00:59:17,200
what is the

1419
00:59:20,630 --> 00:59:20,000
i guess the big the big thing behind all

1420
00:59:22,390 --> 00:59:20,640
the different

1421
00:59:23,910 --> 00:59:22,400
price increases are you trying to get to

1422
00:59:27,030 --> 00:59:23,920
a point i'm trying to

1423
00:59:27,990 --> 00:59:27,040
say that the mandela effect is affecting

1424
00:59:30,950 --> 00:59:28,000
everyone

1425
00:59:32,150 --> 00:59:30,960
and if you're not careful of what you're

1426
00:59:33,829 --> 00:59:32,160
paying for

1427
00:59:35,670 --> 00:59:33,839
someone can usually gouge up the price

1428
00:59:35,990 --> 00:59:35,680
to let's just say a bottle of liquor was

1429
00:59:38,150 --> 00:59:36,000
uh

1430
00:59:40,630 --> 00:59:38,160
25 and then when you pay for it it's

1431
00:59:43,750 --> 00:59:40,640
like uh 28

1432
00:59:44,950 --> 00:59:43,760
29 and then when you went to go reach

1433
00:59:48,150 --> 00:59:44,960
out to pay your bills

1434
00:59:51,270 --> 00:59:48,160
boom it goes up to 34. they raised it

1435
00:59:52,950 --> 00:59:51,280
three bucks more it has happened before

1436
00:59:55,270 --> 00:59:52,960
right i've seen kenny there's a lot of

1437
00:59:56,710 --> 00:59:55,280
economical processes and other reasons

1438
00:59:58,950 --> 00:59:56,720
why a company might

1439
01:00:00,549 --> 00:59:58,960
raise their prices you know it doesn't

1440
01:00:03,190 --> 01:00:00,559
necessarily mean because of

1441
01:00:04,549 --> 01:00:03,200
one complaint of somebody that now

1442
01:00:05,190 --> 01:00:04,559
they're going to revamp the entire

1443
01:00:08,390 --> 01:00:05,200
structure

1444
01:00:10,150 --> 01:00:08,400
and what can i talk about

1445
01:00:12,069 --> 01:00:10,160
companies let's not talk about the price

1446
01:00:12,950 --> 01:00:12,079
i'm just let's go back to the mandela

1447
01:00:15,349 --> 01:00:12,960
effect

1448
01:00:16,390 --> 01:00:15,359
let's go back to how how did you just

1449
01:00:18,069 --> 01:00:16,400
say honestly

1450
01:00:19,990 --> 01:00:18,079
i understand about the mandela effect

1451
01:00:20,390 --> 01:00:20,000
and some of these obvious things like

1452
01:00:22,470 --> 01:00:20,400
you know

1453
01:00:23,750 --> 01:00:22,480
um things that we know from our

1454
01:00:26,470 --> 01:00:23,760
childhood you know some

1455
01:00:28,150 --> 01:00:26,480
you know that were one way and then we

1456
01:00:29,190 --> 01:00:28,160
remember it one way and it's actually

1457
01:00:31,430 --> 01:00:29,200
something different

1458
01:00:32,549 --> 01:00:31,440
you know that that i can understand is

1459
01:00:35,510 --> 01:00:32,559
intriguing but

1460
01:00:35,990 --> 01:00:35,520
prices there's so many things that they

1461
01:00:37,670 --> 01:00:36,000
could be

1462
01:00:39,190 --> 01:00:37,680
raising the prices that it not doesn't

1463
01:00:40,230 --> 01:00:39,200
necessarily have to do anything with the

1464
01:00:42,150 --> 01:00:40,240
mandela effect

1465
01:00:44,069 --> 01:00:42,160
it's just simple but you know if you

1466
01:00:46,150 --> 01:00:44,079
change something from the past

1467
01:00:47,910 --> 01:00:46,160
it will affect the future it's called

1468
01:00:50,390 --> 01:00:47,920
the butterfly effect

1469
01:00:51,190 --> 01:00:50,400
you step on a butterfly in a prehistoric

1470
01:00:54,829 --> 01:00:51,200
age

1471
01:00:56,150 --> 01:00:54,839
boom something else changes in the

1472
01:00:59,990 --> 01:00:56,160
future

1473
01:01:01,430 --> 01:01:00,000
um right is there any other subjects you

1474
01:01:05,270 --> 01:01:01,440
want to cover real quick and then

1475
01:01:08,390 --> 01:01:06,710
all right i'll cover one more thing and

1476
01:01:10,309 --> 01:01:08,400
then i'll i'll let you guys go because

1477
01:01:11,750 --> 01:01:10,319
i'm seeing all these messages here

1478
01:01:13,829 --> 01:01:11,760
and you know it says cut them off and

1479
01:01:16,470 --> 01:01:13,839
all this but it's okay

1480
01:01:18,150 --> 01:01:16,480
i understand kenny the the nobody's

1481
01:01:18,470 --> 01:01:18,160
trying to cut you off the point is you

1482
01:01:20,390 --> 01:01:18,480
know

1483
01:01:21,510 --> 01:01:20,400
i'm looking at the messages that i speak

1484
01:01:23,670 --> 01:01:21,520
and

1485
01:01:24,710 --> 01:01:23,680
yeah well that's right they're not

1486
01:01:26,470 --> 01:01:24,720
running the show

1487
01:01:27,990 --> 01:01:26,480
i'm the one running to show the point

1488
01:01:30,309 --> 01:01:28,000
but i'm trying to make it right

1489
01:01:31,670 --> 01:01:30,319
a lot make a lot of different points so

1490
01:01:32,789 --> 01:01:31,680
if you have more and you're more than

1491
01:01:34,710 --> 01:01:32,799
welcome to make them

1492
01:01:36,309 --> 01:01:34,720
i'm just asking you to to make your

1493
01:01:37,670 --> 01:01:36,319
final one

1494
01:01:40,069 --> 01:01:37,680
i'll tell you what do you have anything

1495
01:01:44,069 --> 01:01:40,079
to say about my experience

1496
01:01:47,270 --> 01:01:46,069
um okay so if you don't want to tell me

1497
01:01:52,710 --> 01:01:47,280
anything you want me to know

1498
01:01:56,630 --> 01:01:52,720
okay it goes like this um

1499
01:01:59,829 --> 01:01:56,640
i've witnessed people who are

1500
01:02:03,190 --> 01:01:59,839
not exactly what they appear to be

1501
01:02:05,190 --> 01:02:03,200
i've talked about this before mostly the

1502
01:02:08,549 --> 01:02:05,200
people that i've talked to about this

1503
01:02:09,670 --> 01:02:08,559
is you and it mostly deals with uh

1504
01:02:13,670 --> 01:02:09,680
reptilians

1505
01:02:16,549 --> 01:02:13,680
shapeshifters and these things

1506
01:02:18,230 --> 01:02:16,559
are everywhere these things are in the

1507
01:02:21,349 --> 01:02:18,240
air force

1508
01:02:24,470 --> 01:02:21,359
these things are in the schools they're

1509
01:02:28,710 --> 01:02:24,480
kids and then there are adults

1510
01:02:35,430 --> 01:02:32,309
i like i said before this

1511
01:02:38,390 --> 01:02:35,440
this planet is not the planet

1512
01:02:40,150 --> 01:02:38,400
that i was in and i wasn't born here

1513
01:02:43,270 --> 01:02:40,160
they brought me here

1514
01:02:45,829 --> 01:02:43,280
all right they

1515
01:02:47,270 --> 01:02:45,839
we were never in the milky way we were

1516
01:02:51,190 --> 01:02:47,280
nowhere near

1517
01:02:53,910 --> 01:02:51,200
the milky way we were so far back

1518
01:02:54,630 --> 01:02:53,920
from the milky way that we were able to

1519
01:02:58,309 --> 01:02:54,640
capture

1520
01:03:01,670 --> 01:02:58,319
the full picture how i was brought

1521
01:03:03,109 --> 01:03:01,680
to this world i don't know have they

1522
01:03:06,549 --> 01:03:03,119
experimented on me

1523
01:03:09,750 --> 01:03:06,559
yes had the doctors today

1524
01:03:11,190 --> 01:03:09,760
started to look at my body they've given

1525
01:03:14,950 --> 01:03:11,200
me x-rays but not a cat

1526
01:03:15,589 --> 01:03:14,960
scan they've not physically touched my

1527
01:03:19,750 --> 01:03:15,599
body

1528
01:03:23,109 --> 01:03:19,760
to see the bump that my chest

1529
01:03:25,670 --> 01:03:23,119
is and

1530
01:03:28,309 --> 01:03:25,680
as much as i try to get the truth out it

1531
01:03:30,150 --> 01:03:28,319
just seems like nobody wants to hear it

1532
01:03:32,470 --> 01:03:30,160
but for the most part they are the

1533
01:03:34,470 --> 01:03:32,480
majority they are the ones

1534
01:03:37,270 --> 01:03:34,480
who are running this country oh this

1535
01:03:38,950 --> 01:03:37,280
entire world

1536
01:03:41,190 --> 01:03:38,960
they are the majority and i am just

1537
01:03:42,950 --> 01:03:41,200
probably like the last of my kind

1538
01:03:46,230 --> 01:03:42,960
i don't know if there's any other like

1539
01:03:48,710 --> 01:03:46,240
are you familiar with david dyke

1540
01:03:50,230 --> 01:03:48,720
who's there every night i was just

1541
01:03:51,190 --> 01:03:50,240
wondering if you were familiar with him

1542
01:03:54,710 --> 01:03:51,200
he's um

1543
01:03:57,349 --> 01:03:54,720
an author uh someone that kind of came

1544
01:03:58,950 --> 01:03:57,359
came kind of into the public public

1545
01:04:00,870 --> 01:03:58,960
light in the 90s

1546
01:04:02,789 --> 01:04:00,880
with some of the predictions he was he

1547
01:04:05,349 --> 01:04:02,799
was given and then later on

1548
01:04:06,950 --> 01:04:05,359
made kind of uh similar claims about the

1549
01:04:10,230 --> 01:04:06,960
royal family and the

1550
01:04:12,150 --> 01:04:10,240
blizzards and reptilians it's been made

1551
01:04:15,670 --> 01:04:12,160
a joke out of now but i was just

1552
01:04:19,910 --> 01:04:18,789
i'm familiar with a guy who i don't

1553
01:04:21,670 --> 01:04:19,920
remember the name

1554
01:04:23,990 --> 01:04:21,680
but i remember the individual and what

1555
01:04:27,270 --> 01:04:24,000
he's been through underground

1556
01:04:31,589 --> 01:04:27,280
underground facilities uh gas

1557
01:04:34,549 --> 01:04:31,599
uh bad smell uh

1558
01:04:35,349 --> 01:04:34,559
aliens that uses suit to look like a

1559
01:04:40,069 --> 01:04:35,359
like a

1560
01:04:43,589 --> 01:04:40,079
a big head i'm familiar with the guy uh

1561
01:04:44,870 --> 01:04:43,599
who who's is a construction worker who

1562
01:04:47,109 --> 01:04:44,880
builds

1563
01:04:47,990 --> 01:04:47,119
underground buildings and i heard that

1564
01:04:50,950 --> 01:04:48,000
they killed him

1565
01:04:51,829 --> 01:04:50,960
or he was he they claimed it was

1566
01:04:54,950 --> 01:04:51,839
suicidal

1567
01:04:59,510 --> 01:04:54,960
but a hit is a hit oh are you talking

1568
01:05:02,549 --> 01:05:01,990
i'm assuming so i'm not yeah it was it

1569
01:05:04,069 --> 01:05:02,559
was uh

1570
01:05:07,270 --> 01:05:04,079
was that in the 90s where he was

1571
01:05:10,549 --> 01:05:07,280
supposed to be a geologist

1572
01:05:11,910 --> 01:05:10,559
he was some kind of uh construction

1573
01:05:13,670 --> 01:05:11,920
worker that deals with

1574
01:05:15,750 --> 01:05:13,680
underground buildings right right and

1575
01:05:16,870 --> 01:05:15,760
then he went to analyze some kind of

1576
01:05:20,870 --> 01:05:16,880
soil or whatever and

1577
01:05:24,309 --> 01:05:20,880
went in with some um some green berets

1578
01:05:28,150 --> 01:05:24,319
no i think it's don't say

1579
01:05:30,230 --> 01:05:28,160
don't say those same in new mexico

1580
01:05:33,109 --> 01:05:30,240
i'm not familiar with that uh i know it

1581
01:05:36,950 --> 01:05:33,119
was somewhere in america

1582
01:05:41,829 --> 01:05:36,960
somewhere what somewhere in america okay

1583
01:05:45,349 --> 01:05:41,839
yeah look um i'm not gonna lie to you um

1584
01:05:50,150 --> 01:05:47,750
and uh i'm still gonna continue to do

1585
01:05:51,510 --> 01:05:50,160
this i've talked to mufon

1586
01:05:53,430 --> 01:05:51,520
they're going to be sending someone out

1587
01:05:57,349 --> 01:05:53,440
to talk to me but

1588
01:06:00,870 --> 01:05:57,359
will i get the help honestly

1589
01:06:03,109 --> 01:06:00,880
probably not like i said i mean

1590
01:06:04,950 --> 01:06:03,119
they control everything well see the

1591
01:06:05,670 --> 01:06:04,960
government won't even let the knowledge

1592
01:06:08,390 --> 01:06:05,680
out

1593
01:06:09,270 --> 01:06:08,400
right um the thing kenny with different

1594
01:06:10,710 --> 01:06:09,280
experiences

1595
01:06:13,589 --> 01:06:10,720
and i'm speaking from personal

1596
01:06:16,710 --> 01:06:13,599
experience is that um

1597
01:06:19,029 --> 01:06:16,720
some things are very difficult to convey

1598
01:06:20,950 --> 01:06:19,039
to others and so all we're left with is

1599
01:06:23,510 --> 01:06:20,960
these different experiences that

1600
01:06:24,150 --> 01:06:23,520
we can just kind of draw the lessons

1601
01:06:26,870 --> 01:06:24,160
from him

1602
01:06:28,470 --> 01:06:26,880
and try to convey in the most common

1603
01:06:30,710 --> 01:06:28,480
sensical

1604
01:06:32,069 --> 01:06:30,720
manner to someone what we know and why

1605
01:06:34,390 --> 01:06:32,079
we know it but beyond

1606
01:06:35,190 --> 01:06:34,400
that you know you cannot expect people

1607
01:06:38,069 --> 01:06:35,200
to

1608
01:06:39,829 --> 01:06:38,079
um kind of reach out and kind of be the

1609
01:06:41,589 --> 01:06:39,839
savior in some way or

1610
01:06:43,589 --> 01:06:41,599
you know the same way in my way i mean

1611
01:06:44,950 --> 01:06:43,599
there is absolutely other than having a

1612
01:06:47,910 --> 01:06:44,960
friend and a friendly ear

1613
01:06:48,710 --> 01:06:47,920
to listen to what i have to say nobody

1614
01:06:51,270 --> 01:06:48,720
you know could

1615
01:06:52,390 --> 01:06:51,280
come close to understanding or believing

1616
01:06:54,549 --> 01:06:52,400
what i'm talking about

1617
01:06:56,870 --> 01:06:54,559
now over the years of course more and

1618
01:06:58,789 --> 01:06:56,880
more came out so now there's more of a

1619
01:07:01,029 --> 01:06:58,799
library in the reference points

1620
01:07:02,870 --> 01:07:01,039
but in the very beginning all i had to

1621
01:07:04,150 --> 01:07:02,880
do is just kind of track on my own keep

1622
01:07:06,069 --> 01:07:04,160
doing what i'm doing and

1623
01:07:08,710 --> 01:07:06,079
and learning more and more and just

1624
01:07:11,270 --> 01:07:08,720
trying to find ways to just convey

1625
01:07:13,349 --> 01:07:11,280
uh messages to people in a very you know

1626
01:07:14,069 --> 01:07:13,359
commonsensical way kind of down to earth

1627
01:07:16,069 --> 01:07:14,079
to kind of break

1628
01:07:18,230 --> 01:07:16,079
it down to him and explain to him okay

1629
01:07:20,950 --> 01:07:18,240
this is what happened and this is why

1630
01:07:22,630 --> 01:07:20,960
and um do my best at doing that if they

1631
01:07:25,670 --> 01:07:22,640
still don't believe it that's fine

1632
01:07:27,910 --> 01:07:25,680
you know but you know don't don't

1633
01:07:29,990 --> 01:07:27,920
beat yourself up on the fact that

1634
01:07:30,950 --> 01:07:30,000
somebody has to be there to believe you

1635
01:07:33,990 --> 01:07:30,960
that somebody

1636
01:07:35,589 --> 01:07:34,000
has to reach out other you know or else

1637
01:07:37,349 --> 01:07:35,599
it's like simply do what you do you

1638
01:07:38,549 --> 01:07:37,359
reach out to mufon which is great i know

1639
01:07:40,870 --> 01:07:38,559
they're probably gonna

1640
01:07:42,789 --> 01:07:40,880
um if i remember their process correctly

1641
01:07:44,710 --> 01:07:42,799
they're probably going to send a local

1642
01:07:45,670 --> 01:07:44,720
state representative if they have one in

1643
01:07:47,190 --> 01:07:45,680
your city

1644
01:07:49,029 --> 01:07:47,200
to come and talk yeah they think it's a

1645
01:07:51,190 --> 01:07:49,039
level two is that good

1646
01:07:52,470 --> 01:07:51,200
i don't know i don't know what what that

1647
01:07:54,470 --> 01:07:52,480
is you know what their

1648
01:07:55,829 --> 01:07:54,480
uh gradation is but the point is they're

1649
01:07:58,390 --> 01:07:55,839
going to come out

1650
01:07:59,430 --> 01:07:58,400
hear you out kind of jot things down

1651
01:08:01,910 --> 01:07:59,440
just keep in mind

1652
01:08:04,069 --> 01:08:01,920
mufon is very nuts and bolts and there's

1653
01:08:07,190 --> 01:08:04,079
some people that are

1654
01:08:09,029 --> 01:08:07,200
also you know more of the esoteric

1655
01:08:10,230 --> 01:08:09,039
spiritual metaphysical stuff in the

1656
01:08:12,710 --> 01:08:10,240
group but

1657
01:08:13,349 --> 01:08:12,720
because of mufon because of what they do

1658
01:08:16,709 --> 01:08:13,359
they

1659
01:08:18,709 --> 01:08:16,719
these both

1660
01:08:20,229 --> 01:08:18,719
worlds in the crazy world the normal

1661
01:08:22,229 --> 01:08:20,239
world and

1662
01:08:24,390 --> 01:08:22,239
so of course they always want to stick

1663
01:08:26,630 --> 01:08:24,400
to the paper to the writing

1664
01:08:28,390 --> 01:08:26,640
jotting stories down what can improve

1665
01:08:30,070 --> 01:08:28,400
scientifically so i don't know how much

1666
01:08:32,309 --> 01:08:30,080
progress you can make with them

1667
01:08:33,590 --> 01:08:32,319
but go within do what you've been doing

1668
01:08:36,390 --> 01:08:33,600
you know meditations and

1669
01:08:37,590 --> 01:08:36,400
and really search you know your soul for

1670
01:08:40,390 --> 01:08:37,600
what it is that

1671
01:08:41,749 --> 01:08:40,400
you're playing out here on you know on

1672
01:08:44,709 --> 01:08:41,759
during this lifetime

1673
01:08:45,349 --> 01:08:44,719
you know figure it out and um it'll help

1674
01:08:47,669 --> 01:08:45,359
you more

1675
01:08:49,510 --> 01:08:47,679
and you know it'll help everyone else

1676
01:08:50,470 --> 01:08:49,520
the more you can figure out what's going

1677
01:08:52,789 --> 01:08:50,480
on with you

1678
01:08:54,630 --> 01:08:52,799
it's almost like um in every person that

1679
01:08:56,470 --> 01:08:54,640
we call a professional nowadays it's a

1680
01:08:58,709 --> 01:08:56,480
person that at one point began

1681
01:09:00,630 --> 01:08:58,719
at the beginning knowing nothing you

1682
01:09:02,390 --> 01:09:00,640
know but one step at a time

1683
01:09:03,829 --> 01:09:02,400
they kept doing it over and over and

1684
01:09:05,910 --> 01:09:03,839
over again and then

1685
01:09:07,590 --> 01:09:05,920
people recognize them as professional in

1686
01:09:09,349 --> 01:09:07,600
whatever field that they do

1687
01:09:10,870 --> 01:09:09,359
so you know every you know just keep

1688
01:09:13,110 --> 01:09:10,880
that in mind and just

1689
01:09:14,950 --> 01:09:13,120
do try not to be too hard on yourself on

1690
01:09:16,229 --> 01:09:14,960
who believes you doesn't believe you you

1691
01:09:18,309 --> 01:09:16,239
know just keep on

1692
01:09:20,630 --> 01:09:18,319
learning write it down maybe you know in

1693
01:09:24,149 --> 01:09:20,640
a book you know oh i have i've got

1694
01:09:25,829 --> 01:09:24,159
pictures and uh you know notes okay

1695
01:09:28,309 --> 01:09:25,839
um i just want to say that i'm a

1696
01:09:31,910 --> 01:09:28,319
preacher and i'm a paranormal activity

1697
01:09:33,749 --> 01:09:31,920
investigator and i've also seen

1698
01:09:35,749 --> 01:09:33,759
are you familiar with hindu

1699
01:09:39,349 --> 01:09:35,759
methodological

1700
01:09:40,709 --> 01:09:39,359
hindu mythology i know of it but i'm not

1701
01:09:44,070 --> 01:09:40,719
familiar with anything

1702
01:09:46,870 --> 01:09:44,080
specific unless you mention it okay

1703
01:09:48,070 --> 01:09:46,880
uh there are starting i guess i'm gonna

1704
01:09:50,630 --> 01:09:48,080
read the names that i

1705
01:09:52,229 --> 01:09:50,640
that i've actually seen god i'm going to

1706
01:09:55,910 --> 01:09:52,239
be butchering these things but

1707
01:09:57,590 --> 01:09:55,920
it's a ball you know it's a bore i'm

1708
01:10:00,310 --> 01:09:57,600
going to call it a boar

1709
01:10:02,950 --> 01:10:00,320
it's like there's there's an individual

1710
01:10:06,310 --> 01:10:02,960
out there that has like a board's head

1711
01:10:09,350 --> 01:10:06,320
that's or shiva

1712
01:10:12,550 --> 01:10:09,360
uh or these i can't

1713
01:10:13,910 --> 01:10:12,560
uh an old ogre look

1714
01:10:16,229 --> 01:10:13,920
i've i know i can't pronounce any of

1715
01:10:18,870 --> 01:10:16,239
these things but i've done the research

1716
01:10:20,790 --> 01:10:18,880
because i know what they look like and

1717
01:10:21,430 --> 01:10:20,800
if you study the mythological creatures

1718
01:10:25,350 --> 01:10:21,440
from uh

1719
01:10:28,470 --> 01:10:25,360
hindu or uh oriental uh

1720
01:10:29,030 --> 01:10:28,480
from japan these creatures do exist i've

1721
01:10:33,110 --> 01:10:29,040
seen them

1722
01:10:35,990 --> 01:10:33,120
i seen uh those new year's dragons

1723
01:10:36,709 --> 01:10:36,000
that thing does exist in the they are

1724
01:10:41,990 --> 01:10:36,719
able to

1725
01:10:46,149 --> 01:10:44,630
it's it's insane i know but i mean

1726
01:10:49,750 --> 01:10:46,159
that's

1727
01:10:51,669 --> 01:10:49,760
research it

1728
01:10:54,229 --> 01:10:51,679
and then when i see the pictures of

1729
01:10:56,470 --> 01:10:54,239
these these things these entities

1730
01:10:57,270 --> 01:10:56,480
and i'm like that's it these are the

1731
01:10:58,870 --> 01:10:57,280
things that

1732
01:11:01,910 --> 01:10:58,880
that are here some of these things are

1733
01:11:08,229 --> 01:11:05,750
right it's it's true but okay

1734
01:11:09,030 --> 01:11:08,239
well kenny thank you again you know for

1735
01:11:10,870 --> 01:11:09,040
vlogging

1736
01:11:12,229 --> 01:11:10,880
and talking to me you know i appreciate

1737
01:11:14,070 --> 01:11:12,239
it i just want to give

1738
01:11:15,750 --> 01:11:14,080
someone else a chance as well too yeah

1739
01:11:16,550 --> 01:11:15,760
yeah go ahead um i'm pretty glad i was

1740
01:11:18,470 --> 01:11:16,560
able to get

1741
01:11:19,830 --> 01:11:18,480
maybe next time hopefully i'll i'll talk

1742
01:11:20,310 --> 01:11:19,840
about different because i don't want to

1743
01:11:22,390 --> 01:11:20,320
be going

1744
01:11:23,590 --> 01:11:22,400
topic off the topic i want to try to

1745
01:11:26,470 --> 01:11:23,600
stick to one topic and

1746
01:11:28,470 --> 01:11:26,480
get as much out you know next time yeah

1747
01:11:31,510 --> 01:11:28,480
i'll see i want to go to some of the

1748
01:11:34,550 --> 01:11:31,520
maybe some questions um online and then

1749
01:11:36,390 --> 01:11:34,560
um um you know we'll see

1750
01:11:37,590 --> 01:11:36,400
you know i appreciate you logging in to

1751
01:11:39,830 --> 01:11:37,600
to telegram

1752
01:11:41,270 --> 01:11:39,840
and uh speaking to me because of course

1753
01:11:43,030 --> 01:11:41,280
the whole point is for people

1754
01:11:44,550 --> 01:11:43,040
log into telegram and share the story

1755
01:11:45,189 --> 01:11:44,560
which you've done and i'm grateful for

1756
01:11:49,590 --> 01:11:45,199
that

1757
01:11:53,189 --> 01:11:49,600
so yeah no i i don't right now

1758
01:11:54,950 --> 01:11:53,199
but um no i'll talk about them well i'd

1759
01:11:56,709 --> 01:11:54,960
would rather than you know have them

1760
01:11:57,990 --> 01:11:56,719
share their stories directly

1761
01:11:59,990 --> 01:11:58,000
what they you know about their

1762
01:12:01,910 --> 01:12:00,000
experiences when i looked at

1763
01:12:03,430 --> 01:12:01,920
uh someone was asking what i do for a

1764
01:12:05,669 --> 01:12:03,440
job and i'm not

1765
01:12:07,030 --> 01:12:05,679
i'm a preacher and i i am a paranormal

1766
01:12:10,709 --> 01:12:07,040
investigator

1767
01:12:11,990 --> 01:12:10,719
i i do stuff like that okay uh yeah well

1768
01:12:16,790 --> 01:12:12,000
thanks kenny and yeah we'll

1769
01:12:20,790 --> 01:12:19,189
okay if um if there's anyone else out

1770
01:12:23,910 --> 01:12:20,800
there that would like to

1771
01:12:26,149 --> 01:12:23,920
share your story or are just kind of in

1772
01:12:27,030 --> 01:12:26,159
on the fence and not exactly sure

1773
01:12:29,510 --> 01:12:27,040
whether or not

1774
01:12:30,950 --> 01:12:29,520
you know they should um there's a first

1775
01:12:32,229 --> 01:12:30,960
time for everything you know don't be

1776
01:12:34,790 --> 01:12:32,239
afraid to

1777
01:12:37,030 --> 01:12:34,800
simply just make that decision to want

1778
01:12:39,510 --> 01:12:37,040
to talk to somebody even if it has to be

1779
01:12:40,390 --> 01:12:39,520
somebody locally a friend or someone

1780
01:12:42,550 --> 01:12:40,400
else you trust

1781
01:12:43,510 --> 01:12:42,560
if you're not too sure that what you

1782
01:12:46,149 --> 01:12:43,520
have to say will be

1783
01:12:47,590 --> 01:12:46,159
you know received in um i guess to say

1784
01:12:51,350 --> 01:12:47,600
in a positive manner

1785
01:12:54,470 --> 01:12:51,360
but every experience differs you know uh

1786
01:12:55,270 --> 01:12:54,480
no matter how you know no matter how

1787
01:12:58,070 --> 01:12:55,280
crazy

1788
01:12:59,030 --> 01:12:58,080
or whatever else my sound you know the

1789
01:13:00,709 --> 01:12:59,040
the whole point is

1790
01:13:02,229 --> 01:13:00,719
an experience happened to you and it

1791
01:13:04,229 --> 01:13:02,239
happened to you for a reason

1792
01:13:05,270 --> 01:13:04,239
and just you know learn something from

1793
01:13:07,350 --> 01:13:05,280
it take it in

1794
01:13:08,550 --> 01:13:07,360
make it work for you if you can if not

1795
01:13:11,510 --> 01:13:08,560
then just leave it for

1796
01:13:12,790 --> 01:13:11,520
what it is you know and move on but um

1797
01:13:14,550 --> 01:13:12,800
you know just

1798
01:13:16,709 --> 01:13:14,560
you know there's at least the chance now

1799
01:13:19,430 --> 01:13:16,719
to just download the telegram app

1800
01:13:21,830 --> 01:13:19,440
on your phone or the computer find a ufo

1801
01:13:22,310 --> 01:13:21,840
hub group i also have the ufo hub group

1802
01:13:25,590 --> 01:13:22,320
links

1803
01:13:29,030 --> 01:13:25,600
in the uh the video descriptions

1804
01:13:29,430 --> 01:13:29,040
and so simply go there join the voice

1805
01:13:31,110 --> 01:13:29,440
chat

1806
01:13:33,030 --> 01:13:31,120
and raise your hand you'll be able to

1807
01:13:35,110 --> 01:13:33,040
talk to me

1808
01:13:36,790 --> 01:13:35,120
so let me see and also for some of you

1809
01:13:37,830 --> 01:13:36,800
watching you know if you have any

1810
01:13:41,030 --> 01:13:37,840
questions for me

1811
01:13:43,350 --> 01:13:41,040
you know just um if you could put

1812
01:13:45,350 --> 01:13:43,360
three stars there and then ask a

1813
01:13:46,229 --> 01:13:45,360
question that will pop out at me and i

1814
01:13:49,590 --> 01:13:46,239
know

1815
01:13:52,070 --> 01:13:49,600
that's for me and i can

1816
01:13:52,790 --> 01:13:52,080
address it otherwise everything is just

1817
01:13:56,630 --> 01:13:52,800
going

1818
01:13:58,470 --> 01:13:56,640
through the through the chat

1819
01:13:59,910 --> 01:13:58,480
and i can't figure out if it's something

1820
01:14:01,510 --> 01:13:59,920
for me or if you guys are chatting

1821
01:14:03,270 --> 01:14:01,520
amongst amongst each other

1822
01:14:07,669 --> 01:14:03,280
so having the three stars before your

1823
01:14:16,149 --> 01:14:11,750
uh okay i have we have jj

1824
01:14:19,030 --> 01:14:16,159
since shinsu raised the sand

1825
01:14:19,910 --> 01:14:19,040
so jj go ahead uh you're unmuted and

1826
01:14:22,709 --> 01:14:19,920
mute yourself

1827
01:14:24,310 --> 01:14:22,719
and uh uh start when whenever you're

1828
01:14:26,830 --> 01:14:24,320
ready

1829
01:14:27,990 --> 01:14:26,840
hey what's going on everybody it's a jj

1830
01:14:31,110 --> 01:14:28,000
shinjutsu

1831
01:14:33,750 --> 01:14:31,120
so he's supposed to be okay sorry yeah

1832
01:14:34,470 --> 01:14:33,760
it's actually my name is jordan joseph

1833
01:14:38,070 --> 01:14:34,480
shinji

1834
01:14:39,669 --> 01:14:38,080
and shinjutsu is truth in japanese and

1835
01:14:42,070 --> 01:14:39,679
i just kind of went with when i found

1836
01:14:45,750 --> 01:14:42,080
that up so

1837
01:14:49,350 --> 01:14:45,760
um thank you thank you so

1838
01:14:51,110 --> 01:14:49,360
i actually emailed you a few times um uh

1839
01:14:53,990 --> 01:14:51,120
meaning to been meaning to get on for a

1840
01:14:56,470 --> 01:14:54,000
while but i've been busy with school

1841
01:14:57,430 --> 01:14:56,480
oh okay i know i've got got it i gotta

1842
01:15:00,070 --> 01:14:57,440
know who you are now

1843
01:15:00,790 --> 01:15:00,080
it took me a second but well i'm glad

1844
01:15:03,189 --> 01:15:00,800
you made it

1845
01:15:03,990 --> 01:15:03,199
yeah i finally made it on yeah thank you

1846
01:15:05,750 --> 01:15:04,000
um

1847
01:15:07,590 --> 01:15:05,760
yeah i've been busy with school but uh

1848
01:15:10,310 --> 01:15:07,600
i'm in abbott

1849
01:15:11,430 --> 01:15:10,320
and uh honestly just been meaning to get

1850
01:15:14,709 --> 01:15:11,440
on so i can share

1851
01:15:17,510 --> 01:15:14,719
you know uh my story with people

1852
01:15:19,030 --> 01:15:17,520
um but should i just jump into it or

1853
01:15:19,669 --> 01:15:19,040
yeah please do you want to ask questions

1854
01:15:21,350 --> 01:15:19,679
or

1855
01:15:23,110 --> 01:15:21,360
uh no i would just let you tell your

1856
01:15:24,709 --> 01:15:23,120
story and you know i'll gather some

1857
01:15:26,149 --> 01:15:24,719
questions after you tell me what you

1858
01:15:28,310 --> 01:15:26,159
have to say

1859
01:15:29,830 --> 01:15:28,320
otherwise i'll just you know be glued to

1860
01:15:31,189 --> 01:15:29,840
it like everyone else watching and

1861
01:15:34,950 --> 01:15:31,199
listening

1862
01:15:37,669 --> 01:15:34,960
all right um okay so

1863
01:15:38,229 --> 01:15:37,679
i uh i've actually been an experiencer

1864
01:15:41,189 --> 01:15:38,239
of

1865
01:15:42,630 --> 01:15:41,199
numerous uh supernatural i'll just put

1866
01:15:45,910 --> 01:15:42,640
in that context

1867
01:15:47,430 --> 01:15:45,920
experiences sometime i could pretty much

1868
01:15:50,470 --> 01:15:47,440
remember

1869
01:15:53,510 --> 01:15:50,480
um i uh

1870
01:15:56,709 --> 01:15:53,520
most frequently experience

1871
01:15:59,590 --> 01:15:56,719
what is famously known as shadow people

1872
01:16:00,070 --> 01:15:59,600
of course at the time i was born in 89

1873
01:16:01,830 --> 01:16:00,080
and

1874
01:16:03,669 --> 01:16:01,840
you know no computers or anything like

1875
01:16:05,510 --> 01:16:03,679
that unless you have a

1876
01:16:06,870 --> 01:16:05,520
intelligent person encyclopedia

1877
01:16:08,870 --> 01:16:06,880
dictionary or something

1878
01:16:10,709 --> 01:16:08,880
you're just kind of wondering you know

1879
01:16:14,390 --> 01:16:10,719
what the answer was back then

1880
01:16:19,350 --> 01:16:14,400
but uh i

1881
01:16:22,550 --> 01:16:21,110
you know almost every single day you

1882
01:16:24,149 --> 01:16:22,560
know sometimes it was

1883
01:16:26,070 --> 01:16:24,159
monday tuesday wednesday i'd have an

1884
01:16:27,270 --> 01:16:26,080
experience and other days it wouldn't

1885
01:16:31,510 --> 01:16:27,280
happen at all

1886
01:16:35,110 --> 01:16:31,520
and

1887
01:16:37,910 --> 01:16:35,120
the experiences ranged from

1888
01:16:38,870 --> 01:16:37,920
a series of different things but most

1889
01:16:41,990 --> 01:16:38,880
frequently

1890
01:16:44,470 --> 01:16:42,000
i would wake up bouncing

1891
01:16:45,750 --> 01:16:44,480
off of my bed in the middle of night and

1892
01:16:47,350 --> 01:16:45,760
it wasn't

1893
01:16:49,830 --> 01:16:47,360
where you know having a dream that you

1894
01:16:51,830 --> 01:16:49,840
like stuff off step off a cliff or

1895
01:16:54,790 --> 01:16:51,840
something like that your foot jerks

1896
01:16:56,709 --> 01:16:54,800
i was literally waking up in midair

1897
01:16:59,189 --> 01:16:56,719
bouncing off of my bed

1898
01:16:59,750 --> 01:16:59,199
um that was a pretty regular occurrence

1899
01:17:03,110 --> 01:16:59,760
uh

1900
01:17:05,510 --> 01:17:03,120
i'd always wake up with my head by

1901
01:17:07,910 --> 01:17:05,520
the foot of my bed i was completely

1902
01:17:09,669 --> 01:17:07,920
turned 180 degrees

1903
01:17:11,110 --> 01:17:09,679
uh blankets pushed all the way against

1904
01:17:14,470 --> 01:17:11,120
the wall where

1905
01:17:16,709 --> 01:17:14,480
you would have to like someone asleep

1906
01:17:17,750 --> 01:17:16,719
would not be able to push the blankets

1907
01:17:20,229 --> 01:17:17,760
in the way that

1908
01:17:21,990 --> 01:17:20,239
from the top of the bed to the bottom

1909
01:17:25,270 --> 01:17:22,000
all the blankets were completely

1910
01:17:29,270 --> 01:17:28,550
there would be nights where i would wake

1911
01:17:32,070 --> 01:17:29,280
up

1912
01:17:32,470 --> 01:17:32,080
and my entire body would feel like it

1913
01:17:35,910 --> 01:17:32,480
was

1914
01:17:37,830 --> 01:17:35,920
pulsating like a heartbeat and

1915
01:17:40,310 --> 01:17:37,840
i would feel very dense and it was a

1916
01:17:42,950 --> 01:17:40,320
very uncomfortable experience

1917
01:17:44,870 --> 01:17:42,960
and it would happen every few months or

1918
01:17:47,830 --> 01:17:44,880
so

1919
01:17:50,390 --> 01:17:47,840
and i have my understandings of what i

1920
01:17:52,149 --> 01:17:50,400
think may have occurred

1921
01:17:53,430 --> 01:17:52,159
you know as an adult but at the time it

1922
01:17:56,830 --> 01:17:53,440
was just

1923
01:18:00,709 --> 01:17:56,840
i didn't know what to believe

1924
01:18:01,510 --> 01:18:00,719
i uh in regards to the actual shadow

1925
01:18:05,189 --> 01:18:01,520
person

1926
01:18:08,390 --> 01:18:05,199
um seconds before falling asleep

1927
01:18:10,470 --> 01:18:08,400
i would get this overwhelming feeling of

1928
01:18:12,550 --> 01:18:10,480
it's very similar to when someone's

1929
01:18:14,870 --> 01:18:12,560
standing behind you and

1930
01:18:15,669 --> 01:18:14,880
you turn around and someone's there it's

1931
01:18:20,149 --> 01:18:15,679
that similar

1932
01:18:22,950 --> 01:18:20,159
feeling but a hundred fold and

1933
01:18:23,430 --> 01:18:22,960
i would wake up or not wake up but i

1934
01:18:25,430 --> 01:18:23,440
wouldn't

1935
01:18:26,550 --> 01:18:25,440
be able to fall asleep because of that

1936
01:18:29,590 --> 01:18:26,560
feeling

1937
01:18:32,550 --> 01:18:29,600
and for years you know i was wondering

1938
01:18:33,669 --> 01:18:32,560
whether i was crazy whether it was my

1939
01:18:36,470 --> 01:18:33,679
imagination

1940
01:18:37,830 --> 01:18:36,480
i would go to school wait for other kids

1941
01:18:39,990 --> 01:18:37,840
to talk about

1942
01:18:41,990 --> 01:18:40,000
you know whatever they experienced and

1943
01:18:45,350 --> 01:18:42,000
this never came up

1944
01:18:49,830 --> 01:18:45,360
so i pushed it to the back of my mind

1945
01:18:52,229 --> 01:18:49,840
for years and it wasn't until i was 18

1946
01:18:55,270 --> 01:18:52,239
in the military and my girlfriend at the

1947
01:19:02,550 --> 01:18:59,430
she was experiencing the same thing

1948
01:19:06,830 --> 01:19:02,560
shadow people but

1949
01:19:10,310 --> 01:19:06,840
going back to when i was a kid

1950
01:19:13,910 --> 01:19:10,320
my abduction experience

1951
01:19:17,350 --> 01:19:13,920
was following a series of

1952
01:19:21,110 --> 01:19:17,360
repetitive dreams that i was

1953
01:19:24,229 --> 01:19:21,120
having where it would be a moment just

1954
01:19:25,030 --> 01:19:24,239
a second or two and i would dream of

1955
01:19:28,229 --> 01:19:25,040
that same

1956
01:19:30,310 --> 01:19:28,239
specific moment for

1957
01:19:32,550 --> 01:19:30,320
three four nights in a row and then it

1958
01:19:35,669 --> 01:19:32,560
would actually happen

1959
01:19:36,229 --> 01:19:35,679
and this was occurring for about three

1960
01:19:39,990 --> 01:19:36,239
weeks

1961
01:19:43,110 --> 01:19:40,000
or so and i

1962
01:19:43,590 --> 01:19:43,120
realized you know after a while that i

1963
01:19:45,990 --> 01:19:43,600
was

1964
01:19:47,910 --> 01:19:46,000
having the same dream then it would

1965
01:19:51,189 --> 01:19:47,920
happen so

1966
01:19:53,830 --> 01:19:51,199
one night before going to bed uh i just

1967
01:19:55,270 --> 01:19:53,840
kind of simply told myself if i realized

1968
01:19:56,870 --> 01:19:55,280
that i'm having the same drain a dream

1969
01:19:59,030 --> 01:19:56,880
again just kind of realize it

1970
01:20:00,550 --> 01:19:59,040
and as simple as that sounds that's

1971
01:20:02,470 --> 01:20:00,560
that's all i did

1972
01:20:04,790 --> 01:20:02,480
there was nothing more to it than that

1973
01:20:07,350 --> 01:20:04,800
so i went to sleep that night

1974
01:20:08,629 --> 01:20:07,360
and i realized i was having the same

1975
01:20:10,950 --> 01:20:08,639
dream

1976
01:20:12,149 --> 01:20:10,960
and it ended up turning into an astral

1977
01:20:14,790 --> 01:20:12,159
projection

1978
01:20:16,229 --> 01:20:14,800
where the experience of what it was like

1979
01:20:19,110 --> 01:20:16,239
it's just as real

1980
01:20:19,990 --> 01:20:19,120
it feels just as real as being on earth

1981
01:20:23,189 --> 01:20:20,000
and physical

1982
01:20:24,790 --> 01:20:23,199
you know in your body but you don't feel

1983
01:20:26,470 --> 01:20:24,800
pain and you can fly around

1984
01:20:28,070 --> 01:20:26,480
and do things that you obviously can't

1985
01:20:32,229 --> 01:20:28,080
hear on earth

1986
01:20:35,350 --> 01:20:32,239
and at the time i was in the fifth grade

1987
01:20:37,510 --> 01:20:35,360
and i watched gargoyles a lot and

1988
01:20:38,390 --> 01:20:37,520
my perception of flight just because of

1989
01:20:39,910 --> 01:20:38,400
that it was

1990
01:20:42,149 --> 01:20:39,920
for whatever reason in my mind when i

1991
01:20:45,189 --> 01:20:42,159
was having my experience

1992
01:20:46,070 --> 01:20:45,199
and in my mind i needed to kind of get a

1993
01:20:47,510 --> 01:20:46,080
little bit of height

1994
01:20:49,189 --> 01:20:47,520
so that you know i didn't have any wings

1995
01:20:50,470 --> 01:20:49,199
or anything but i needed to get a little

1996
01:20:51,110 --> 01:20:50,480
bit of height so i could start flying

1997
01:20:54,310 --> 01:20:51,120
that was just

1998
01:20:55,270 --> 01:20:54,320
stuck in my head and first time i tried

1999
01:20:58,229 --> 01:20:55,280
i hit the ground

2000
01:20:59,430 --> 01:20:58,239
and said ow but i realized that it

2001
01:21:03,510 --> 01:20:59,440
didn't hurt

2002
01:21:05,350 --> 01:21:03,520
and i was instantly back up on my feet

2003
01:21:07,590 --> 01:21:05,360
i i fell down but i didn't have to push

2004
01:21:10,709 --> 01:21:07,600
myself back up to get up i was just

2005
01:21:13,669 --> 01:21:10,719
back up and i tried it again

2006
01:21:14,390 --> 01:21:13,679
and this time i was flying around and i

2007
01:21:18,709 --> 01:21:14,400
grew up in

2008
01:21:23,830 --> 01:21:21,830
i was familiar with my city and i

2009
01:21:26,470 --> 01:21:23,840
started flying around

2010
01:21:27,270 --> 01:21:26,480
i started flying north i grew up off of

2011
01:21:29,110 --> 01:21:27,280
crenshaw

2012
01:21:30,390 --> 01:21:29,120
boulevard right down the street from el

2013
01:21:33,669 --> 01:21:30,400
camino college if

2014
01:21:34,310 --> 01:21:33,679
anyone's familiar with that and i start

2015
01:21:37,830 --> 01:21:34,320
drive

2016
01:21:41,350 --> 01:21:37,840
flying towards gardena

2017
01:21:42,870 --> 01:21:41,360
or i'm sorry hawthorne and

2018
01:21:44,470 --> 01:21:42,880
i i don't i wasn't familiar with the

2019
01:21:45,910 --> 01:21:44,480
area so i start you know kind of making

2020
01:21:48,790 --> 01:21:45,920
a big

2021
01:21:50,229 --> 01:21:48,800
turn and i'm looking at the ground and

2022
01:21:51,830 --> 01:21:50,239
the first thing i noticed is there was

2023
01:21:53,510 --> 01:21:51,840
no people

2024
01:21:55,350 --> 01:21:53,520
and all the buildings and everything

2025
01:21:56,629 --> 01:21:55,360
were there but there was no people and

2026
01:21:59,910 --> 01:21:56,639
there were no cars

2027
01:22:01,270 --> 01:21:59,920
i didn't see any cars there's none

2028
01:22:03,830 --> 01:22:01,280
parked on the streets and i'm driving

2029
01:22:05,990 --> 01:22:03,840
around and there were no people

2030
01:22:06,870 --> 01:22:06,000
and i'm looking at the ground as i'm

2031
01:22:09,990 --> 01:22:06,880
flying and it's

2032
01:22:13,430 --> 01:22:10,000
during the day so you know sky's blue

2033
01:22:14,149 --> 01:22:13,440
and i hit my head and you know the first

2034
01:22:16,709 --> 01:22:14,159
thoughts

2035
01:22:17,910 --> 01:22:16,719
that came in my head was hitting my head

2036
01:22:21,030 --> 01:22:17,920
in a swimming pool

2037
01:22:21,750 --> 01:22:21,040
i said ow my i closed my eyes and when i

2038
01:22:24,470 --> 01:22:21,760
opened them

2039
01:22:25,990 --> 01:22:24,480
i looked up i was expecting to see the

2040
01:22:29,990 --> 01:22:26,000
blue sky but instead

2041
01:22:33,030 --> 01:22:30,000
everything was white and i couldn't

2042
01:22:35,189 --> 01:22:33,040
tell like where the end of it was

2043
01:22:36,149 --> 01:22:35,199
it was just white and it's like i

2044
01:22:38,870 --> 01:22:36,159
couldn't tell

2045
01:22:39,510 --> 01:22:38,880
if i was in a white you know a room that

2046
01:22:41,110 --> 01:22:39,520
all the wall

2047
01:22:43,110 --> 01:22:41,120
walls are white i can tell farther away

2048
01:22:45,189 --> 01:22:43,120
the way the wall is but

2049
01:22:46,870 --> 01:22:45,199
i couldn't see it was just like endless

2050
01:22:48,870 --> 01:22:46,880
white and

2051
01:22:51,350 --> 01:22:48,880
i look to my right i don't see anything

2052
01:22:53,430 --> 01:22:51,360
and i look to my left

2053
01:22:54,950 --> 01:22:53,440
and i can tell i could see further into

2054
01:22:58,070 --> 01:22:54,960
the distance so

2055
01:22:59,270 --> 01:22:58,080
i kept looking and i eventually noticed

2056
01:23:01,270 --> 01:22:59,280
that it looked like there were three

2057
01:23:03,910 --> 01:23:01,280
small people

2058
01:23:05,189 --> 01:23:03,920
and i say people because again i was in

2059
01:23:07,590 --> 01:23:05,199
fifth grade

2060
01:23:09,510 --> 01:23:07,600
and i didn't know at this time that

2061
01:23:13,350 --> 01:23:09,520
people actually believed

2062
01:23:15,270 --> 01:23:13,360
that aliens abducted people i didn't

2063
01:23:16,390 --> 01:23:15,280
know that that was anything beyond a

2064
01:23:19,110 --> 01:23:16,400
cartoon which

2065
01:23:20,070 --> 01:23:19,120
that was my experience of it literally

2066
01:23:21,669 --> 01:23:20,080
just seeing them

2067
01:23:23,830 --> 01:23:21,679
on cartoons i thought they were just

2068
01:23:27,430 --> 01:23:23,840
cartoons made for kids

2069
01:23:31,669 --> 01:23:29,430
i know as soon as i noticed that they

2070
01:23:33,510 --> 01:23:31,679
were there and they were all the exact

2071
01:23:35,110 --> 01:23:33,520
same height and they appeared to be

2072
01:23:36,709 --> 01:23:35,120
they were looking in the same direction

2073
01:23:38,310 --> 01:23:36,719
i don't know what they were looking at

2074
01:23:40,709 --> 01:23:38,320
it kind of seemed like there was some

2075
01:23:42,390 --> 01:23:40,719
kind of window or some kind of screen

2076
01:23:43,430 --> 01:23:42,400
that they're all staring at

2077
01:23:45,430 --> 01:23:43,440
but they're all looking in the same

2078
01:23:48,390 --> 01:23:45,440
direction and the

2079
01:23:49,430 --> 01:23:48,400
second that i realized that they were

2080
01:23:52,470 --> 01:23:49,440
you know

2081
01:23:54,070 --> 01:23:52,480
live things there at the

2082
01:23:55,510 --> 01:23:54,080
second that i realized that they knew

2083
01:23:56,870 --> 01:23:55,520
that i was there and their head started

2084
01:23:58,870 --> 01:23:56,880
to turn around

2085
01:24:00,830 --> 01:23:58,880
and they just barely start turning their

2086
01:24:02,310 --> 01:24:00,840
heads and i woke up and i was back in my

2087
01:24:04,950 --> 01:24:02,320
bed

2088
01:24:06,149 --> 01:24:04,960
and you know i was like well that was

2089
01:24:08,390 --> 01:24:06,159
you know really weird

2090
01:24:09,910 --> 01:24:08,400
really cool experience never you know i

2091
01:24:10,790 --> 01:24:09,920
thought at the time had a dream like

2092
01:24:13,189 --> 01:24:10,800
that

2093
01:24:14,709 --> 01:24:13,199
and you know i have i've had many weird

2094
01:24:15,510 --> 01:24:14,719
experiences already up to this point so

2095
01:24:19,030 --> 01:24:15,520
i just kind of

2096
01:24:20,390 --> 01:24:19,040
shrug it off and time continues over the

2097
01:24:22,390 --> 01:24:20,400
next

2098
01:24:23,990 --> 01:24:22,400
few weeks things started to get even

2099
01:24:28,149 --> 01:24:24,000
weirder and

2100
01:24:29,270 --> 01:24:28,159
more intense i started experiencing

2101
01:24:32,709 --> 01:24:29,280
missing time

2102
01:24:35,750 --> 01:24:32,719
i remember going to school

2103
01:24:37,189 --> 01:24:35,760
on monday tuesday wednesday

2104
01:24:40,070 --> 01:24:37,199
and it should have been thursday the

2105
01:24:43,350 --> 01:24:40,080
next day but it was monday

2106
01:24:45,430 --> 01:24:43,360
and you know i'm like okay you

2107
01:24:47,590 --> 01:24:45,440
i wanted to go talk to my mom or

2108
01:24:49,110 --> 01:24:47,600
somebody but i'm like

2109
01:24:51,030 --> 01:24:49,120
what am i really gonna say it's supposed

2110
01:24:52,149 --> 01:24:51,040
to be thursday and it's it's monday like

2111
01:24:52,790 --> 01:24:52,159
she's just gonna look at me like i'm

2112
01:24:55,830 --> 01:24:52,800
nuts

2113
01:24:57,590 --> 01:24:55,840
so i didn't say anything to her and

2114
01:24:59,350 --> 01:24:57,600
time continues and the same kind of

2115
01:25:02,390 --> 01:24:59,360
thing happens

2116
01:25:04,870 --> 01:25:02,400
and i'm just really

2117
01:25:06,629 --> 01:25:04,880
feeling off because of how intense these

2118
01:25:10,470 --> 01:25:06,639
experiences are getting

2119
01:25:14,550 --> 01:25:10,480
and then one night

2120
01:25:18,550 --> 01:25:14,560
i'm you know i i get ready for bed

2121
01:25:21,590 --> 01:25:18,560
and i'm laying down and i see

2122
01:25:24,470 --> 01:25:21,600
a bright white light uh

2123
01:25:25,590 --> 01:25:24,480
light up my entire bedroom window and my

2124
01:25:28,550 --> 01:25:25,600
bedroom window

2125
01:25:29,990 --> 01:25:28,560
went the length of my entire room and i

2126
01:25:33,750 --> 01:25:30,000
lived in a cul-de-sac

2127
01:25:36,070 --> 01:25:33,760
and the only way lights would ever

2128
01:25:36,950 --> 01:25:36,080
shine on my window is when my mother

2129
01:25:39,669 --> 01:25:36,960
would

2130
01:25:39,990 --> 01:25:39,679
pull her car and to the front we had a

2131
01:25:43,189 --> 01:25:40,000
big

2132
01:25:44,790 --> 01:25:43,199
rv that blocked half of the driveway and

2133
01:25:46,629 --> 01:25:44,800
we lived at the end of the cul-de-sac so

2134
01:25:48,470 --> 01:25:46,639
when her car was parked there

2135
01:25:50,390 --> 01:25:48,480
there's no way that any lights even

2136
01:25:51,189 --> 01:25:50,400
someone coming into our cul-de-sac just

2137
01:25:53,510 --> 01:25:51,199
to make

2138
01:25:55,110 --> 01:25:53,520
you know turn around i know what that

2139
01:25:55,910 --> 01:25:55,120
looked like i'd been in that room for

2140
01:25:58,229 --> 01:25:55,920
years

2141
01:25:59,590 --> 01:25:58,239
but my entire bedroom window lit up

2142
01:26:03,510 --> 01:25:59,600
bright white

2143
01:26:06,310 --> 01:26:03,520
and being where i was at where i lived

2144
01:26:07,030 --> 01:26:06,320
helicopters every couple days i'd hear

2145
01:26:08,470 --> 01:26:07,040
him

2146
01:26:10,390 --> 01:26:08,480
and you know searching for someone we're

2147
01:26:12,390 --> 01:26:10,400
on that border where torrent speedies

2148
01:26:13,750 --> 01:26:12,400
you know trying to keep out the gangs

2149
01:26:15,030 --> 01:26:13,760
and there's always a lot of activity

2150
01:26:16,790 --> 01:26:15,040
where i lived

2151
01:26:18,629 --> 01:26:16,800
and you know i know exactly what a

2152
01:26:20,229 --> 01:26:18,639
helicopter sounds like and every once in

2153
01:26:22,229 --> 01:26:20,239
a while yeah the searchlight

2154
01:26:24,070 --> 01:26:22,239
would end up coming over my house but it

2155
01:26:25,830 --> 01:26:24,080
wasn't that often it would happen every

2156
01:26:27,990 --> 01:26:25,840
once in a great while

2157
01:26:28,870 --> 01:26:28,000
but you know i know what that experience

2158
01:26:31,990 --> 01:26:28,880
was like

2159
01:26:34,790 --> 01:26:32,000
and my entire bedroom window

2160
01:26:36,149 --> 01:26:34,800
lit up bright white and i remember just

2161
01:26:39,350 --> 01:26:36,159
laughing to myself

2162
01:26:41,430 --> 01:26:39,360
and going oh it must be ufo

2163
01:26:43,430 --> 01:26:41,440
and again i still thought that they were

2164
01:26:44,310 --> 01:26:43,440
just cartoons made for kids at this

2165
01:26:47,830 --> 01:26:44,320
point

2166
01:26:51,110 --> 01:26:47,840
but i went to sleep and

2167
01:26:54,229 --> 01:26:51,120
i could you know hear and have family

2168
01:26:57,669 --> 01:26:54,239
in uh the other parts of the house when

2169
01:26:58,709 --> 01:26:57,679
my bedroom window lit up so i know i

2170
01:27:00,709 --> 01:26:58,719
wasn't asleep

2171
01:27:02,390 --> 01:27:00,719
when that happened i could hear them

2172
01:27:05,750 --> 01:27:02,400
doing whatever they were doing

2173
01:27:09,830 --> 01:27:05,760
and so i go to sleep that night and

2174
01:27:12,550 --> 01:27:09,840
i wake up because i feel

2175
01:27:14,550 --> 01:27:12,560
i feel i felt a breeze i felt wind

2176
01:27:16,229 --> 01:27:14,560
coming from the left side of me

2177
01:27:17,990 --> 01:27:16,239
and my eyes were closed i start reaching

2178
01:27:20,950 --> 01:27:18,000
with for whatever reason i

2179
01:27:21,910 --> 01:27:20,960
reach over the the left side of my body

2180
01:27:24,229 --> 01:27:21,920
with my right hand

2181
01:27:25,350 --> 01:27:24,239
and i'm like searching for my blanket

2182
01:27:26,870 --> 01:27:25,360
because i'm cold

2183
01:27:28,870 --> 01:27:26,880
i'm just trying to find my blanket and

2184
01:27:31,270 --> 01:27:28,880
pull it back over me

2185
01:27:31,990 --> 01:27:31,280
and i can't feel it so i start searching

2186
01:27:34,310 --> 01:27:32,000
with my left arm

2187
01:27:35,110 --> 01:27:34,320
so i can reach a little bit further and

2188
01:27:37,350 --> 01:27:35,120
i can't

2189
01:27:38,950 --> 01:27:37,360
you know feel my bed or anything and i

2190
01:27:40,229 --> 01:27:38,960
feel a breeze come across me again my

2191
01:27:43,430 --> 01:27:40,239
eyes are still closed

2192
01:27:45,350 --> 01:27:43,440
so i open my eyes and as i'm opening my

2193
01:27:47,830 --> 01:27:45,360
eyes

2194
01:27:49,510 --> 01:27:47,840
as a kid i always had the crust in the

2195
01:27:52,790 --> 01:27:49,520
corner of my eyes and i remember it

2196
01:27:53,430 --> 01:27:52,800
hurting corner my eyes hurt but i opened

2197
01:27:56,870 --> 01:27:53,440
them up

2198
01:27:59,590 --> 01:27:56,880
and i'm you know starting straight ahead

2199
01:28:00,070 --> 01:27:59,600
and i had a bunk bed so when i opened my

2200
01:28:02,470 --> 01:28:00,080
eyes

2201
01:28:04,470 --> 01:28:02,480
anytime i would see the bottom the white

2202
01:28:06,709 --> 01:28:04,480
bottom of my bunk bed the white bars

2203
01:28:07,830 --> 01:28:06,719
and the mattress was what wrapped in

2204
01:28:10,629 --> 01:28:07,840
this allergic

2205
01:28:11,590 --> 01:28:10,639
thing my mom was very cautious about my

2206
01:28:13,910 --> 01:28:11,600
allergies

2207
01:28:14,870 --> 01:28:13,920
so it was all white whenever i would

2208
01:28:17,030 --> 01:28:14,880
open my eyes in the

2209
01:28:18,790 --> 01:28:17,040
night looking at my bunk bed and it was

2210
01:28:21,350 --> 01:28:18,800
pitch black

2211
01:28:22,950 --> 01:28:21,360
so i'm a little confused i'm like

2212
01:28:23,830 --> 01:28:22,960
wondering why i'm not seeing the bottom

2213
01:28:26,149 --> 01:28:23,840
of my bunk bed

2214
01:28:28,070 --> 01:28:26,159
i start looking around and i feel a

2215
01:28:30,870 --> 01:28:28,080
breeze again come off the left

2216
01:28:31,430 --> 01:28:30,880
across the left side of my body and then

2217
01:28:34,950 --> 01:28:31,440
i look

2218
01:28:38,310 --> 01:28:34,960
down and i realize

2219
01:28:41,270 --> 01:28:38,320
i'm in mid air above my house

2220
01:28:43,189 --> 01:28:41,280
and you know my mind didn't know to

2221
01:28:46,390 --> 01:28:43,199
think at first

2222
01:28:47,590 --> 01:28:46,400
but i feel the wind come across my body

2223
01:28:51,350 --> 01:28:47,600
again you know i thought i was dreaming

2224
01:28:53,350 --> 01:28:51,360
but feeling the wind and feeling cold

2225
01:28:54,470 --> 01:28:53,360
my mind started racing and i'm just

2226
01:28:55,910 --> 01:28:54,480
thinking like i

2227
01:28:58,950 --> 01:28:55,920
why am i i don't know why i'm up here

2228
01:29:01,350 --> 01:28:58,960
i'm gonna fall i can't fly i'm gonna die

2229
01:29:03,030 --> 01:29:01,360
and my heart starts pounding in my chest

2230
01:29:06,070 --> 01:29:03,040
and

2231
01:29:08,550 --> 01:29:06,080
i once heard that uh whole you know

2232
01:29:09,110 --> 01:29:08,560
race horses will run into their heart

2233
01:29:10,550 --> 01:29:09,120
bursts

2234
01:29:12,229 --> 01:29:10,560
my heart was pounding so hard that it

2235
01:29:13,590 --> 01:29:12,239
felt like my heart was gonna burst in my

2236
01:29:16,629 --> 01:29:13,600
chest

2237
01:29:19,189 --> 01:29:16,639
and i was like at that point where i

2238
01:29:22,070 --> 01:29:19,199
thought i was literally just gonna die

2239
01:29:23,270 --> 01:29:22,080
and this overwhelming sense of calm

2240
01:29:27,350 --> 01:29:23,280
comes over me

2241
01:29:30,790 --> 01:29:27,360
and i knock out the next

2242
01:29:35,030 --> 01:29:30,800
series of events i was awake

2243
01:29:37,590 --> 01:29:35,040
for what seemed like 20 to 40 seconds

2244
01:29:39,430 --> 01:29:37,600
for each of these times that i end up

2245
01:29:42,070 --> 01:29:39,440
waking up after this but

2246
01:29:43,030 --> 01:29:42,080
next thing i remember uh i remember

2247
01:29:44,629 --> 01:29:43,040
waking up from

2248
01:29:47,189 --> 01:29:44,639
feeling a lot of pain sorry my dog's

2249
01:29:50,470 --> 01:29:47,199
trying to get up on me

2250
01:29:50,950 --> 01:29:50,480
um but i i felt a lot of pain it felt

2251
01:29:53,990 --> 01:29:50,960
like

2252
01:29:54,790 --> 01:29:54,000
there was a two-pronged instrument in my

2253
01:29:57,990 --> 01:29:54,800
lower

2254
01:30:01,510 --> 01:29:58,000
abdomen um being shoved

2255
01:30:05,510 --> 01:30:01,520
into me and i wake up my

2256
01:30:08,070 --> 01:30:05,520
back is arching from the pain and

2257
01:30:09,510 --> 01:30:08,080
my eyes were shut the entire time uh not

2258
01:30:09,910 --> 01:30:09,520
the entire time i ended up opening them

2259
01:30:12,709 --> 01:30:09,920
but

2260
01:30:14,550 --> 01:30:12,719
my eyes were shut and you know just

2261
01:30:17,430 --> 01:30:14,560
intense intense pain

2262
01:30:18,950 --> 01:30:17,440
and i felt it you know being slowly

2263
01:30:21,910 --> 01:30:18,960
shoved into me

2264
01:30:24,470 --> 01:30:21,920
and when my back arched after a few

2265
01:30:27,750 --> 01:30:24,480
seconds whatever it was doing it stopped

2266
01:30:29,270 --> 01:30:27,760
and the pain kind of you know subsided

2267
01:30:30,310 --> 01:30:29,280
along with it and i was able to calm

2268
01:30:33,189 --> 01:30:30,320
down

2269
01:30:34,709 --> 01:30:33,199
and i opened my eyes and again

2270
01:30:36,790 --> 01:30:34,719
everything was white

2271
01:30:38,310 --> 01:30:36,800
and it took me a second to try to

2272
01:30:39,750 --> 01:30:38,320
acclimate myself a little bit because of

2273
01:30:43,270 --> 01:30:39,760
the intense pain i was just

2274
01:30:45,030 --> 01:30:43,280
feeling but when i was trying to

2275
01:30:47,110 --> 01:30:45,040
you know look around i realized my

2276
01:30:49,270 --> 01:30:47,120
vision was blurry and it was like

2277
01:30:50,229 --> 01:30:49,280
having water in your eyes you you know

2278
01:30:53,910 --> 01:30:50,239
blink

2279
01:30:56,229 --> 01:30:53,920
to clear my vision

2280
01:30:57,910 --> 01:30:56,239
and while i'm doing that i realize that

2281
01:30:58,390 --> 01:30:57,920
it looks like there's the shape of a

2282
01:31:01,270 --> 01:30:58,400
face

2283
01:31:02,229 --> 01:31:01,280
above me but it you know i couldn't see

2284
01:31:04,870 --> 01:31:02,239
any details

2285
01:31:06,470 --> 01:31:04,880
uh is just the outline i could see but

2286
01:31:09,110 --> 01:31:06,480
the head looked

2287
01:31:09,510 --> 01:31:09,120
larger than i was expecting and i just

2288
01:31:12,550 --> 01:31:09,520
kept

2289
01:31:13,669 --> 01:31:12,560
blinking trying to get a clear focus on

2290
01:31:16,950 --> 01:31:13,679
whatever it was

2291
01:31:21,590 --> 01:31:16,960
in front of me and while i'm

2292
01:31:24,070 --> 01:31:21,600
doing that uh it starts to shove

2293
01:31:25,510 --> 01:31:24,080
whatever instrument back into my body

2294
01:31:28,149 --> 01:31:25,520
and again the pain

2295
01:31:28,950 --> 01:31:28,159
continues and the you know the more it

2296
01:31:30,310 --> 01:31:28,960
shows in

2297
01:31:32,870 --> 01:31:30,320
i don't want to interact i just want to

2298
01:31:34,470 --> 01:31:32,880
clarify so you were basically observing

2299
01:31:35,830 --> 01:31:34,480
what was happening to you while your

2300
01:31:39,270 --> 01:31:35,840
body was still in bed

2301
01:31:42,790 --> 01:31:39,280
but yet you could feel the physical pain

2302
01:31:45,910 --> 01:31:42,800
no i was physically there from

2303
01:31:49,030 --> 01:31:45,920
what the experience was like got it um

2304
01:31:52,149 --> 01:31:49,040
yeah so i

2305
01:31:54,709 --> 01:31:52,159
uh the the other thing

2306
01:31:56,310 --> 01:31:54,719
kept shoving the instrument in me i

2307
01:31:59,350 --> 01:31:56,320
knock out though

2308
01:32:02,709 --> 01:31:59,360
and then i wake up

2309
01:32:04,229 --> 01:32:02,719
and i remember just the first thing i

2310
01:32:06,709 --> 01:32:04,239
remember was

2311
01:32:07,270 --> 01:32:06,719
it felt like a cold metal table that i

2312
01:32:11,110 --> 01:32:07,280
was

2313
01:32:13,669 --> 01:32:11,120
laying on and this that sense

2314
01:32:14,470 --> 01:32:13,679
of being on a cold metal table i was

2315
01:32:17,430 --> 01:32:14,480
like okay

2316
01:32:18,470 --> 01:32:17,440
you know i felt groggy i felt extremely

2317
01:32:21,910 --> 01:32:18,480
tired

2318
01:32:24,229 --> 01:32:21,920
and um

2319
01:32:25,669 --> 01:32:24,239
i i was i started looking around for

2320
01:32:27,590 --> 01:32:25,679
signs that

2321
01:32:29,189 --> 01:32:27,600
i'm in the doctor's office so i don't

2322
01:32:29,750 --> 01:32:29,199
know why but i always look to my right

2323
01:32:31,189 --> 01:32:29,760
first

2324
01:32:33,510 --> 01:32:31,199
and i think it's probably because that's

2325
01:32:35,990 --> 01:32:33,520
the side i would get off on my bed

2326
01:32:37,590 --> 01:32:36,000
when i would wake up so instinctively i

2327
01:32:40,629 --> 01:32:37,600
would just always look to my right

2328
01:32:43,350 --> 01:32:40,639
and i never i didn't see anything

2329
01:32:45,750 --> 01:32:43,360
i start looking over to my left and it

2330
01:32:49,030 --> 01:32:45,760
seemed like there's a table

2331
01:32:50,310 --> 01:32:49,040
or some kind of thing in between

2332
01:32:52,470 --> 01:32:50,320
you know me and whatever's in the

2333
01:32:55,510 --> 01:32:52,480
distance and i'm like looking at that

2334
01:32:56,149 --> 01:32:55,520
and my eyes are my vision's going up and

2335
01:32:59,669 --> 01:32:56,159
i realize

2336
01:33:01,590 --> 01:32:59,679
there are four or five people

2337
01:33:02,870 --> 01:33:01,600
you know again i couldn't see details it

2338
01:33:06,830 --> 01:33:02,880
was the same

2339
01:33:09,030 --> 01:33:06,840
deal with my eyes being blurry

2340
01:33:10,070 --> 01:33:09,040
and it looked like there were four or

2341
01:33:12,950 --> 01:33:10,080
five people

2342
01:33:13,910 --> 01:33:12,960
just standing side by side all you know

2343
01:33:17,270 --> 01:33:13,920
i couldn't see their

2344
01:33:19,189 --> 01:33:17,280
details or features at all um but it

2345
01:33:22,550 --> 01:33:19,199
seemed like they're all staring at me

2346
01:33:23,990 --> 01:33:22,560
and i'm like okay i'm like look still

2347
01:33:24,950 --> 01:33:24,000
looking for evidence that i'm in the

2348
01:33:28,790 --> 01:33:24,960
doctor's office

2349
01:33:31,910 --> 01:33:28,800
and the figure on the furthest right

2350
01:33:34,470 --> 01:33:31,920
as i was looking at it before my eyes

2351
01:33:38,229 --> 01:33:34,480
you know my vision was blurry

2352
01:33:40,310 --> 01:33:38,239
the you know body of it it formed into a

2353
01:33:43,510 --> 01:33:40,320
lab coat a white doctor's lab coat

2354
01:33:44,870 --> 01:33:43,520
and i went oh okay i guess i'm i am in

2355
01:33:46,149 --> 01:33:44,880
the doctor's office again i felt

2356
01:33:48,830 --> 01:33:46,159
extremely groggy

2357
01:33:50,709 --> 01:33:48,840
and then if i just kind of like knocked

2358
01:33:54,070 --> 01:33:50,719
out next

2359
01:33:58,149 --> 01:33:54,080
and last thing i remember i wake up

2360
01:34:01,270 --> 01:33:58,159
and i am standing up and my head is

2361
01:34:03,910 --> 01:34:01,280
45 degrees forward there's

2362
01:34:05,430 --> 01:34:03,920
nothing physically holding me but in

2363
01:34:05,990 --> 01:34:05,440
none of the instances i should have

2364
01:34:08,790 --> 01:34:06,000
mentioned

2365
01:34:10,310 --> 01:34:08,800
i couldn't move my body um in all the

2366
01:34:10,870 --> 01:34:10,320
other instances i was able to move my

2367
01:34:12,149 --> 01:34:10,880
head

2368
01:34:13,830 --> 01:34:12,159
i couldn't move the rest of my body but

2369
01:34:14,709 --> 01:34:13,840
my head i was usually always able to

2370
01:34:17,350 --> 01:34:14,719
move

2371
01:34:19,270 --> 01:34:17,360
this time when i'm standing up my head's

2372
01:34:22,629 --> 01:34:19,280
tilted 45 degrees forward

2373
01:34:24,629 --> 01:34:22,639
i can't move my head and if anyone's

2374
01:34:26,550 --> 01:34:24,639
ever seen the minority report

2375
01:34:29,189 --> 01:34:26,560
whenever i think of this experience i

2376
01:34:30,629 --> 01:34:29,199
always think of tom cruise when he's

2377
01:34:33,189 --> 01:34:30,639
you know stuck in that thing and his

2378
01:34:33,750 --> 01:34:33,199
eyes are uh you know about to get taken

2379
01:34:35,350 --> 01:34:33,760
out

2380
01:34:37,350 --> 01:34:35,360
and he's just looking around that's kind

2381
01:34:38,390 --> 01:34:37,360
of what i was doing i'm just kind of

2382
01:34:40,870 --> 01:34:38,400
looking around

2383
01:34:42,070 --> 01:34:40,880
trying to figure out what's going on and

2384
01:34:44,470 --> 01:34:42,080
i couldn't see anything

2385
01:34:46,629 --> 01:34:44,480
anything again everything's white can't

2386
01:34:50,470 --> 01:34:46,639
can't even see where the floor is

2387
01:34:51,109 --> 01:34:50,480
and i was consciously aware for the

2388
01:34:53,350 --> 01:34:51,119
longest

2389
01:34:55,430 --> 01:34:53,360
for this and i was probably awake for

2390
01:34:58,390 --> 01:34:55,440
about 40 seconds

2391
01:34:59,910 --> 01:34:58,400
before i start feeling and the closest

2392
01:35:01,030 --> 01:34:59,920
description i can really give is it felt

2393
01:35:03,430 --> 01:35:01,040
like a red hot

2394
01:35:04,149 --> 01:35:03,440
ball being shoved into the back of my

2395
01:35:08,310 --> 01:35:04,159
neck

2396
01:35:09,030 --> 01:35:08,320
and this ex this experience was the

2397
01:35:11,270 --> 01:35:09,040
weirdest

2398
01:35:12,310 --> 01:35:11,280
because when i closed my eyes from the

2399
01:35:14,390 --> 01:35:12,320
pain

2400
01:35:16,229 --> 01:35:14,400
when i opened my eyes back up i was

2401
01:35:21,109 --> 01:35:16,239
immediately back in my bed

2402
01:35:23,510 --> 01:35:21,119
i was in my room i didn't feel any

2403
01:35:24,870 --> 01:35:23,520
passage of knocking out waking back up

2404
01:35:28,229 --> 01:35:24,880
it was just like

2405
01:35:30,470 --> 01:35:28,239
i was there in the ship

2406
01:35:31,669 --> 01:35:30,480
and then it immediately it felt like i

2407
01:35:32,709 --> 01:35:31,679
was back in my bed just

2408
01:35:34,070 --> 01:35:32,719
shutting my eyes from the paint and

2409
01:35:35,270 --> 01:35:34,080
opening them back up i was immediately

2410
01:35:38,629 --> 01:35:35,280
back in my room

2411
01:35:40,229 --> 01:35:38,639
so you know the first thing i did i put

2412
01:35:41,990 --> 01:35:40,239
my hand to the back of my neck to

2413
01:35:43,430 --> 01:35:42,000
see you know i assumed there would be a

2414
01:35:44,709 --> 01:35:43,440
wound so i put

2415
01:35:46,629 --> 01:35:44,719
my hand to the back of my neck to see if

2416
01:35:47,189 --> 01:35:46,639
i was bleeding and i didn't see any

2417
01:35:50,229 --> 01:35:47,199
blood

2418
01:35:52,070 --> 01:35:50,239
and it wasn't hurting at all so i start

2419
01:35:53,830 --> 01:35:52,080
calming down i'm like wow you know that

2420
01:35:55,669 --> 01:35:53,840
was a very intense

2421
01:35:57,750 --> 01:35:55,679
dream and as soon as i have those

2422
01:35:59,510 --> 01:35:57,760
thoughts the pain in that spot where

2423
01:36:01,510 --> 01:35:59,520
it was being shoved by in the back of my

2424
01:36:03,750 --> 01:36:01,520
neck it just goes off

2425
01:36:05,350 --> 01:36:03,760
where that pain intensity level you know

2426
01:36:06,790 --> 01:36:05,360
like when you start getting a pinch

2427
01:36:08,629 --> 01:36:06,800
and it hurts a little bit it hurts more

2428
01:36:11,109 --> 01:36:08,639
and more right it didn't feel like

2429
01:36:12,310 --> 01:36:11,119
the pain just started it felt like it

2430
01:36:13,910 --> 01:36:12,320
continued

2431
01:36:16,229 --> 01:36:13,920
like that pain threshold it felt like it

2432
01:36:17,350 --> 01:36:16,239
continued from where i guess was on the

2433
01:36:20,390 --> 01:36:17,360
ship

2434
01:36:21,030 --> 01:36:20,400
and it went they lasted for about 10-15

2435
01:36:23,109 --> 01:36:21,040
seconds

2436
01:36:24,629 --> 01:36:23,119
i tried to scream because i could hear

2437
01:36:27,510 --> 01:36:24,639
my grandfather

2438
01:36:29,510 --> 01:36:27,520
doing stuff in the kitchen and i tried

2439
01:36:32,870 --> 01:36:29,520
to scream but it was

2440
01:36:37,030 --> 01:36:32,880
so painful that i couldn't i i

2441
01:36:40,550 --> 01:36:37,040
no sound came came out of my mouth and

2442
01:36:43,990 --> 01:36:40,560
that ended up being my

2443
01:36:45,189 --> 01:36:44,000
abduction experience um and what was

2444
01:36:47,910 --> 01:36:45,199
this again

2445
01:36:49,030 --> 01:36:47,920
how old were you do you remember i was

2446
01:36:51,030 --> 01:36:49,040
in fifth grade

2447
01:36:52,070 --> 01:36:51,040
okay i was in the fifth grade and

2448
01:36:54,870 --> 01:36:52,080
actually

2449
01:36:57,109 --> 01:36:54,880
it took me a while to realize but

2450
01:36:59,510 --> 01:36:57,119
following my abduction experience

2451
01:37:00,629 --> 01:36:59,520
all of the supernatural experiences i

2452
01:37:02,229 --> 01:37:00,639
had ever had

2453
01:37:03,750 --> 01:37:02,239
on a normal regular basis they all

2454
01:37:09,510 --> 01:37:03,760
stopped

2455
01:37:10,790 --> 01:37:09,520
experiences at night that i was always

2456
01:37:12,070 --> 01:37:10,800
having for years they just suddenly

2457
01:37:15,270 --> 01:37:12,080
stopped

2458
01:37:17,669 --> 01:37:15,280
and nothing weird happened until

2459
01:37:18,790 --> 01:37:17,679
eighth grade when sorry i need to let my

2460
01:37:20,629 --> 01:37:18,800
dogs out

2461
01:37:22,229 --> 01:37:20,639
nothing happened until i was in the

2462
01:37:25,430 --> 01:37:22,239
eighth grade

2463
01:37:30,229 --> 01:37:25,440
and it was a week before my

2464
01:37:36,310 --> 01:37:33,590
i was getting ready for bed and

2465
01:37:37,910 --> 01:37:36,320
that familiar feeling of the shadow

2466
01:37:41,350 --> 01:37:37,920
person being there

2467
01:37:43,109 --> 01:37:41,360
it i started to feel it again and

2468
01:37:44,470 --> 01:37:43,119
the the first thoughts that came in my

2469
01:37:46,870 --> 01:37:44,480
head was no

2470
01:37:48,390 --> 01:37:46,880
that was a little kid fear and i'm not a

2471
01:37:52,149 --> 01:37:48,400
little kid anymore

2472
01:37:54,550 --> 01:37:52,159
so i start i try to ignore it and i just

2473
01:37:55,910 --> 01:37:54,560
i get ready for bed i get under my

2474
01:37:58,870 --> 01:37:55,920
covers and i'm

2475
01:38:00,310 --> 01:37:58,880
still sitting up but oh one of the other

2476
01:38:02,149 --> 01:38:00,320
things i forgot to mention

2477
01:38:04,070 --> 01:38:02,159
my blankets getting dragged off of me

2478
01:38:04,950 --> 01:38:04,080
that was one of the regular crunches i

2479
01:38:07,590 --> 01:38:04,960
would always have

2480
01:38:08,390 --> 01:38:07,600
and this was happening again i'm sitting

2481
01:38:10,870 --> 01:38:08,400
there

2482
01:38:12,470 --> 01:38:10,880
staring at my blankets on my lap and

2483
01:38:16,550 --> 01:38:12,480
they're just slowly

2484
01:38:19,350 --> 01:38:16,560
moving down and i'm you know

2485
01:38:21,030 --> 01:38:19,360
feeling a little scared but i'm in

2486
01:38:23,510 --> 01:38:21,040
eighth grade now i'm like you know

2487
01:38:25,830 --> 01:38:23,520
i'm i'm not afraid i'm not gonna you

2488
01:38:28,390 --> 01:38:25,840
know let myself fall into that again

2489
01:38:29,430 --> 01:38:28,400
so i'm just being logical and i'm like

2490
01:38:32,470 --> 01:38:29,440
okay

2491
01:38:34,550 --> 01:38:32,480
the excess you know um

2492
01:38:35,910 --> 01:38:34,560
comforter that's hanging off the edge

2493
01:38:37,750 --> 01:38:35,920
the foot of my bed

2494
01:38:39,510 --> 01:38:37,760
is you know because i flopped my

2495
01:38:40,709 --> 01:38:39,520
blankets over it you know shifted the

2496
01:38:41,270 --> 01:38:40,719
weight or something and it's just

2497
01:38:44,390 --> 01:38:41,280
dragging

2498
01:38:46,790 --> 01:38:44,400
of my bed

2499
01:38:47,669 --> 01:38:46,800
and i fold whatever's hanging off i just

2500
01:38:50,870 --> 01:38:47,679
fold it up

2501
01:38:53,750 --> 01:38:50,880
on onto the top of my bed and i'm like

2502
01:38:57,189 --> 01:38:53,760
alright so i get back under my

2503
01:38:59,510 --> 01:38:57,199
comforter i fluff it back on top of me

2504
01:39:00,390 --> 01:38:59,520
and you know how comforters take a while

2505
01:39:03,030 --> 01:39:00,400
to uh

2506
01:39:03,669 --> 01:39:03,040
for the air to come out of it right i

2507
01:39:06,149 --> 01:39:03,679
just remember

2508
01:39:07,750 --> 01:39:06,159
it i'm a little kid right so my

2509
01:39:09,510 --> 01:39:07,760
comforter is like

2510
01:39:11,350 --> 01:39:09,520
all the way up to my eyes and it's just

2511
01:39:12,870 --> 01:39:11,360
barely going below my eye level

2512
01:39:14,629 --> 01:39:12,880
and i started feeling my blankets

2513
01:39:17,830 --> 01:39:14,639
dragging off of me again

2514
01:39:18,550 --> 01:39:17,840
i looked down and this time it like the

2515
01:39:20,470 --> 01:39:18,560
speed

2516
01:39:22,550 --> 01:39:20,480
the rate it seemed like it was dragging

2517
01:39:25,030 --> 01:39:22,560
off twice as fast

2518
01:39:26,470 --> 01:39:25,040
so i'm like sitting there just staring

2519
01:39:28,870 --> 01:39:26,480
at the blankets

2520
01:39:29,990 --> 01:39:28,880
slow you know slowly dragging off of me

2521
01:39:32,070 --> 01:39:30,000
and i'm like no

2522
01:39:33,990 --> 01:39:32,080
the comforter you know in my head i'm

2523
01:39:35,750 --> 01:39:34,000
like i'm still staring at my blanket but

2524
01:39:38,149 --> 01:39:35,760
i'm like imagining that the

2525
01:39:39,990 --> 01:39:38,159
comforter somehow you know came unfolded

2526
01:39:40,709 --> 01:39:40,000
and now it's dragging off me twice as

2527
01:39:42,550 --> 01:39:40,719
fast

2528
01:39:43,830 --> 01:39:42,560
so i'm trying to you know be logical

2529
01:39:46,070 --> 01:39:43,840
about this so

2530
01:39:48,149 --> 01:39:46,080
i look up at the foot of my bed and the

2531
01:39:50,550 --> 01:39:48,159
blankets are still folded up

2532
01:39:52,390 --> 01:39:50,560
i look back down in my lap and i'm just

2533
01:39:53,030 --> 01:39:52,400
doing this double take back and forth

2534
01:39:55,430 --> 01:39:53,040
and

2535
01:39:56,790 --> 01:39:55,440
you know my mind is racing i don't know

2536
01:39:59,350 --> 01:39:56,800
what to think so i just kind of

2537
01:39:59,910 --> 01:39:59,360
also do i put my both my hands on my

2538
01:40:03,109 --> 01:39:59,920
blank

2539
01:40:06,709 --> 01:40:03,119
on my comforter and i pull

2540
01:40:10,149 --> 01:40:06,719
and one of the scariest moments

2541
01:40:13,109 --> 01:40:10,159
i've ever had was during this

2542
01:40:14,709 --> 01:40:13,119
time feeling you know when if you grab a

2543
01:40:15,590 --> 01:40:14,719
blanket and someone pulls on it you can

2544
01:40:18,390 --> 01:40:15,600
kind of tell

2545
01:40:18,790 --> 01:40:18,400
where they're pulling from and it felt

2546
01:40:20,629 --> 01:40:18,800
like

2547
01:40:22,470 --> 01:40:20,639
whatever was pulling back on my blanket

2548
01:40:23,590 --> 01:40:22,480
it felt like its hands were directly in

2549
01:40:26,950 --> 01:40:23,600
front of mine

2550
01:40:30,070 --> 01:40:26,960
and again pulled twice as hard as i did

2551
01:40:31,270 --> 01:40:30,080
and you know now i'm freaking out and at

2552
01:40:34,870 --> 01:40:31,280
this point

2553
01:40:37,270 --> 01:40:34,880
um i kind of whenever i would get

2554
01:40:38,950 --> 01:40:37,280
scared i just kind of flip into anger

2555
01:40:42,870 --> 01:40:38,960
because as a little child

2556
01:40:44,070 --> 01:40:42,880
i learned um that when i'm angry i don't

2557
01:40:46,070 --> 01:40:44,080
feel scared

2558
01:40:47,189 --> 01:40:46,080
and this is kind of something that i

2559
01:40:50,550 --> 01:40:47,199
ended up doing

2560
01:40:53,750 --> 01:40:50,560
having a violent father growing up and

2561
01:40:57,350 --> 01:40:53,760
um i start getting angry

2562
01:40:58,950 --> 01:40:57,360
so i go to the foot of my bed and i

2563
01:41:00,470 --> 01:40:58,960
try to punch whatever's there you know

2564
01:41:02,470 --> 01:41:00,480
again i don't see anything

2565
01:41:03,750 --> 01:41:02,480
i'm feeling kind of dumb while i'm doing

2566
01:41:07,510 --> 01:41:03,760
this but

2567
01:41:10,229 --> 01:41:07,520
i swing three times and

2568
01:41:10,950 --> 01:41:10,239
i'm staring at the like foot or so of

2569
01:41:14,390 --> 01:41:10,960
space

2570
01:41:16,310 --> 01:41:14,400
of nothing you know there and

2571
01:41:17,669 --> 01:41:16,320
i'm on again i'm on my knees because i

2572
01:41:19,109 --> 01:41:17,679
have a bunk bed so

2573
01:41:21,109 --> 01:41:19,119
i'm on my knees and i'm just kind of

2574
01:41:22,950 --> 01:41:21,119
like

2575
01:41:24,310 --> 01:41:22,960
there after i swing and i'm trying to

2576
01:41:26,950 --> 01:41:24,320
calm down

2577
01:41:27,990 --> 01:41:26,960
and i'm like okay you know i don't know

2578
01:41:29,910 --> 01:41:28,000
how

2579
01:41:31,910 --> 01:41:29,920
my blankets are dragging off i you know

2580
01:41:33,669 --> 01:41:31,920
my mind was still racing but i'm calming

2581
01:41:36,790 --> 01:41:33,679
down

2582
01:41:39,030 --> 01:41:36,800
and as i start to turn

2583
01:41:39,910 --> 01:41:39,040
to try to just get back in to bed and go

2584
01:41:43,910 --> 01:41:39,920
to sleep

2585
01:41:46,390 --> 01:41:43,920
at the corner of my eye from my closet

2586
01:41:47,669 --> 01:41:46,400
the darkest part of my room lowest

2587
01:41:51,109 --> 01:41:47,679
vibration

2588
01:41:52,470 --> 01:41:51,119
um i see it look you know like

2589
01:41:54,629 --> 01:41:52,480
if you ever watch harry potter look like

2590
01:41:56,470 --> 01:41:54,639
a dementor flying

2591
01:41:57,990 --> 01:41:56,480
horizontally towards me his body is

2592
01:42:00,870 --> 01:41:58,000
horizontal at first

2593
01:42:01,830 --> 01:42:00,880
and it just looks like black smoke but

2594
01:42:05,669 --> 01:42:01,840
in the shape of

2595
01:42:09,669 --> 01:42:05,679
a somewhat solid kind of shape

2596
01:42:11,510 --> 01:42:09,679
and it stops in pretty much the center

2597
01:42:15,189 --> 01:42:11,520
of my room

2598
01:42:16,229 --> 01:42:15,199
and i'm just stuck like a frozen deer in

2599
01:42:18,709 --> 01:42:16,239
the headlights

2600
01:42:19,910 --> 01:42:18,719
and i can hear my grandmother and

2601
01:42:24,470 --> 01:42:19,920
grandfather

2602
01:42:25,910 --> 01:42:24,480
out in the dining room and

2603
01:42:28,709 --> 01:42:25,920
this thing is standing there and i'm

2604
01:42:31,189 --> 01:42:28,719
thinking about running to them but

2605
01:42:32,390 --> 01:42:31,199
you know my head my mind again is racing

2606
01:42:35,189 --> 01:42:32,400
i know this thing

2607
01:42:37,189 --> 01:42:35,199
it physically pulled on my blankets so

2608
01:42:39,990 --> 01:42:37,199
i'm thinking about running through it

2609
01:42:41,590 --> 01:42:40,000
but in my mind again i did martial arts

2610
01:42:43,750 --> 01:42:41,600
from time i was five so

2611
01:42:45,350 --> 01:42:43,760
i imagine it like stopping me so i'm

2612
01:42:47,189 --> 01:42:45,360
like oh i punch it and i

2613
01:42:48,390 --> 01:42:47,199
picture it breaking my arm i try to kick

2614
01:42:50,149 --> 01:42:48,400
it it breaks my legs so i'm like i'm

2615
01:42:51,510 --> 01:42:50,159
just stuck i don't know what to do

2616
01:42:53,430 --> 01:42:51,520
trying to figure out what i'm going to

2617
01:42:56,470 --> 01:42:53,440
do and

2618
01:42:59,750 --> 01:42:56,480
i ended up resorting back to when i was

2619
01:43:00,229 --> 01:42:59,760
in you know fifth grade and my blankets

2620
01:43:01,510 --> 01:43:00,239
are going

2621
01:43:02,870 --> 01:43:01,520
over my head because i'm getting back

2622
01:43:04,470 --> 01:43:02,880
under my covers i didn't know what else

2623
01:43:07,510 --> 01:43:04,480
to do

2624
01:43:08,149 --> 01:43:07,520
and actually i needed to backtrack a

2625
01:43:11,510 --> 01:43:08,159
little bit

2626
01:43:13,270 --> 01:43:11,520
it was just kind of there in my

2627
01:43:15,109 --> 01:43:13,280
in the middle of my room kind of just

2628
01:43:18,470 --> 01:43:15,119
staring at me

2629
01:43:20,950 --> 01:43:18,480
and it physically disappeared i saw it

2630
01:43:23,270 --> 01:43:20,960
physically disappear but i could still

2631
01:43:24,229 --> 01:43:23,280
feel its presence even though i saw it

2632
01:43:27,750 --> 01:43:24,239
this way i could still

2633
01:43:30,870 --> 01:43:27,760
feel it and that made me want

2634
01:43:31,750 --> 01:43:30,880
to run to my bedroom door and get out of

2635
01:43:34,790 --> 01:43:31,760
there to go

2636
01:43:35,910 --> 01:43:34,800
get to my family but the fact i could

2637
01:43:38,790 --> 01:43:35,920
still feel its presence

2638
01:43:41,030 --> 01:43:38,800
that was the reason i just ended up

2639
01:43:44,629 --> 01:43:41,040
getting back under my covers

2640
01:43:46,629 --> 01:43:44,639
and i'm under my covers and as i'm

2641
01:43:49,910 --> 01:43:46,639
pulling the blankets over my eyes

2642
01:43:53,669 --> 01:43:49,920
i see it reappearing by my feet about

2643
01:43:57,270 --> 01:43:53,679
two feet away from my bed it reappears

2644
01:44:00,310 --> 01:43:57,280
and i barely see it you know

2645
01:44:01,830 --> 01:44:00,320
reappearing as the blankets are coming

2646
01:44:05,109 --> 01:44:01,840
over my head

2647
01:44:05,669 --> 01:44:05,119
and i'm just you know all these memories

2648
01:44:08,310 --> 01:44:05,679
are come

2649
01:44:10,070 --> 01:44:08,320
flooding back from when i was younger

2650
01:44:12,149 --> 01:44:10,080
and my mind is racing

2651
01:44:13,109 --> 01:44:12,159
you know i don't know whether i'm losing

2652
01:44:15,350 --> 01:44:13,119
my mind

2653
01:44:16,229 --> 01:44:15,360
i don't know if i'm crazy you know here

2654
01:44:17,669 --> 01:44:16,239
growing up hearing

2655
01:44:19,510 --> 01:44:17,679
oh crazy people don't know that they're

2656
01:44:20,470 --> 01:44:19,520
crazy isn't that crazy you know that

2657
01:44:22,550 --> 01:44:20,480
stuff helped

2658
01:44:24,870 --> 01:44:22,560
so my mind is just racing i'm trying to

2659
01:44:29,430 --> 01:44:24,880
figure out how any of this is happening

2660
01:44:33,830 --> 01:44:31,990
this thing could hurt me if it wanted to

2661
01:44:36,310 --> 01:44:33,840
i've been under my blanket for a while

2662
01:44:37,430 --> 01:44:36,320
it's just a blanket and it's just

2663
01:44:39,510 --> 01:44:37,440
standing there

2664
01:44:41,669 --> 01:44:39,520
like it you know obviously it could pull

2665
01:44:43,830 --> 01:44:41,679
on my blanket so if i wanted to hurt me

2666
01:44:44,950 --> 01:44:43,840
it probably would have done that already

2667
01:44:48,310 --> 01:44:44,960
so i'm

2668
01:44:50,550 --> 01:44:48,320
starting to calm down and

2669
01:44:51,910 --> 01:44:50,560
while i'm calming down i start realizing

2670
01:44:54,149 --> 01:44:51,920
i think i can hear it

2671
01:44:55,430 --> 01:44:54,159
breathing and i'm like no no no my you

2672
01:44:56,149 --> 01:44:55,440
know i'm under my blanket i'm breathing

2673
01:44:59,189 --> 01:44:56,159
myself

2674
01:45:00,950 --> 01:44:59,199
the echo or something is just you know

2675
01:45:02,709 --> 01:45:00,960
freaking me out so i hold my breath and

2676
01:45:05,990 --> 01:45:02,719
i listen

2677
01:45:14,229 --> 01:45:06,000
and to the best of my

2678
01:45:17,270 --> 01:45:16,390
it basically just sounded like labored

2679
01:45:19,910 --> 01:45:17,280
struggled

2680
01:45:21,590 --> 01:45:19,920
breathing so i'm laying there i'm

2681
01:45:23,430 --> 01:45:21,600
hearing this i'm like okay

2682
01:45:24,709 --> 01:45:23,440
i'm actually hearing it it's coming from

2683
01:45:26,629 --> 01:45:24,719
outside my blanket

2684
01:45:28,149 --> 01:45:26,639
and i start peeking out from under the

2685
01:45:30,229 --> 01:45:28,159
covers and

2686
01:45:32,229 --> 01:45:30,239
the first thing i noticed was the shape

2687
01:45:34,790 --> 01:45:32,239
of its hat

2688
01:45:35,750 --> 01:45:34,800
and my first thoughts were why is a

2689
01:45:37,030 --> 01:45:35,760
ghost have

2690
01:45:39,109 --> 01:45:37,040
a hat you know that didn't really make

2691
01:45:41,350 --> 01:45:39,119
any sense to me but i'm

2692
01:45:42,950 --> 01:45:41,360
just kind of scanning it from top down

2693
01:45:45,510 --> 01:45:42,960
and

2694
01:45:46,550 --> 01:45:45,520
its arms you know look like if you just

2695
01:45:50,550 --> 01:45:46,560
google hatman

2696
01:45:53,910 --> 01:45:50,560
it looked just like those images and

2697
01:45:54,790 --> 01:45:53,920
as it got towards the ground i it got

2698
01:45:56,709 --> 01:45:54,800
too dark so i

2699
01:45:58,070 --> 01:45:56,719
didn't see feet or anything and my eyes

2700
01:46:01,510 --> 01:45:58,080
start going back up

2701
01:46:04,790 --> 01:46:01,520
gets to the face

2702
01:46:08,310 --> 01:46:04,800
and it took me a while to

2703
01:46:11,669 --> 01:46:08,320
realize it but it looked like there was

2704
01:46:12,229 --> 01:46:11,679
two red dots of floating pigment it

2705
01:46:14,390 --> 01:46:12,239
wasn't like

2706
01:46:15,669 --> 01:46:14,400
lights or anything it just looked like

2707
01:46:18,709 --> 01:46:15,679
floating pigment

2708
01:46:19,510 --> 01:46:18,719
right where the eyes would be and i

2709
01:46:22,310 --> 01:46:19,520
realized

2710
01:46:23,910 --> 01:46:22,320
okay you know maybe those are its eyes

2711
01:46:26,870 --> 01:46:23,920
and as soon as i thought that

2712
01:46:27,910 --> 01:46:26,880
its eyes disappeared for about two

2713
01:46:30,870 --> 01:46:27,920
seconds or so

2714
01:46:31,430 --> 01:46:30,880
and then the eyes appeared again and

2715
01:46:34,709 --> 01:46:31,440
from

2716
01:46:37,030 --> 01:46:34,719
bottom up it vanished into thin air

2717
01:46:38,470 --> 01:46:37,040
and what that left me with was the

2718
01:46:39,830 --> 01:46:38,480
impression because it looked like it was

2719
01:46:41,510 --> 01:46:39,840
wearing a hat

2720
01:46:43,270 --> 01:46:41,520
the impression it left me with was you

2721
01:46:45,669 --> 01:46:43,280
know when

2722
01:46:47,109 --> 01:46:45,679
when someone wearing a hat you know uh

2723
01:46:48,390 --> 01:46:47,119
got a courtesy they'll you know

2724
01:46:49,830 --> 01:46:48,400
sometimes tip their hat

2725
01:46:51,430 --> 01:46:49,840
to you to acknowledge you know hi

2726
01:46:54,390 --> 01:46:51,440
whatever

2727
01:46:55,830 --> 01:46:54,400
they're they're doing so the impression

2728
01:46:57,350 --> 01:46:55,840
left was that it was acknowledging like

2729
01:46:58,870 --> 01:46:57,360
as soon as i was looking into its eyes i

2730
01:47:00,470 --> 01:46:58,880
realized it was there it was like okay

2731
01:47:02,310 --> 01:47:00,480
i'm looking at you you're looking at me

2732
01:47:03,669 --> 01:47:02,320
we know that we're here and then it was

2733
01:47:06,709 --> 01:47:03,679
gone

2734
01:47:08,950 --> 01:47:06,719
and as a child

2735
01:47:12,070 --> 01:47:08,960
in eighth grade that was the last time i

2736
01:47:14,229 --> 01:47:12,080
experienced supernatural things you know

2737
01:47:16,709 --> 01:47:14,239
after my abduction that was the last

2738
01:47:19,910 --> 01:47:16,719
time until

2739
01:47:21,109 --> 01:47:19,920
i got into the military and that was

2740
01:47:24,550 --> 01:47:21,119
when

2741
01:47:28,149 --> 01:47:24,560
weird things started to occur again

2742
01:47:30,870 --> 01:47:28,159
i was in the coast guard and i was

2743
01:47:31,590 --> 01:47:30,880
my first duty station was in montauk new

2744
01:47:35,109 --> 01:47:31,600
york

2745
01:47:36,390 --> 01:47:35,119
and anyone familiar with the conspiracy

2746
01:47:39,510 --> 01:47:36,400
theories you know

2747
01:47:40,310 --> 01:47:39,520
regarding mom talk right um there's a

2748
01:47:42,149 --> 01:47:40,320
lot of

2749
01:47:43,669 --> 01:47:42,159
interesting stuff going on over there

2750
01:47:45,910 --> 01:47:43,679
and

2751
01:47:46,950 --> 01:47:45,920
i mean just to give an example uh you

2752
01:47:49,189 --> 01:47:46,960
know the

2753
01:47:51,189 --> 01:47:49,199
montauk base over there is very small

2754
01:47:55,910 --> 01:47:51,199
it's not very large

2755
01:47:59,270 --> 01:47:55,920
but i had to i was new at the station

2756
01:48:01,189 --> 01:47:59,280
and i had to do the mids it was

2757
01:48:03,430 --> 01:48:01,199
the you know essentially the worst time

2758
01:48:07,350 --> 01:48:03,440
to get stuck in the radio room

2759
01:48:09,750 --> 01:48:07,360
um but you're there from 12 uh

2760
01:48:11,510 --> 01:48:09,760
i'm sorry two two in the morning till

2761
01:48:14,229 --> 01:48:11,520
till six

2762
01:48:15,830 --> 01:48:14,239
and i had been used to it you know i'd

2763
01:48:17,109 --> 01:48:15,840
been doing it for a few weeks at this

2764
01:48:20,470 --> 01:48:17,119
point already

2765
01:48:24,470 --> 01:48:20,480
um so it wasn't anything that you know

2766
01:48:26,790 --> 01:48:24,480
was stressful or anything like that um

2767
01:48:28,070 --> 01:48:26,800
but whenever we do our rounds we have to

2768
01:48:28,950 --> 01:48:28,080
go around the entire station we have to

2769
01:48:30,229 --> 01:48:28,960
go check the boats

2770
01:48:31,990 --> 01:48:30,239
we have to go check all the different

2771
01:48:35,350 --> 01:48:32,000
buildings we have to check the boiler

2772
01:48:36,149 --> 01:48:35,360
rooms check the temperatures and i do

2773
01:48:39,189 --> 01:48:36,159
all this

2774
01:48:41,189 --> 01:48:39,199
and i'm on my way back to

2775
01:48:43,270 --> 01:48:41,199
the main building where we have our

2776
01:48:48,550 --> 01:48:43,280
comms

2777
01:48:49,590 --> 01:48:48,560
is what we call the b hole it's called

2778
01:48:53,270 --> 01:48:49,600
the bosons hole

2779
01:48:53,910 --> 01:48:53,280
and um even that building has its own

2780
01:48:56,870 --> 01:48:53,920
history

2781
01:48:57,750 --> 01:48:56,880
but the reason i'm bringing that

2782
01:49:01,109 --> 01:48:57,760
building up

2783
01:49:04,149 --> 01:49:01,119
is there was a fireman um

2784
01:49:06,709 --> 01:49:04,159
that that's the rank um of a non-rate

2785
01:49:08,070 --> 01:49:06,719
um a fireman apparently i had been told

2786
01:49:11,350 --> 01:49:08,080
hung himself

2787
01:49:14,470 --> 01:49:11,360
in the boson's hole a few years prior

2788
01:49:17,109 --> 01:49:14,480
to uh being stationed there myself

2789
01:49:19,910 --> 01:49:17,119
and i don't know if this has anything to

2790
01:49:23,109 --> 01:49:19,920
do with it but on my way back to

2791
01:49:26,830 --> 01:49:23,119
the main building the door

2792
01:49:29,109 --> 01:49:26,840
of the b-hole slammed shut

2793
01:49:29,990 --> 01:49:29,119
and these are heavy weather doors

2794
01:49:32,870 --> 01:49:30,000
montauk

2795
01:49:34,709 --> 01:49:32,880
apparently i was told the name is native

2796
01:49:35,750 --> 01:49:34,719
american it translates to something like

2797
01:49:39,350 --> 01:49:35,760
land of many winds

2798
01:49:43,589 --> 01:49:39,360
but it is extremely windy in montauk

2799
01:49:45,109 --> 01:49:43,599
and so the heavy weather door slams shut

2800
01:49:46,229 --> 01:49:45,119
you know these are heavy doors not easy

2801
01:49:48,070 --> 01:49:46,239
to open

2802
01:49:49,270 --> 01:49:48,080
and i look over and it looks like

2803
01:49:51,910 --> 01:49:49,280
there's a six foot one

2804
01:49:52,470 --> 01:49:51,920
six foot two uh tall look like a white

2805
01:49:55,510 --> 01:49:52,480
guy

2806
01:49:59,189 --> 01:49:55,520
wearing a black and red checkered uh

2807
01:50:01,669 --> 01:49:59,199
you know jacket and

2808
01:50:03,189 --> 01:50:01,679
i was unsure why he was there you know

2809
01:50:04,870 --> 01:50:03,199
there's only so many people that live on

2810
01:50:06,310 --> 01:50:04,880
the base and he didn't look like anyone

2811
01:50:07,189 --> 01:50:06,320
that would be there no one had seen

2812
01:50:10,390 --> 01:50:07,199
before

2813
01:50:10,950 --> 01:50:10,400
so a regular protocol is you know we

2814
01:50:12,629 --> 01:50:10,960
have to

2815
01:50:14,149 --> 01:50:12,639
identify anyone that we don't know on

2816
01:50:15,430 --> 01:50:14,159
the base because you know obviously it

2817
01:50:18,550 --> 01:50:15,440
could be a threat

2818
01:50:21,669 --> 01:50:18,560
so i

2819
01:50:23,350 --> 01:50:21,679
start to you know pursue this person but

2820
01:50:25,910 --> 01:50:23,360
they disappeared behind

2821
01:50:27,270 --> 01:50:25,920
the truck in the parking lot which was

2822
01:50:28,950 --> 01:50:27,280
the parking lot was directly in front of

2823
01:50:31,750 --> 01:50:28,960
those doors basically it's only

2824
01:50:32,550 --> 01:50:31,760
maybe like 10 feet or so and then

2825
01:50:34,870 --> 01:50:32,560
there's

2826
01:50:35,669 --> 01:50:34,880
the first parking spot and there was a

2827
01:50:38,390 --> 01:50:35,679
huge

2828
01:50:39,589 --> 01:50:38,400
truck there i think it was my mk1 um i

2829
01:50:42,229 --> 01:50:39,599
think it was his truck

2830
01:50:43,350 --> 01:50:42,239
um but he disappeared behind that truck

2831
01:50:43,990 --> 01:50:43,360
and you know again it's the middle of

2832
01:50:45,830 --> 01:50:44,000
the night

2833
01:50:47,350 --> 01:50:45,840
so it's dark but you know the lights are

2834
01:50:48,709 --> 01:50:47,360
on in the parking lot and everything

2835
01:50:50,830 --> 01:50:48,719
that we have out there

2836
01:50:52,950 --> 01:50:50,840
so instead of you know directly

2837
01:50:55,430 --> 01:50:52,960
following behind the truck where

2838
01:50:56,149 --> 01:50:55,440
if he was actually there to you know do

2839
01:50:57,750 --> 01:50:56,159
something

2840
01:50:59,669 --> 01:50:57,760
that we don't want and he's if he was

2841
01:51:01,910 --> 01:50:59,679
going to attack me i don't want to

2842
01:51:03,589 --> 01:51:01,920
follow directly in his footsteps so

2843
01:51:06,310 --> 01:51:03,599
where he can jump me so

2844
01:51:06,790 --> 01:51:06,320
i go around the front of the truck and

2845
01:51:09,750 --> 01:51:06,800
i'm

2846
01:51:11,030 --> 01:51:09,760
checking in between all the cars and i

2847
01:51:11,990 --> 01:51:11,040
see that there's no one there and i go

2848
01:51:14,310 --> 01:51:12,000
all the way around

2849
01:51:16,310 --> 01:51:14,320
the opposite way and i confirm that you

2850
01:51:18,709 --> 01:51:16,320
know there's nobody there

2851
01:51:20,470 --> 01:51:18,719
and again the parking lot you know it's

2852
01:51:22,229 --> 01:51:20,480
dark but we still have our lights

2853
01:51:25,109 --> 01:51:22,239
and there's a fence that runs around the

2854
01:51:27,030 --> 01:51:25,119
entire property there's no way

2855
01:51:28,629 --> 01:51:27,040
that you'd be able to run get to the

2856
01:51:31,750 --> 01:51:28,639
fence without me seeing

2857
01:51:33,830 --> 01:51:31,760
and hearing him and again

2858
01:51:36,070 --> 01:51:33,840
as i'm walking around i'm realizing how

2859
01:51:39,030 --> 01:51:36,080
loud my own footsteps are where

2860
01:51:40,310 --> 01:51:39,040
you know there's dead dead silent where

2861
01:51:42,229 --> 01:51:40,320
the gravel that i'm

2862
01:51:44,550 --> 01:51:42,239
stepping on it sounds like i have a

2863
01:51:46,310 --> 01:51:44,560
radio on blast you know like

2864
01:51:49,270 --> 01:51:46,320
with my nerves and everything it was

2865
01:51:51,589 --> 01:51:49,280
just it felt loud so i'm realizing

2866
01:51:52,790 --> 01:51:51,599
like i'm not hearing any footsteps and

2867
01:51:55,510 --> 01:51:52,800
then i'm kind of thinking

2868
01:51:57,510 --> 01:51:55,520
back a little bit i'm like i didn't hear

2869
01:52:01,430 --> 01:51:57,520
any footsteps to begin with

2870
01:52:03,430 --> 01:52:01,440
when he first was walking over there

2871
01:52:04,629 --> 01:52:03,440
so you know next thing i'm supposed to

2872
01:52:06,310 --> 01:52:04,639
do is go

2873
01:52:07,750 --> 01:52:06,320
wake up the officer of the day and let

2874
01:52:09,669 --> 01:52:07,760
him know hey there's someone on this

2875
01:52:11,990 --> 01:52:09,679
property that isn't supposed to be here

2876
01:52:13,030 --> 01:52:12,000
and i'm thinking you know i'm gonna

2877
01:52:16,310 --> 01:52:13,040
change his name but

2878
01:52:21,030 --> 01:52:16,320
uh we'll call him jack um

2879
01:52:24,550 --> 01:52:21,040
but uh i didn't want to go wake him up

2880
01:52:25,189 --> 01:52:24,560
you know and what am i going to tell him

2881
01:52:27,350 --> 01:52:25,199
hey

2882
01:52:29,030 --> 01:52:27,360
i found a ghost in the parking lot like

2883
01:52:30,870 --> 01:52:29,040
that that's those those were my

2884
01:52:32,149 --> 01:52:30,880
thoughts you know i knew that there was

2885
01:52:33,589 --> 01:52:32,159
there's no way could have gotten away

2886
01:52:35,510 --> 01:52:33,599
from me and i knew

2887
01:52:37,109 --> 01:52:35,520
you know i knew this wasn't a regular

2888
01:52:41,589 --> 01:52:37,119
situation

2889
01:52:45,270 --> 01:52:43,350
exactly exactly i'm just they're going

2890
01:52:48,149 --> 01:52:45,280
to look at me like i'm nuts

2891
01:52:49,030 --> 01:52:48,159
and like i you know so i kept my mouth

2892
01:52:51,830 --> 01:52:49,040
shut like i knew

2893
01:52:53,510 --> 01:52:51,840
i had it i had strange experiences

2894
01:52:54,310 --> 01:52:53,520
growing up as a kid and honestly this

2895
01:52:57,350 --> 01:52:54,320
just

2896
01:53:01,830 --> 01:52:57,360
felt like that and

2897
01:53:04,550 --> 01:53:01,840
um so again nothing weird had happened

2898
01:53:05,910 --> 01:53:04,560
for years since eighth grade and then

2899
01:53:08,709 --> 01:53:05,920
this happens

2900
01:53:09,510 --> 01:53:08,719
and then i don't know how much longer

2901
01:53:13,350 --> 01:53:09,520
after that

2902
01:53:16,950 --> 01:53:13,360
it was but i was on duty again

2903
01:53:20,950 --> 01:53:16,960
and i was brushing my teeth it was

2904
01:53:23,589 --> 01:53:20,960
after the work day and my shipmate

2905
01:53:25,030 --> 01:53:23,599
uh was smoking a cigarette up on the

2906
01:53:27,189 --> 01:53:25,040
second deck

2907
01:53:29,430 --> 01:53:27,199
and i'm brushing my teeth in the middle

2908
01:53:30,870 --> 01:53:29,440
of it but he starts calling me see

2909
01:53:32,149 --> 01:53:30,880
see is come out here come out of your

2910
01:53:32,790 --> 01:53:32,159
side i don't know what the hell is going

2911
01:53:34,390 --> 01:53:32,800
on i

2912
01:53:36,149 --> 01:53:34,400
don't know if it's an emergency or

2913
01:53:38,629 --> 01:53:36,159
anything so i run out

2914
01:53:39,510 --> 01:53:38,639
with my toothbrush and toothpaste no

2915
01:53:41,589 --> 01:53:39,520
still in my mouth

2916
01:53:43,830 --> 01:53:41,599
i run out to the second deck and he's

2917
01:53:47,350 --> 01:53:43,840
like he points up at the sky he's like

2918
01:53:50,629 --> 01:53:47,360
what is that and it's a

2919
01:53:55,270 --> 01:53:50,639
beautiful orange uh you know

2920
01:53:58,390 --> 01:53:55,280
orb it's you know oval-shaped in the sky

2921
01:53:59,910 --> 01:53:58,400
and we're staring at it and

2922
01:54:01,589 --> 01:53:59,920
i still have my toothpaste and

2923
01:54:03,109 --> 01:54:01,599
everything in my mouth but i'm standing

2924
01:54:04,709 --> 01:54:03,119
there watching with him until it pretty

2925
01:54:06,870 --> 01:54:04,719
much disappears in the distance

2926
01:54:08,870 --> 01:54:06,880
and then i run back to the bathroom to

2927
01:54:09,430 --> 01:54:08,880
try to you know get the toothpaste out

2928
01:54:12,790 --> 01:54:09,440
and

2929
01:54:16,229 --> 01:54:12,800
out again

2930
01:54:19,030 --> 01:54:16,239
and off in the distance we see two more

2931
01:54:21,510 --> 01:54:19,040
slowly coming across the sky and we

2932
01:54:24,790 --> 01:54:21,520
stand there and we end up seeing about

2933
01:54:25,270 --> 01:54:24,800
six ufos evenly spaced out just going

2934
01:54:29,830 --> 01:54:25,280
off

2935
01:54:33,350 --> 01:54:29,840
east into the atlantic ocean

2936
01:54:36,149 --> 01:54:33,360
and neither of us said anything

2937
01:54:37,430 --> 01:54:36,159
about it um actually after i got out of

2938
01:54:40,470 --> 01:54:37,440
the military

2939
01:54:42,950 --> 01:54:40,480
i ended up uh messaging uh you know

2940
01:54:43,830 --> 01:54:42,960
make uh end up adding everyone on

2941
01:54:46,310 --> 01:54:43,840
facebook and

2942
01:54:47,430 --> 01:54:46,320
i'd message message his wife saying hey

2943
01:54:48,550 --> 01:54:47,440
you know there's this article that i

2944
01:54:51,589 --> 01:54:48,560
wanted

2945
01:54:52,550 --> 01:54:51,599
him to check out and you know they never

2946
01:54:54,950 --> 01:54:52,560
responded

2947
01:54:57,030 --> 01:54:54,960
of course um i don't know if he ever

2948
01:55:00,149 --> 01:54:57,040
told her about the experience

2949
01:55:02,790 --> 01:55:00,159
but that was when

2950
01:55:03,669 --> 01:55:02,800
you know the memories of everything are

2951
01:55:07,189 --> 01:55:03,679
kind of like

2952
01:55:10,070 --> 01:55:07,199
all right like weird stuff is going on

2953
01:55:10,870 --> 01:55:10,080
um and i didn't you know i tried to

2954
01:55:13,510 --> 01:55:10,880
ignore it

2955
01:55:14,550 --> 01:55:13,520
at that time i didn't want to look into

2956
01:55:19,589 --> 01:55:14,560
this stuff

2957
01:55:23,189 --> 01:55:19,599
my experiences as a child all it did was

2958
01:55:24,709 --> 01:55:23,199
make me question my sanity and

2959
01:55:26,310 --> 01:55:24,719
i didn't want to have anything to do

2960
01:55:29,350 --> 01:55:26,320
with it so

2961
01:55:30,709 --> 01:55:29,360
i avoided this stuff for years you know

2962
01:55:31,430 --> 01:55:30,719
and especially being in the military

2963
01:55:35,109 --> 01:55:31,440
that was

2964
01:55:36,950 --> 01:55:35,119
when i i consider myself to be at that

2965
01:55:39,990 --> 01:55:36,960
point in my life where i was

2966
01:55:43,189 --> 01:55:40,000
most you know kind of young and dumb

2967
01:55:43,910 --> 01:55:43,199
and i had a lot of anger in me at the

2968
01:55:47,669 --> 01:55:43,920
time

2969
01:55:50,310 --> 01:55:47,679
and it was just not something that i

2970
01:55:51,990 --> 01:55:50,320
was wanting to look into at all and it

2971
01:55:53,589 --> 01:55:52,000
just felt like it was constantly being

2972
01:55:56,550 --> 01:55:53,599
forced upon me

2973
01:55:57,589 --> 01:55:56,560
and then following these experiences was

2974
01:55:59,910 --> 01:55:57,599
when my

2975
01:56:02,229 --> 01:55:59,920
girlfriend at the time starts telling me

2976
01:56:04,229 --> 01:56:02,239
she's experiencing shadow people

2977
01:56:06,709 --> 01:56:04,239
and the stuff that she's talking about

2978
01:56:09,430 --> 01:56:06,719
it's just again of course bringing back

2979
01:56:11,430 --> 01:56:09,440
like separately before you met or while

2980
01:56:12,790 --> 01:56:11,440
you guys were together

2981
01:56:15,430 --> 01:56:12,800
while we were together she was having

2982
01:56:17,350 --> 01:56:15,440
these experiences um

2983
01:56:20,310 --> 01:56:17,360
honestly i can't remember if she was

2984
01:56:23,750 --> 01:56:20,320
having them before we met

2985
01:56:26,149 --> 01:56:23,760
but even the the

2986
01:56:26,870 --> 01:56:26,159
someone that i you know started talking

2987
01:56:30,870 --> 01:56:26,880
to

2988
01:56:32,550 --> 01:56:30,880
a few months back she

2989
01:56:35,109 --> 01:56:32,560
actually started experiencing shadow

2990
01:56:35,589 --> 01:56:35,119
people and she never experienced it

2991
01:56:41,830 --> 01:56:35,599
before

2992
01:56:43,830 --> 01:56:41,840
i don't know if they're attached to me

2993
01:56:46,310 --> 01:56:43,840
and if this is the reason i don't know

2994
01:56:46,950 --> 01:56:46,320
if it's because i mean i do consider

2995
01:56:49,669 --> 01:56:46,960
myself

2996
01:56:50,550 --> 01:56:49,679
to be a light worker so this kind of

2997
01:56:52,950 --> 01:56:50,560
stuff i

2998
01:56:53,910 --> 01:56:52,960
talk about you know in my private life

2999
01:56:57,189 --> 01:56:53,920
with anyone

3000
01:57:00,470 --> 01:56:57,199
willing to listen all the time and

3001
01:57:02,950 --> 01:57:00,480
i don't know if it's the result of

3002
01:57:04,950 --> 01:57:02,960
waking up and just you know the

3003
01:57:07,350 --> 01:57:04,960
vibration that you resonate at becoming

3004
01:57:11,270 --> 01:57:10,229
you know interesting to them i have no

3005
01:57:14,870 --> 01:57:11,280
idea

3006
01:57:15,910 --> 01:57:14,880
what the truth is but you know this is

3007
01:57:17,910 --> 01:57:15,920
what's happened

3008
01:57:19,189 --> 01:57:17,920
right okay i want to ask you a few

3009
01:57:20,629 --> 01:57:19,199
questions i know i'll be maybe

3010
01:57:24,550 --> 01:57:20,639
backtracking quite a bit

3011
01:57:26,870 --> 01:57:24,560
so were you able to kind of identify the

3012
01:57:28,310 --> 01:57:26,880
the first beings that you were kind of

3013
01:57:31,910 --> 01:57:28,320
interacting with what

3014
01:57:35,669 --> 01:57:31,920
who and what they what they were

3015
01:57:37,109 --> 01:57:35,679
um the experiences i had again

3016
01:57:39,270 --> 01:57:37,119
were always different but i've

3017
01:57:42,229 --> 01:57:39,280
experienced a range of different

3018
01:57:43,830 --> 01:57:42,239
beings there was one night where i woke

3019
01:57:44,629 --> 01:57:43,840
up and it felt like there was a bowling

3020
01:57:48,550 --> 01:57:44,639
ball

3021
01:57:52,149 --> 01:57:48,560
in the center of my chest at this point

3022
01:57:53,589 --> 01:57:52,159
i kind of viewed the shadow person as

3023
01:57:57,189 --> 01:57:53,599
like a friend

3024
01:57:59,270 --> 01:57:57,199
almost because i mean if you can imagine

3025
01:58:00,390 --> 01:57:59,280
you know i'm thinking that i'm crazy

3026
01:58:02,390 --> 01:58:00,400
during the day

3027
01:58:04,070 --> 01:58:02,400
whenever i'm around other people because

3028
01:58:05,669 --> 01:58:04,080
i know these things are going on

3029
01:58:08,709 --> 01:58:05,679
but i don't know why i didn't understand

3030
01:58:11,990 --> 01:58:08,719
it but at night when it was happening

3031
01:58:13,750 --> 01:58:12,000
i knew i wasn't crazy i knew

3032
01:58:16,229 --> 01:58:13,760
i know the limits of imagination i knew

3033
01:58:18,870 --> 01:58:16,239
it wasn't able to do that

3034
01:58:21,109 --> 01:58:18,880
since i'm a side note i'm a psychology

3035
01:58:22,550 --> 01:58:21,119
major attending ucr and i started

3036
01:58:24,390 --> 01:58:22,560
going to college when i was in middle

3037
01:58:25,750 --> 01:58:24,400
school but because i started going to

3038
01:58:29,430 --> 01:58:25,760
middle school that made me kind of

3039
01:58:34,310 --> 01:58:29,440
avoid school for many years anyway

3040
01:58:36,790 --> 01:58:34,320
um but this being

3041
01:58:37,669 --> 01:58:36,800
was a comfort to me when it was there i

3042
01:58:40,390 --> 01:58:37,679
felt

3043
01:58:42,070 --> 01:58:40,400
sane you know it just it was it became a

3044
01:58:45,030 --> 01:58:42,080
positive thing ever

3045
01:58:45,750 --> 01:58:45,040
since the time that i wanted to get out

3046
01:58:49,109 --> 01:58:45,760
of my bed

3047
01:58:50,229 --> 01:58:49,119
and walk over to it and in my head in my

3048
01:58:51,589 --> 01:58:50,239
own voice

3049
01:58:53,030 --> 01:58:51,599
it sounded like you know you could hear

3050
01:58:54,870 --> 01:58:53,040
your own voice when you think a lot of

3051
01:58:57,109 --> 01:58:54,880
times i don't know if you guys think in

3052
01:58:58,390 --> 01:58:57,119
other people's voices but i hear my own

3053
01:59:00,709 --> 01:58:58,400
and in my own

3054
01:59:01,510 --> 01:59:00,719
in my head it said that it was observing

3055
01:59:03,270 --> 01:59:01,520
me

3056
01:59:04,790 --> 01:59:03,280
and this was after like three four

3057
01:59:08,870 --> 01:59:04,800
months of uh

3058
01:59:11,750 --> 01:59:08,880
when it first started occurring um

3059
01:59:13,189 --> 01:59:11,760
i was going to get on my bed one day and

3060
01:59:15,510 --> 01:59:13,199
hearing that it kept me

3061
01:59:17,589 --> 01:59:15,520
from like i was literally like my

3062
01:59:18,709 --> 01:59:17,599
muscles were moving my legs out and

3063
01:59:20,709 --> 01:59:18,719
i heard that in my head and i was like

3064
01:59:22,470 --> 01:59:20,719
oh okay and i was calm and thinking

3065
01:59:24,470 --> 01:59:22,480
about as an adult i'm like

3066
01:59:26,070 --> 01:59:24,480
why would i like if if that was my own

3067
01:59:27,270 --> 01:59:26,080
thoughts in my head why why would i feel

3068
01:59:29,589 --> 01:59:27,280
comfortable enough

3069
01:59:30,870 --> 01:59:29,599
you know to just stop and just be like

3070
01:59:32,310 --> 01:59:30,880
oh it's observing me just because i

3071
01:59:35,350 --> 01:59:32,320
thought it like no

3072
01:59:36,790 --> 01:59:35,360
it you know it took me many years to

3073
01:59:39,350 --> 01:59:36,800
realize

3074
01:59:40,629 --> 01:59:39,360
that it was speaking to me you know

3075
01:59:42,310 --> 01:59:40,639
because all this stuff i try to block

3076
01:59:45,350 --> 01:59:42,320
out i wasn't trying to think of it

3077
01:59:47,109 --> 01:59:45,360
i didn't want to be crazy so this wasn't

3078
01:59:50,470 --> 01:59:47,119
stuff that i was trying to think about

3079
01:59:54,310 --> 01:59:50,480
a lot and um anyway sorry

3080
01:59:58,310 --> 01:59:54,320
to finish your question um the

3081
02:00:01,430 --> 01:59:58,320
i felt a bowling ball on my chest and

3082
02:00:04,629 --> 02:00:01,440
you know this was the incubus succubus

3083
02:00:07,669 --> 02:00:04,639
and you know that's my uh

3084
02:00:09,910 --> 02:00:07,679
perception of it now but when

3085
02:00:11,030 --> 02:00:09,920
it happened it looked like a face and it

3086
02:00:13,350 --> 02:00:11,040
didn't look human

3087
02:00:14,070 --> 02:00:13,360
it looked like something pretending or

3088
02:00:16,950 --> 02:00:14,080
trying to

3089
02:00:18,390 --> 02:00:16,960
look human and there's white stuff

3090
02:00:20,950 --> 02:00:18,400
flowing all around its

3091
02:00:22,550 --> 02:00:20,960
head and it you know gave it kind of

3092
02:00:24,310 --> 02:00:22,560
gives a perception of hair so i can

3093
02:00:26,149 --> 02:00:24,320
understand

3094
02:00:27,990 --> 02:00:26,159
the descriptions that other people have

3095
02:00:30,550 --> 02:00:28,000
of a old lady

3096
02:00:31,990 --> 02:00:30,560
that with white hair i i understand it

3097
02:00:33,990 --> 02:00:32,000
but it i

3098
02:00:35,189 --> 02:00:34,000
as it was happening i knew it wasn't an

3099
02:00:38,070 --> 02:00:35,199
old lady or

3100
02:00:38,550 --> 02:00:38,080
you know it didn't feel like some ghost

3101
02:00:40,310 --> 02:00:38,560
or

3102
02:00:41,990 --> 02:00:40,320
like any of those things it felt like

3103
02:00:45,910 --> 02:00:42,000
another being

3104
02:00:47,510 --> 02:00:45,920
and it was just sitting on my chest

3105
02:00:50,310 --> 02:00:47,520
in front of my face but honestly i

3106
02:00:53,109 --> 02:00:50,320
didn't feel afraid at the time because

3107
02:00:53,750 --> 02:00:53,119
so many weird things had been happening

3108
02:00:57,270 --> 02:00:53,760
that

3109
02:01:00,149 --> 02:00:57,280
you know i just kind of separated myself

3110
02:01:01,830 --> 02:01:00,159
from it in a way where i i kind of just

3111
02:01:03,030 --> 02:01:01,840
ignored it even during the experiences

3112
02:01:06,070 --> 02:01:03,040
because they were so intense

3113
02:01:08,709 --> 02:01:06,080
you know a lot of times so um

3114
02:01:10,149 --> 02:01:08,719
i kind of was ignoring it but i felt

3115
02:01:12,790 --> 02:01:10,159
even calmer

3116
02:01:15,510 --> 02:01:12,800
when i looked off to the side and i saw

3117
02:01:17,669 --> 02:01:15,520
my the shadow person

3118
02:01:19,430 --> 02:01:17,679
um standing next to my bed and this was

3119
02:01:22,070 --> 02:01:19,440
the only time that i honestly remember

3120
02:01:23,350 --> 02:01:22,080
it ever not being in the closet it was

3121
02:01:25,750 --> 02:01:23,360
always in the closet

3122
02:01:26,550 --> 02:01:25,760
and it was not in the closet this one

3123
02:01:28,870 --> 02:01:26,560
time

3124
02:01:30,149 --> 02:01:28,880
and it felt like it was draining

3125
02:01:32,070 --> 02:01:30,159
something from me like i didn't really

3126
02:01:32,629 --> 02:01:32,080
care at the time i felt groggy i trusted

3127
02:01:36,950 --> 02:01:32,639
it

3128
02:01:39,109 --> 02:01:36,960
quote-unquote friend of sorts

3129
02:01:40,390 --> 02:01:39,119
and i felt safer because it was there

3130
02:01:41,830 --> 02:01:40,400
you know this weird thing in front of my

3131
02:01:42,149 --> 02:01:41,840
face was like okay that's kind of weird

3132
02:01:43,350 --> 02:01:42,159
and

3133
02:01:44,709 --> 02:01:43,360
i see the showers i'm like all right

3134
02:01:45,510 --> 02:01:44,719
whatever i just kind of went back to

3135
02:01:47,430 --> 02:01:45,520
sleep

3136
02:01:49,189 --> 02:01:47,440
but it did feel like it was draining

3137
02:01:51,430 --> 02:01:49,199
something for me which is

3138
02:01:52,790 --> 02:01:51,440
you know following my research into

3139
02:01:55,750 --> 02:01:52,800
these things

3140
02:01:57,350 --> 02:01:55,760
it is my belief that these uh beings are

3141
02:02:01,030 --> 02:01:57,360
the reasons that we have

3142
02:02:02,550 --> 02:02:01,040
the you know stories of vampires where

3143
02:02:05,030 --> 02:02:02,560
everything kind of gets turned on its

3144
02:02:06,310 --> 02:02:05,040
head you know when it comes to truth in

3145
02:02:09,990 --> 02:02:06,320
my opinion

3146
02:02:11,910 --> 02:02:10,000
um but these are energetic vampires

3147
02:02:13,510 --> 02:02:11,920
and i believe that's where you know our

3148
02:02:14,470 --> 02:02:13,520
stories of vampires actually originate

3149
02:02:16,070 --> 02:02:14,480
from where

3150
02:02:17,510 --> 02:02:16,080
you know these beings were called and

3151
02:02:19,350 --> 02:02:17,520
described as just being blacker than

3152
02:02:22,390 --> 02:02:19,360
black

3153
02:02:24,550 --> 02:02:22,400
so you're saying so you'll uh

3154
02:02:25,430 --> 02:02:24,560
regarding that identification so you

3155
02:02:27,910 --> 02:02:25,440
would say

3156
02:02:28,790 --> 02:02:27,920
uh shadow people and then just the

3157
02:02:31,030 --> 02:02:28,800
others just

3158
02:02:33,189 --> 02:02:31,040
alien that wanted you to think there was

3159
02:02:36,629 --> 02:02:33,199
something else

3160
02:02:39,910 --> 02:02:36,639
um no honestly each being is

3161
02:02:43,109 --> 02:02:39,920
separate um you know shadow people are

3162
02:02:44,149 --> 02:02:43,119
their own whatever the species

3163
02:02:46,629 --> 02:02:44,159
if you don't think there was a

3164
02:02:49,189 --> 02:02:46,639
correlation between them being present

3165
02:02:52,629 --> 02:02:49,199
in your life and then these different

3166
02:02:54,709 --> 02:02:52,639
abduction experiences um

3167
02:02:56,229 --> 02:02:54,719
i think that the abduction experiences

3168
02:02:57,990 --> 02:02:56,239
were triggered by the fact that it was

3169
02:03:01,430 --> 02:02:58,000
astral projecting

3170
02:03:02,629 --> 02:03:01,440
and like i you know i've of course

3171
02:03:05,030 --> 02:03:02,639
followed many things

3172
02:03:05,669 --> 02:03:05,040
and i don't subscribe to any one thing

3173
02:03:07,669 --> 02:03:05,679
my mind

3174
02:03:09,350 --> 02:03:07,679
remains open until i absolutely know the

3175
02:03:12,390 --> 02:03:09,360
truth you know i

3176
02:03:15,030 --> 02:03:12,400
i'm open to the possibility that

3177
02:03:15,510 --> 02:03:15,040
i made an agreement in a past life with

3178
02:03:17,830 --> 02:03:15,520
them

3179
02:03:19,430 --> 02:03:17,840
and they're just intervening and you

3180
02:03:22,310 --> 02:03:19,440
know there's all the different

3181
02:03:23,510 --> 02:03:22,320
versions of why it could be happening

3182
02:03:27,189 --> 02:03:23,520
but

3183
02:03:30,310 --> 02:03:27,199
the way what i've taken from it um

3184
02:03:35,189 --> 02:03:30,320
is i do believe that you know

3185
02:03:37,910 --> 02:03:35,199
i made a decision to incarnate to

3186
02:03:39,030 --> 02:03:37,920
do what i'm doing kind of like right now

3187
02:03:41,510 --> 02:03:39,040
um

3188
02:03:42,629 --> 02:03:41,520
but i needed a way to be able to break

3189
02:03:45,750 --> 02:03:42,639
away from all the

3190
02:03:47,430 --> 02:03:45,760
lies that we've been given and when i

3191
02:03:48,390 --> 02:03:47,440
look back at the experiences that's what

3192
02:03:52,790 --> 02:03:48,400
it feels like

3193
02:03:56,069 --> 02:03:52,800
so that i could simply wake up

3194
02:04:00,229 --> 02:03:56,079
and remember the truth so to speak

3195
02:04:04,390 --> 02:04:00,239
um the experiences were painful

3196
02:04:06,149 --> 02:04:04,400
they you know i do hold anger

3197
02:04:07,510 --> 02:04:06,159
and resentment sometimes when i think

3198
02:04:10,870 --> 02:04:07,520
about it

3199
02:04:12,950 --> 02:04:10,880
but the person that i would be

3200
02:04:15,270 --> 02:04:12,960
today without those experiences i know

3201
02:04:18,390 --> 02:04:15,280
i'd be completely different

3202
02:04:21,669 --> 02:04:18,400
and as stubborn as i am

3203
02:04:25,350 --> 02:04:21,679
um i would need

3204
02:04:28,390 --> 02:04:25,360
something like that to you know

3205
02:04:30,870 --> 02:04:28,400
i had the same perception even

3206
02:04:31,510 --> 02:04:30,880
though i had these experiences i was

3207
02:04:33,750 --> 02:04:31,520
still

3208
02:04:34,950 --> 02:04:33,760
you know that person that made fun of

3209
02:04:36,470 --> 02:04:34,960
people that believed in this stuff

3210
02:04:37,750 --> 02:04:36,480
growing up and you know a lot of it was

3211
02:04:40,470 --> 02:04:37,760
because

3212
02:04:41,669 --> 02:04:40,480
probably you know back my mind i was

3213
02:04:43,350 --> 02:04:41,679
scared that i was going to find out i

3214
02:04:44,709 --> 02:04:43,360
was crazy and it was my way of fighting

3215
02:04:47,830 --> 02:04:44,719
against it

3216
02:04:48,550 --> 02:04:47,840
but you know i just i fought against

3217
02:04:52,310 --> 02:04:48,560
this stuff

3218
02:04:54,069 --> 02:04:52,320
until i was in my mid-20s and

3219
02:04:55,350 --> 02:04:54,079
that was when i finally started looking

3220
02:04:58,629 --> 02:04:55,360
into it after

3221
02:05:02,149 --> 02:04:58,639
all this stuff happened it took me

3222
02:05:03,750 --> 02:05:02,159
a lot to actually delve into it to

3223
02:05:06,870 --> 02:05:03,760
figure out okay

3224
02:05:08,709 --> 02:05:06,880
am i crazy or not let's find out and

3225
02:05:10,149 --> 02:05:08,719
you know did you find that that was the

3226
02:05:15,270 --> 02:05:10,159
only reason why why

3227
02:05:19,030 --> 02:05:17,430
what do you mean to go after to try to

3228
02:05:20,390 --> 02:05:19,040
figure out what what was it

3229
02:05:22,069 --> 02:05:20,400
because some people i mean you can still

3230
02:05:23,189 --> 02:05:22,079
have the experiences and kind of just

3231
02:05:25,589 --> 02:05:23,199
leave it at that

3232
02:05:27,430 --> 02:05:25,599
but others have just this desire that

3233
02:05:29,830 --> 02:05:27,440
they just absolutely have to go and look

3234
02:05:31,910 --> 02:05:29,840
into it what that is

3235
02:05:33,270 --> 02:05:31,920
well i mean i would say that it uh

3236
02:05:35,510 --> 02:05:33,280
changed over time

3237
02:05:36,550 --> 02:05:35,520
in the beginning it was just kind of

3238
02:05:41,350 --> 02:05:36,560
wanting to know

3239
02:05:42,950 --> 02:05:41,360
like yeah i when my ex starts telling me

3240
02:05:44,950 --> 02:05:42,960
about these experiences that she's

3241
02:05:47,430 --> 02:05:44,960
having and they're

3242
02:05:50,149 --> 02:05:47,440
you know completely aligned with the

3243
02:05:51,669 --> 02:05:50,159
type of experiences that i've had

3244
02:05:52,629 --> 02:05:51,679
i just started looking into shadow

3245
02:05:54,390 --> 02:05:52,639
people that was the first thing i

3246
02:05:56,790 --> 02:05:54,400
started looking into

3247
02:05:57,750 --> 02:05:56,800
and you know it just kind of went from

3248
02:06:02,069 --> 02:05:57,760
there it

3249
02:06:05,510 --> 02:06:02,079
uh you know the rabbit hole that we all

3250
02:06:09,750 --> 02:06:05,520
are familiar with it just pulled me in

3251
02:06:11,750 --> 02:06:09,760
but i had a lot of experiences where i

3252
02:06:14,790 --> 02:06:11,760
was able to navigate

3253
02:06:15,750 --> 02:06:14,800
you know in my opinion navigate through

3254
02:06:19,270 --> 02:06:15,760
the way

3255
02:06:22,229 --> 02:06:19,280
waves of information out there to

3256
02:06:22,950 --> 02:06:22,239
figure out what the truth is it was kind

3257
02:06:26,950 --> 02:06:22,960
of like a

3258
02:06:30,149 --> 02:06:26,960
that sixth sense of just

3259
02:06:32,550 --> 02:06:30,159
trusting your gut to figure out what to

3260
02:06:33,270 --> 02:06:32,560
consider or not and you know there's a

3261
02:06:36,790 --> 02:06:33,280
lot out there

3262
02:06:39,350 --> 02:06:36,800
and again like i said earlier i don't um

3263
02:06:40,390 --> 02:06:39,360
you know if if i if i just was having a

3264
02:06:41,910 --> 02:06:40,400
quick conversation

3265
02:06:43,669 --> 02:06:41,920
it would probably come across like oh

3266
02:06:46,950 --> 02:06:43,679
this is exactly what i believe

3267
02:06:48,709 --> 02:06:46,960
but i know it could be wrong you know

3268
02:06:50,310 --> 02:06:48,719
i know i could be completely wrong about

3269
02:06:52,069 --> 02:06:50,320
everything i said right

3270
02:06:53,350 --> 02:06:52,079
well i mean obviously this pushed you

3271
02:06:55,510 --> 02:06:53,360
enough to want to be

3272
02:06:56,870 --> 02:06:55,520
you know reaching out to me and then

3273
02:07:00,310 --> 02:06:56,880
calling in today

3274
02:07:02,069 --> 02:07:00,320
so you know so to it would almost

3275
02:07:03,669 --> 02:07:02,079
it almost seemed like a simple question

3276
02:07:05,189 --> 02:07:03,679
for me to ask you so where do you stand

3277
02:07:07,510 --> 02:07:05,199
now obviously you

3278
02:07:08,709 --> 02:07:07,520
went to the next step so what do you

3279
02:07:12,870 --> 02:07:08,719
think this

3280
02:07:17,589 --> 02:07:12,880
this will lead you when you search next

3281
02:07:21,270 --> 02:07:17,599
um honestly i don't know i'm just uh

3282
02:07:24,790 --> 02:07:21,280
doing what i can i mean i made a

3283
02:07:28,390 --> 02:07:24,800
video um recently and i've been working

3284
02:07:31,510 --> 02:07:28,400
on other parts and it's just kind of

3285
02:07:34,390 --> 02:07:31,520
taking uh

3286
02:07:35,830 --> 02:07:34,400
different uh information and streaming

3287
02:07:37,830 --> 02:07:35,840
it all together to try to

3288
02:07:39,430 --> 02:07:37,840
paint the picture of what i view is

3289
02:07:41,430 --> 02:07:39,440
going on

3290
02:07:43,030 --> 02:07:41,440
you know so i'm trying to express it and

3291
02:07:45,510 --> 02:07:43,040
get the information out there

3292
02:07:46,149 --> 02:07:45,520
but for years i've i just took the

3293
02:07:49,669 --> 02:07:46,159
approach

3294
02:07:53,109 --> 02:07:49,679
of talking to you know

3295
02:07:55,430 --> 02:07:53,119
whoever's willing to listen and

3296
02:07:57,350 --> 02:07:55,440
my personal facebook you know when i

3297
02:07:59,510 --> 02:07:57,360
when i started posting about

3298
02:08:01,589 --> 02:07:59,520
stuff you know i was like okay i can

3299
02:08:04,629 --> 02:08:01,599
make another profile but i was like no

3300
02:08:06,550 --> 02:08:04,639
people know me and why

3301
02:08:08,870 --> 02:08:06,560
talk to a bunch of strangers i'm going

3302
02:08:09,589 --> 02:08:08,880
to start with the people that actually

3303
02:08:11,430 --> 02:08:09,599
know me

3304
02:08:13,350 --> 02:08:11,440
yeah they're going to probably a lot of

3305
02:08:15,270 --> 02:08:13,360
them will think i'm i'm crazy and

3306
02:08:16,470 --> 02:08:15,280
of course that happened you know people

3307
02:08:19,030 --> 02:08:16,480
are even

3308
02:08:21,109 --> 02:08:19,040
talking we're messaging my mom years ago

3309
02:08:24,709 --> 02:08:21,119
you know going as jordan all right

3310
02:08:29,109 --> 02:08:24,719
like is everything okay and

3311
02:08:33,189 --> 02:08:29,119
for as far as my mom goes um

3312
02:08:34,870 --> 02:08:33,199
she surprised me when i

3313
02:08:36,470 --> 02:08:34,880
uh before i went into the military she

3314
02:08:38,229 --> 02:08:36,480
wasn't you know she never went to church

3315
02:08:39,750 --> 02:08:38,239
or did anything religious spiritual

3316
02:08:41,910 --> 02:08:39,760
anything like that

3317
02:08:43,669 --> 02:08:41,920
and when i got out of the service she

3318
02:08:45,510 --> 02:08:43,679
was a reiki master

3319
02:08:47,270 --> 02:08:45,520
and she was reading my energy levels

3320
02:08:49,109 --> 02:08:47,280
like a horoscope to the point where she

3321
02:08:52,229 --> 02:08:49,119
was freaking me out

3322
02:08:53,750 --> 02:08:52,239
and you know she's reading me and

3323
02:08:54,310 --> 02:08:53,760
telling me things about myself and i'm

3324
02:09:00,629 --> 02:08:54,320
like

3325
02:09:01,669 --> 02:09:00,639
didn't and she worked with me made me do

3326
02:09:03,589 --> 02:09:01,679
energy work for

3327
02:09:05,189 --> 02:09:03,599
months like four months she made me do

3328
02:09:08,790 --> 02:09:05,199
energy work before she let me

3329
02:09:10,229 --> 02:09:08,800
use her pendulum and the entire time

3330
02:09:13,030 --> 02:09:10,239
i would see her use her pendulum if

3331
02:09:15,589 --> 02:09:13,040
people aren't familiar pendulum is

3332
02:09:17,350 --> 02:09:15,599
basically like a crystal rock attached

3333
02:09:20,390 --> 02:09:17,360
to like a chain or string

3334
02:09:23,990 --> 02:09:20,400
and when you hold it

3335
02:09:27,270 --> 02:09:24,000
ultimately it's responding to energy

3336
02:09:30,390 --> 02:09:27,280
and you ask a yes no a question

3337
02:09:31,350 --> 02:09:30,400
and it'll respond as yes no or maybe but

3338
02:09:33,750 --> 02:09:31,360
that's a simple

3339
02:09:34,550 --> 02:09:33,760
you know understanding behind it and i'd

3340
02:09:37,270 --> 02:09:34,560
be sitting there

3341
02:09:37,990 --> 02:09:37,280
watching my mom hold it and i'm staring

3342
02:09:40,069 --> 02:09:38,000
at her arm

3343
02:09:41,510 --> 02:09:40,079
and like she's twitching a little bit

3344
02:09:41,910 --> 02:09:41,520
you know that's why it's why it's moving

3345
02:09:43,030 --> 02:09:41,920
so

3346
02:09:45,030 --> 02:09:43,040
even though it's like you want to

3347
02:09:46,629 --> 02:09:45,040
believe it the entire time it's like

3348
02:09:49,990 --> 02:09:46,639
you're skeptical

3349
02:09:50,870 --> 02:09:50,000
but the moment that she finally let me

3350
02:09:53,910 --> 02:09:50,880
use

3351
02:09:55,750 --> 02:09:53,920
the pendulum and i knew that i wasn't

3352
02:09:59,030 --> 02:09:55,760
trying to physically move it to

3353
02:10:02,310 --> 02:09:59,040
manipulate what it was doing i realized

3354
02:10:05,109 --> 02:10:02,320
holy crap like this is real

3355
02:10:06,790 --> 02:10:05,119
and it was those experiences that

3356
02:10:07,830 --> 02:10:06,800
ultimately pushed me over that edge to

3357
02:10:10,870 --> 02:10:07,840
be like okay

3358
02:10:13,270 --> 02:10:10,880
let me look into this stuff it was after

3359
02:10:14,229 --> 02:10:13,280
all that stuff happened yeah it's kind

3360
02:10:15,750 --> 02:10:14,239
of

3361
02:10:18,149 --> 02:10:15,760
yeah recollecting it the more we talk

3362
02:10:20,629 --> 02:10:18,159
about it but um

3363
02:10:21,430 --> 02:10:20,639
well thank you very much for for finally

3364
02:10:23,830 --> 02:10:21,440
calling in

3365
02:10:25,589 --> 02:10:23,840
and i know we uh we were in touch there

3366
02:10:26,950 --> 02:10:25,599
for a little bit email-wise but i'm glad

3367
02:10:28,310 --> 02:10:26,960
you you did this next

3368
02:10:30,470 --> 02:10:28,320
or took the next step to share your

3369
02:10:32,390 --> 02:10:30,480
story with me and everyone else watching

3370
02:10:34,149 --> 02:10:32,400
obviously

3371
02:10:35,910 --> 02:10:34,159
thank you thank you thank you for

3372
02:10:36,950 --> 02:10:35,920
letting me come on and listen to what i

3373
02:10:39,510 --> 02:10:36,960
had to say guys

3374
02:10:40,790 --> 02:10:39,520
um if you guys have questions just you

3375
02:10:43,589 --> 02:10:40,800
know how but

3376
02:10:44,709 --> 02:10:43,599
you can message me if you can so now

3377
02:10:47,750 --> 02:10:44,719
right

3378
02:10:49,910 --> 02:10:47,760
and um you know

3379
02:10:51,350 --> 02:10:49,920
what you can where you can tune in if

3380
02:10:53,910 --> 02:10:51,360
there's more that you want to share

3381
02:10:55,669 --> 02:10:53,920
for next time but um for now there's

3382
02:10:56,629 --> 02:10:55,679
just a few things i want to clarify here

3383
02:10:58,950 --> 02:10:56,639
so

3384
02:11:00,629 --> 02:10:58,960
i've been kind of watching the chat as

3385
02:11:03,669 --> 02:11:00,639
things are going on

3386
02:11:05,430 --> 02:11:03,679
so just to respond to vincent vincent no

3387
02:11:07,030 --> 02:11:05,440
i do not have to pee

3388
02:11:08,709 --> 02:11:07,040
because my chair kind of slipped out

3389
02:11:10,790 --> 02:11:08,719
from under and looked like i was further

3390
02:11:12,870 --> 02:11:10,800
away from a table but then also i

3391
02:11:14,149 --> 02:11:12,880
realized in this new software i had when

3392
02:11:16,149 --> 02:11:14,159
i answered no

3393
02:11:17,589 --> 02:11:16,159
it answered on twitch youtube and

3394
02:11:19,189 --> 02:11:17,599
facebook

3395
02:11:20,870 --> 02:11:19,199
so this would kind of look odd for

3396
02:11:22,390 --> 02:11:20,880
someone who was on twitch and just out

3397
02:11:22,830 --> 02:11:22,400
of nowhere my first comment would be

3398
02:11:26,149 --> 02:11:22,840
just

3399
02:11:28,950 --> 02:11:26,159
no um so anyway

3400
02:11:29,350 --> 02:11:28,960
just want to clarify that and regarding

3401
02:11:34,149 --> 02:11:29,360
some

3402
02:11:38,629 --> 02:11:34,159
other i think vitra was asking about

3403
02:11:41,750 --> 02:11:38,639
stories the thing is everyone you see in

3404
02:11:42,629 --> 02:11:41,760
in telegram they sometimes just come on

3405
02:11:44,950 --> 02:11:42,639
to listen

3406
02:11:46,470 --> 02:11:44,960
and others they want to speak they can

3407
02:11:49,510 --> 02:11:46,480
uh raise their hand

3408
02:11:50,390 --> 02:11:49,520
so when you see someone that had raised

3409
02:11:52,310 --> 02:11:50,400
the hand and

3410
02:11:53,990 --> 02:11:52,320
you know i'll pick them it's just

3411
02:11:55,270 --> 02:11:54,000
because that person happens to be there

3412
02:11:57,350 --> 02:11:55,280
and they want to speak

3413
02:11:59,030 --> 02:11:57,360
um everyone else that's in there i don't

3414
02:12:01,910 --> 02:11:59,040
know if they want to speak to me or not

3415
02:12:02,709 --> 02:12:01,920
unless they raise their hand so unless

3416
02:12:04,550 --> 02:12:02,719
someone does

3417
02:12:06,069 --> 02:12:04,560
raise their hand then of course the

3418
02:12:08,149 --> 02:12:06,079
other person you know

3419
02:12:09,669 --> 02:12:08,159
would not get as much time to share this

3420
02:12:10,629 --> 02:12:09,679
story because i would like to get to

3421
02:12:12,310 --> 02:12:10,639
others as well

3422
02:12:13,910 --> 02:12:12,320
but if you see others just popping in

3423
02:12:16,790 --> 02:12:13,920
and out that's just

3424
02:12:18,950 --> 02:12:16,800
people just that are part of the the uh

3425
02:12:21,669 --> 02:12:18,960
telegram

3426
02:12:22,709 --> 02:12:21,679
group and there's i think over 80 plus

3427
02:12:24,950 --> 02:12:22,719
people there now

3428
02:12:26,310 --> 02:12:24,960
and so when there's a voice chat open

3429
02:12:29,430 --> 02:12:26,320
they might pop in

3430
02:12:30,950 --> 02:12:29,440
you know to um see what's going on and

3431
02:12:32,229 --> 02:12:30,960
they pop right back out they're not

3432
02:12:35,350 --> 02:12:32,239
necessarily interested to

3433
02:12:36,950 --> 02:12:35,360
to speak so anyway yes in the future to

3434
02:12:38,629 --> 02:12:36,960
answer your question if there's more

3435
02:12:39,589 --> 02:12:38,639
people and there's more raised hands of

3436
02:12:41,270 --> 02:12:39,599
course the stories

3437
02:12:43,430 --> 02:12:41,280
i'll have to shorten them so everybody

3438
02:12:46,629 --> 02:12:43,440
gets a chance but until then

3439
02:12:48,870 --> 02:12:46,639
i'm just grateful for people logging in

3440
02:12:49,830 --> 02:12:48,880
sharing their stories and in a way uh

3441
02:12:52,149 --> 02:12:49,840
they should really

3442
02:12:53,910 --> 02:12:52,159
i'm hoping that if this if i continue

3443
02:12:56,790 --> 02:12:53,920
this for a long time in the future

3444
02:12:58,709 --> 02:12:56,800
for them to really um find themselves of

3445
02:13:01,350 --> 02:12:58,719
the very privileged feud that they

3446
02:13:02,069 --> 02:13:01,360
really got you know a half hour to

3447
02:13:04,470 --> 02:13:02,079
sometime

3448
02:13:05,830 --> 02:13:04,480
longer of my attention everyone else is

3449
02:13:07,510 --> 02:13:05,840
to share the story

3450
02:13:09,510 --> 02:13:07,520
depends on how many people in the future

3451
02:13:10,629 --> 02:13:09,520
might log in that time would have to

3452
02:13:12,629 --> 02:13:10,639
decrease to

3453
02:13:14,790 --> 02:13:12,639
10 minutes per person 5 minutes per

3454
02:13:15,589 --> 02:13:14,800
person and maybe even less but i just

3455
02:13:17,910 --> 02:13:15,599
don't know

3456
02:13:19,510 --> 02:13:17,920
maybe i would have to limit it to like

3457
02:13:21,990 --> 02:13:19,520
10 minutes and give

3458
02:13:23,589 --> 02:13:22,000
let's say five people 10 minutes time to

3459
02:13:25,189 --> 02:13:23,599
tell their stories in full

3460
02:13:26,790 --> 02:13:25,199
because a lot of the interviews that i

3461
02:13:30,310 --> 02:13:26,800
do um

3462
02:13:33,430 --> 02:13:30,320
you know i give them the time or to to

3463
02:13:35,270 --> 02:13:33,440
say whatever they need to say and um

3464
02:13:36,550 --> 02:13:35,280
that can be an hour and a half that can

3465
02:13:38,149 --> 02:13:36,560
be two hours and i

3466
02:13:40,149 --> 02:13:38,159
also want to give the same respect to

3467
02:13:41,669 --> 02:13:40,159
the guests calling in as well

3468
02:13:43,189 --> 02:13:41,679
and instead of just be like okay okay

3469
02:13:44,870 --> 02:13:43,199
hurry up hurry up tell me a story okay

3470
02:13:46,790 --> 02:13:44,880
finish this up you know it's kind of

3471
02:13:48,709 --> 02:13:46,800
you know you're missing a point there's

3472
02:13:51,270 --> 02:13:48,719
a build up to a story there's you know

3473
02:13:54,149 --> 02:13:51,280
emotions involved there's recollection

3474
02:13:56,069 --> 02:13:54,159
and um i know it's not necessarily

3475
02:13:56,709 --> 02:13:56,079
everybody's cup of tea but if you truly

3476
02:13:58,629 --> 02:13:56,719
want to

3477
02:13:59,750 --> 02:13:58,639
understand and experience it's worth it

3478
02:14:03,109 --> 02:13:59,760
spending the time

3479
02:14:05,910 --> 02:14:03,119
to hear somebody out and so anyway

3480
02:14:06,790 --> 02:14:05,920
i think it was vitra i hope that answers

3481
02:14:09,030 --> 02:14:06,800
your question

3482
02:14:10,870 --> 02:14:09,040
that yes in the future it would be

3483
02:14:13,430 --> 02:14:10,880
shorter

3484
02:14:15,510 --> 02:14:13,440
but for now if they're on i would uh

3485
02:14:19,189 --> 02:14:15,520
just welcome them to come and speak

3486
02:14:22,950 --> 02:14:19,199
and um yeah because it was um

3487
02:14:25,589 --> 02:14:22,960
uh jj that came on and um

3488
02:14:26,069 --> 02:14:25,599
uh basically raised raised his hand

3489
02:14:28,310 --> 02:14:26,079
after

3490
02:14:29,589 --> 02:14:28,320
kenny and so that's that way i knew oh

3491
02:14:31,030 --> 02:14:29,599
there's another person who wants to

3492
02:14:33,830 --> 02:14:31,040
speak instead of just

3493
02:14:34,629 --> 02:14:33,840
listen to uh to what's going on because

3494
02:14:37,589 --> 02:14:34,639
this is also

3495
02:14:38,870 --> 02:14:37,599
simultaneously going out on youtube

3496
02:14:43,189 --> 02:14:38,880
facebook twitch

3497
02:14:45,750 --> 02:14:43,199
and going live on telegram as well

3498
02:14:47,189 --> 02:14:45,760
so you can just if you're not

3499
02:14:49,350 --> 02:14:47,199
necessarily able to

3500
02:14:51,669 --> 02:14:49,360
watch it on the screen somewhere you can

3501
02:14:54,229 --> 02:14:51,679
just log into the telegram

3502
02:14:56,069 --> 02:14:54,239
during either an interview or open lines

3503
02:14:57,510 --> 02:14:56,079
and you can just listen to what's going

3504
02:14:59,990 --> 02:14:57,520
on and what's being shared

3505
02:15:01,030 --> 02:15:00,000
because just recently i made it change

3506
02:15:03,189 --> 02:15:01,040
my system around

3507
02:15:04,069 --> 02:15:03,199
and worked it out to where even if i

3508
02:15:06,229 --> 02:15:04,079
have a guest

3509
02:15:08,629 --> 02:15:06,239
you can listen to me and the guests

3510
02:15:10,229 --> 02:15:08,639
speak over telegram and so it would be

3511
02:15:13,750 --> 02:15:10,239
kind of the equivalent of just

3512
02:15:17,189 --> 02:15:13,760
just a radio just voice and um

3513
02:15:19,109 --> 02:15:17,199
you can also now when it's time for q a

3514
02:15:20,950 --> 02:15:19,119
whether you're in telegram or watching

3515
02:15:23,910 --> 02:15:20,960
you'll have to log into telegram

3516
02:15:25,589 --> 02:15:23,920
or or on the chat submit your question

3517
02:15:28,149 --> 02:15:25,599
that way if you're in telegram you can

3518
02:15:31,189 --> 02:15:28,159
actually speak to the guest yourself

3519
02:15:33,030 --> 02:15:31,199
like we did last time uh i think kiwani

3520
02:15:35,109 --> 02:15:33,040
left cerritis was the first time where i

3521
02:15:37,830 --> 02:15:35,119
really got to test the system out

3522
02:15:39,589 --> 02:15:37,840
and so uh raise you you know log in

3523
02:15:41,350 --> 02:15:39,599
raise your hand and i can just

3524
02:15:43,109 --> 02:15:41,360
click on you and say okay you're next

3525
02:15:43,430 --> 02:15:43,119
please ask a question and just kind of

3526
02:15:47,189 --> 02:15:43,440
get

3527
02:15:49,910 --> 02:15:47,199
that's where i'm kind of more

3528
02:15:52,229 --> 02:15:49,920
constrained in time and just to have

3529
02:15:54,149 --> 02:15:52,239
stick to one question so that the guests

3530
02:15:55,350 --> 02:15:54,159
can answer and i can move on to the to

3531
02:15:58,870 --> 02:15:55,360
the next person

3532
02:16:02,310 --> 02:15:58,880
but anyway so yeah that's kind of a

3533
02:16:04,550 --> 02:16:02,320
roundabout way that try to give you the

3534
02:16:05,990 --> 02:16:04,560
kind of an answer why i go longer on

3535
02:16:08,310 --> 02:16:06,000
these different stories

3536
02:16:11,109 --> 02:16:08,320
uh if there's more people obviously

3537
02:16:17,589 --> 02:16:11,119
it'll go it'll be less

3538
02:16:24,470 --> 02:16:19,350
let me see there's some questions that

3539
02:16:30,470 --> 02:16:28,149
so uh victor uh bolivia

3540
02:16:31,430 --> 02:16:30,480
just victor i guess um the question was

3541
02:16:33,589 --> 02:16:31,440
has anyone

3542
02:16:34,790 --> 02:16:33,599
had communication with et's regarding

3543
02:16:38,070 --> 02:16:34,800
the pandemic

3544
02:16:40,230 --> 02:16:38,080
um not that i know of there's

3545
02:16:41,750 --> 02:16:40,240
there's a guest in the future that i'm

3546
02:16:43,910 --> 02:16:41,760
thinking about having on

3547
02:16:45,509 --> 02:16:43,920
i haven't even reached out to them yet

3548
02:16:46,150 --> 02:16:45,519
so i don't know if they'll respond but

3549
02:16:48,230 --> 02:16:46,160
they're

3550
02:16:49,349 --> 02:16:48,240
they do channeling and they channel

3551
02:16:52,549 --> 02:16:49,359
information

3552
02:16:54,150 --> 02:16:52,559
that is i believe supposed to be channel

3553
02:16:56,309 --> 02:16:54,160
information from

3554
02:16:57,750 --> 02:16:56,319
uh these specific beings from the

3555
02:17:00,230 --> 02:16:57,760
serious constellation

3556
02:17:02,389 --> 02:17:00,240
and so they often speak about what's

3557
02:17:03,030 --> 02:17:02,399
been happening now so i figured it would

3558
02:17:06,230 --> 02:17:03,040
be

3559
02:17:07,270 --> 02:17:06,240
interested but again i don't want to

3560
02:17:09,349 --> 02:17:07,280
make any process

3561
02:17:19,270 --> 02:17:09,359
i mean promises because i haven't even

3562
02:17:19,280 --> 02:17:23,669
um

3563
02:17:28,549 --> 02:17:25,990
anonymous jerry a question is can i

3564
02:17:32,070 --> 02:17:28,559
share footage to you if so

3565
02:17:36,469 --> 02:17:32,080
then where if you

3566
02:17:39,669 --> 02:17:36,479
you can you can go to ufohub.net

3567
02:17:41,270 --> 02:17:39,679
and there's under contact you can simply

3568
02:17:44,870 --> 02:17:41,280
just fill out the contact form

3569
02:17:48,070 --> 02:17:44,880
and that's how um i think he said

3570
02:17:49,110 --> 02:17:48,080
this name was jordan but it's uh on here

3571
02:17:52,629 --> 02:17:49,120
it says

3572
02:17:54,950 --> 02:17:52,639
jj shinjitsu

3573
02:17:56,790 --> 02:17:54,960
he reached out to me that way and we

3574
02:17:59,030 --> 02:17:56,800
interacted regarding

3575
02:18:00,629 --> 02:17:59,040
you know emailed back and forth and then

3576
02:18:02,309 --> 02:18:00,639
one of these times he was

3577
02:18:04,629 --> 02:18:02,319
also wanting to to speak and i just

3578
02:18:05,830 --> 02:18:04,639
mentioned hey log in next time i'm on

3579
02:18:07,910 --> 02:18:05,840
open lines and

3580
02:18:09,910 --> 02:18:07,920
share your story and here he is so i'll

3581
02:18:11,110 --> 02:18:09,920
be able to get your information the same

3582
02:18:13,110 --> 02:18:11,120
way

3583
02:18:14,389 --> 02:18:13,120
i don't know can't remember there's no

3584
02:18:16,950 --> 02:18:14,399
way to

3585
02:18:18,309 --> 02:18:16,960
attach files but if you have a link or

3586
02:18:20,629 --> 02:18:18,319
for youtube

3587
02:18:21,750 --> 02:18:20,639
just send it to me in the past if some

3588
02:18:24,629 --> 02:18:21,760
people have asked

3589
02:18:25,669 --> 02:18:24,639
if you know for me to look at it and

3590
02:18:27,270 --> 02:18:25,679
sometimes it's

3591
02:18:28,870 --> 02:18:27,280
you know great to see but all i can

3592
02:18:31,270 --> 02:18:28,880
really do is just maybe

3593
02:18:33,750 --> 02:18:31,280
next open lines just mention the channel

3594
02:18:35,270 --> 02:18:33,760
or something and say hey check it out

3595
02:18:37,110 --> 02:18:35,280
you know you might find this interesting

3596
02:18:39,429 --> 02:18:37,120
i can't you know

3597
02:18:40,870 --> 02:18:39,439
confirm or deny of what what it is that

3598
02:18:42,549 --> 02:18:40,880
they have there but it was interesting

3599
02:18:45,030 --> 02:18:42,559
enough for me to look at and

3600
02:18:46,230 --> 02:18:45,040
i would search uh other people to to

3601
02:18:48,230 --> 02:18:46,240
check it out just to

3602
02:18:49,270 --> 02:18:48,240
kind of support each other in the in the

3603
02:18:51,110 --> 02:18:49,280
community because

3604
02:18:52,629 --> 02:18:51,120
there's others that do put in the work

3605
02:18:54,790 --> 02:18:52,639
to go out

3606
02:18:57,110 --> 02:18:54,800
night after night you know have the

3607
02:18:58,629 --> 02:18:57,120
cameras on trying to record some things

3608
02:19:00,629 --> 02:18:58,639
that look pretty cool and not

3609
02:19:01,509 --> 02:19:00,639
interesting and it would be nice to have

3610
02:19:16,469 --> 02:19:01,519
other people

3611
02:19:25,030 --> 02:19:20,549
um clearly clearly brooks

3612
02:19:27,589 --> 02:19:25,040
or brooke said does he have a website

3613
02:19:29,030 --> 02:19:27,599
i came on late what is this website or

3614
02:19:33,190 --> 02:19:29,040
way to contact him

3615
02:19:36,549 --> 02:19:33,200
so are you talking about

3616
02:19:38,709 --> 02:19:36,559
jj shinjitsu or me or can you please

3617
02:19:41,910 --> 02:19:38,719
clarify who you're referring to

3618
02:19:45,349 --> 02:19:41,920
and then while i'm still online and

3619
02:19:49,030 --> 02:19:45,359
because i'm thinking about um kind of

3620
02:19:50,950 --> 02:19:49,040
making the quits for today so reach out

3621
02:20:09,910 --> 02:19:50,960
and please clarify it and maybe i can

3622
02:20:17,830 --> 02:20:13,830
okay so renee cruz i'm glad you

3623
02:20:20,950 --> 02:20:17,840
uh clarified that i had thought that

3624
02:20:22,469 --> 02:20:20,960
the the report was supposed to be coming

3625
02:20:23,830 --> 02:20:22,479
out in the very beginning of the month

3626
02:20:25,910 --> 02:20:23,840
but you're saying there's still eight

3627
02:20:30,389 --> 02:20:25,920
days four hours 43 minutes

3628
02:20:33,510 --> 02:20:30,399
15 seconds to 180 days so then

3629
02:20:36,710 --> 02:20:35,750
that it is coming coming up at the end

3630
02:20:38,389 --> 02:20:36,720
of the month as

3631
02:20:50,870 --> 02:20:38,399
i mentioned in the earlier article that

3632
02:20:57,590 --> 02:20:54,870
so um yeah if if any of you

3633
02:20:58,950 --> 02:20:57,600
have some questions i try or do my best

3634
02:21:02,070 --> 02:20:58,960
to answer you

3635
02:21:05,510 --> 02:21:02,080
you know whatever it is uh like uh in

3636
02:21:06,469 --> 02:21:05,520
jj's situation um i have the contact

3637
02:21:08,710 --> 02:21:06,479
form obviously

3638
02:21:10,389 --> 02:21:08,720
available there when i was still working

3639
02:21:10,950 --> 02:21:10,399
on the studio and getting everything

3640
02:21:14,150 --> 02:21:10,960
prepped

3641
02:21:14,790 --> 02:21:14,160
i have shaved to say but it took almost

3642
02:21:17,110 --> 02:21:14,800
a year

3643
02:21:17,990 --> 02:21:17,120
to get back to people say hey i finally

3644
02:21:20,389 --> 02:21:18,000
got your message

3645
02:21:22,070 --> 02:21:20,399
i'm sorry i'm late you know and then i

3646
02:21:25,190 --> 02:21:22,080
would respond if i can

3647
02:21:26,550 --> 02:21:25,200
and so uh but now i can be you know a

3648
02:21:30,150 --> 02:21:26,560
little bit a little bit

3649
02:21:33,510 --> 02:21:30,160
more responsive so if you have any

3650
02:21:35,670 --> 02:21:33,520
um any questions or something that you

3651
02:21:39,349 --> 02:21:35,680
think i can

3652
02:21:43,670 --> 02:21:42,550
um then you know reach out simply go

3653
02:21:46,950 --> 02:21:43,680
into

3654
02:21:50,230 --> 02:21:46,960
uh ufohub.net and there should be

3655
02:21:52,070 --> 02:21:50,240
a contact form let me see i still have a

3656
02:22:13,670 --> 02:21:52,080
browser open here

3657
02:22:25,670 --> 02:22:23,670
so under

3658
02:22:27,270 --> 02:22:25,680
trying to remember my own website it's

3659
02:22:30,070 --> 02:22:27,280
been a while i've been on it

3660
02:22:32,469 --> 02:22:30,080
yeah right under here you see contact

3661
02:22:35,030 --> 02:22:32,479
when you just click on that

3662
02:22:36,070 --> 02:22:35,040
there's this contact form and just fill

3663
02:22:38,230 --> 02:22:36,080
this out

3664
02:22:40,790 --> 02:22:38,240
submit it to me and then you'll be able

3665
02:22:45,349 --> 02:22:40,800
to get in touch with me

3666
02:22:48,710 --> 02:22:47,270
uh jj i'm sorry you're probably not

3667
02:22:51,990 --> 02:22:48,720
expecting this i've

3668
02:22:55,510 --> 02:22:52,000
muted you there was a question

3669
02:22:59,349 --> 02:22:55,520
um from uh

3670
02:23:03,429 --> 02:22:59,359
clearly brooke she was asking to

3671
02:23:06,950 --> 02:23:03,439
some information regarding you saying

3672
02:23:09,990 --> 02:23:06,960
what's his website or way to contact him

3673
02:23:11,190 --> 02:23:10,000
oh yeah i put my uh uh in the chat i'm

3674
02:23:13,750 --> 02:23:11,200
hoppa dj

3675
02:23:14,950 --> 02:23:13,760
and i put my uh oh i see now hop on jj

3676
02:23:17,990 --> 02:23:14,960
okay

3677
02:23:21,590 --> 02:23:18,000
yeah i put my jiu jitsu facebook info

3678
02:23:23,670 --> 02:23:21,600
it's not my i have two in my private and

3679
02:23:25,030 --> 02:23:23,680
facebook likes to throw us in facebook

3680
02:23:27,190 --> 02:23:25,040
jail you know so

3681
02:23:28,070 --> 02:23:27,200
i made another one and i just kind of

3682
02:23:31,349 --> 02:23:28,080
usually

3683
02:23:33,990 --> 02:23:31,359
uh tag my main profile in it but

3684
02:23:35,270 --> 02:23:34,000
um that's the new one that i created to

3685
02:23:38,550 --> 02:23:35,280
kind of get around their

3686
02:23:40,710 --> 02:23:38,560
bs right okay well good deal i'm glad

3687
02:23:42,950 --> 02:23:40,720
you did i'm sorry sometimes i can't

3688
02:23:43,990 --> 02:23:42,960
keep track of too many things so yeah

3689
02:23:47,590 --> 02:23:44,000
i'm glad you did that

3690
02:23:50,950 --> 02:23:47,600
papa jj is the profile so

3691
02:23:52,950 --> 02:23:50,960
whatever you had pasted or responded to

3692
02:23:54,630 --> 02:23:52,960
there i guess that information can be

3693
02:23:59,429 --> 02:23:54,640
useful

3694
02:24:02,630 --> 02:24:01,270
yeah just go ahead and message me on on

3695
02:24:06,150 --> 02:24:02,640
their add me

3696
02:24:07,670 --> 02:24:06,160
um yeah okay good deal all right well

3697
02:24:12,070 --> 02:24:07,680
i'm gonna meet you again and again

3698
02:24:18,950 --> 02:24:15,190
thank you okay

3699
02:24:22,870 --> 02:24:21,590
well thank you all very much i really

3700
02:24:26,630 --> 02:24:22,880
appreciate it

3701
02:24:29,910 --> 02:24:26,640
and um so uh please log in again

3702
02:24:30,790 --> 02:24:29,920
uh on friday i'm going to have catherine

3703
02:24:34,150 --> 02:24:30,800
andres

3704
02:24:37,349 --> 02:24:34,160
and we'll be talking about astrology

3705
02:24:38,150 --> 02:24:37,359
iris and palm reading and you know a lot

3706
02:24:40,550 --> 02:24:38,160
of

3707
02:24:41,510 --> 02:24:40,560
possibly like numerology and going into

3708
02:24:43,270 --> 02:24:41,520
that kind of stuff

3709
02:24:44,870 --> 02:24:43,280
so if you're interested to learn and

3710
02:24:48,309 --> 02:24:44,880
know more about it uh

3711
02:24:51,429 --> 02:24:48,319
just log in on friday at um seven

3712
02:24:53,750 --> 02:24:51,439
i will be streaming again on youtube

3713
02:24:55,670 --> 02:24:53,760
uh facebook and twitch and also

3714
02:24:58,309 --> 02:24:55,680
simultaneously on telegram

3715
02:24:59,110 --> 02:24:58,319
so if you want to ask later on during

3716
02:25:03,670 --> 02:24:59,120
the q a

3717
02:25:05,270 --> 02:25:03,680
want to ask the guests a question simply

3718
02:25:08,070 --> 02:25:05,280
download the telegram app on your

3719
02:25:09,910 --> 02:25:08,080
computer or phone join the ufo hub group

3720
02:25:13,110 --> 02:25:09,920
and then join the voice chat when it's

3721
02:25:15,590 --> 02:25:13,120
time i usually start the voice chat

3722
02:25:16,309 --> 02:25:15,600
about 15 to 20 minutes before the show

3723
02:25:19,670 --> 02:25:16,319
starts

3724
02:25:22,790 --> 02:25:19,680
and at times some of you chat with me

3725
02:25:24,389 --> 02:25:22,800
before the show starts just to you know

3726
02:25:25,030 --> 02:25:24,399
chit chat for whatever it killed some

3727
02:25:27,750 --> 02:25:25,040
time

3728
02:25:29,190 --> 02:25:27,760
and so those of you want to do that i

3729
02:25:30,309 --> 02:25:29,200
can't promise that i can talk to

3730
02:25:32,150 --> 02:25:30,319
everybody but

3731
02:25:33,510 --> 02:25:32,160
we just have like a little pre-show

3732
02:25:36,150 --> 02:25:33,520
meeting before everything's

3733
02:25:37,510 --> 02:25:36,160
everything begins i can do that more

3734
02:25:40,469 --> 02:25:37,520
during the open lines

3735
02:25:42,230 --> 02:25:40,479
when i'm doing the show on friday i

3736
02:25:43,190 --> 02:25:42,240
usually have the guest and they're right

3737
02:25:46,630 --> 02:25:43,200
there with me

3738
02:25:48,230 --> 02:25:46,640
so uh sometimes i can't go into great

3739
02:25:50,070 --> 02:25:48,240
detail about whatever discussion we

3740
02:25:53,510 --> 02:25:50,080
happen to have at that time

3741
02:25:55,429 --> 02:25:53,520
and so um but yeah uh just simply

3742
02:25:56,710 --> 02:25:55,439
use telegram if you want to ask a

3743
02:25:59,830 --> 02:25:56,720
question in

3744
02:26:02,070 --> 02:25:59,840
you know yourself but otherwise

3745
02:26:03,270 --> 02:26:02,080
whether you are on any of the other

3746
02:26:06,389 --> 02:26:03,280
three platforms

3747
02:26:08,710 --> 02:26:06,399
simply in the comments or the chat uh

3748
02:26:09,429 --> 02:26:08,720
use three little stars before your

3749
02:26:11,510 --> 02:26:09,439
question

3750
02:26:13,670 --> 02:26:11,520
and then i know that you want to ask the

3751
02:26:14,550 --> 02:26:13,680
guest and i will relate that question to

3752
02:26:17,990 --> 02:26:14,560
them

3753
02:26:19,110 --> 02:26:18,000
so yeah that should be it so thank you

3754
02:26:21,990 --> 02:26:19,120
all very much

3755
02:26:22,389 --> 02:26:22,000
i appreciate it it's been great and um

3756
02:26:24,630 --> 02:26:22,399
so

3757
02:26:26,870 --> 02:26:24,640
next week again we'll have open lines at

3758
02:26:27,670 --> 02:26:26,880
seven this friday there's gonna be an

3759
02:26:30,309 --> 02:26:27,680
interview with

3760
02:26:32,389 --> 02:26:30,319
catherine andrews at seven and so

3761
02:26:34,230 --> 02:26:32,399
generally always look forward to

3762
02:26:36,150 --> 02:26:34,240
wednesday and thursday there's always

3763
02:26:39,830 --> 02:26:36,160
going to be open lines on wednesday

3764
02:26:42,630 --> 02:26:39,840
an interview and a guest on friday at 7.

3765
02:26:44,150 --> 02:26:42,640
so thank you have a good day hopefully

3766
02:26:45,830 --> 02:26:44,160
see some of your friday and